Don't forget her smile.

Stay calm.

Think positive.

Think like her.

Go out to lunch alone.

Maybe pick Emily up.

Get interested in sports.

Find something that makes you happy.

Something that's get her off your mind.

Smile at Heidi.

Or at least try.

Make her think you're fine.

Don't be mad.

Be fair.

Be nice.

Don't say 'love'.

She was your 'love'.

And think about Gillian's eyes.