Dearest Diary

May 24, 1979

Well I know it's been 4 years since I last wrote and well there wasn't much to write about. What was happening 4 years ago just continued to happen and it even got worse if that is possible. Some days I was scared for my life, but now everything is fine and Lucius is back to who he used to be all those years ago. Because Dearest Diary I am pregnant. The baby will be born at the start of February. I didn't know whether to be happy or upset. But after seeing Lucius' reaction I am so happy. He is finally back to normal and he is so excited. So Dearest Diary I found out today I was pregnant. This morning would have meant I was a week late. I was trying not to get my hopes up incase it was not so, but it was so hard. So I did the spell that I had memorized right after our wedding and saw that yes it was true, I was pregnant. I started to jump up and down and scream and then I fell to the floor bawling. I was so happy. Lucius ran into the room and saw me with my back up against the cupboard and bawling. He walked over to me and demanded I tell him what was wrong. So I told him that I was finally pregnant. His face, oh the expression on his face. He scooped me up in his arms and walked me out of the bathroom and placed me on our bed and he looked and me and asked me if this was a joke and I told him it wasn't and that was when everything changed. He got so excited. He leaned over and started to kiss me like he hadn't since being at Hogwarts. Usually he is aggressive but today he was soft and passionate. Oh I didn't realize just how much I missed my old Lucius until that moment. We laid on the bed kissing for awhile and then he stood up and said that he had to go tell the Dark Lord. This was the part I was dreading. He asked me to come with him and who was I to refuse. So I got up and got dressed and we apparated. The Dark Lord told us that we would be rewarded. We then disapparated. We were sitting in the Library when we heard a pop and Bellatrix appeared. She said so it is true than. You have finally produced an heir? We told her it was and she came over and sat down beside me. She told us that the Dark Lord had told here personally. Lucius gritted his teeth. He knows that he is very close with the Dark Lord, but Bellatrix is one step ahead of him and the closest person to the Dark Lord. So Dearest Diary this day was such a relief. After 5 years of waiting I am finally pregnant.

Narcissa Malfoy-I will finally sign my name again and not Black Malfoy

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