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Carlisle POV

Should I take him? He was my son at least, I wanted him to be happy. On the other side, this jop was is a hospital. Blood would be involved. And if he lost control... No I shouldn't think this. As a father I wasn't even allowed to think that way.

However, I could see it in his eyes, he really wanted this. Maybe it was just like with me. I didn't want to be a monster, I wanted to be good, or at least human. So I learned to control myself. And he could do this, too. I knew it.

" Well Jasper, it seems as if you spent a good time thinking about this. And I really appricate that you want to do that, son, so I know I can trust you."

"Thank you, Carlisle, for having faith in me," he wispered "Thank you for giving me a chance. I will make the best of it." He now said louder. Then he turned around and shuffled up the stairs. Alice followed him silently. She would make him feel better. She always did.

Slowly everyone went back to their rooms, everyone exept Esme.

I didn't notice her at first, I was so deep in thought, so I froze when she lightly touched my cheek to turn my face to hers. First we just looked at each other, then he mouth came nearer to mine till we both were in a pasionly kiss. When she pulled away she looked deep into my eyes.

"Carlisle, I know you did the right thing."

"But he seems scared, and I'm scared for him. " I admitted. "What if it doestn't work out like it should."

" Again Carlisle, the decision is right. You know Jasper. If he really wants, no needs something, he can do it. It is a big chance for him."

"Oh Esme, what would I do if I hadn' met you?"

"I wouln't be the happiest woman on earth with the most georgus husband ever." He voice was low now, a human wouldn't have even noticed her speaking. That made he words even more intense, so I leand down to her and gave her a slow passionly kiss. My lips found hers and at first they were hard as if she still wanted to say something. But then they became softer and opened slowly. She could never resist me.

Then I put my hands around her waist and continued kissing every inch of her neck and throat. When I came to her scar, the scar of me biting her, she chuckled softly.

" Oh Carlisle...", was the only thing she said.

Alice POV

When I came in our room I saw Jasper sitting on the floor at the window. He didn't look up when I came in. I sat down beside him and started stroking his hair. That always calmed him a little.

"Jasper there is no need to worry, I will watch out that nothing bad happens. And even if something happens I will still love you, we all will."

"Thanks darlin', but ya know with this a new part of my life will start. If I can do that I will never have to feel these emotions again. I won't be this monster ever again.", he wispered.

"Jasper, you listen to me now. I love you. I did before I even knew you, I do love you now, and I will always love you. And I know you know that too. " My voice was stern but he knew that I just wanted him to know.

"Carlisle will take good care of you. But now let's do something else." Then I leaned closer to him and kissed him while I slowly put my hands around his neck.

"Major Whitelock, what do you do when you have freetime?"

"I do somethink with my wife, ma'am!"

"So now you have freetime! Do what you normally do."

"Yes ma'am!" he saluted with a grin stretched over his face, making his exhausted expression go away.

Then I pulled him on our bed and kissed him. After some minutes he pulled the quilt over us...

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