hello =] thanks to all who review , your very nice to me.
like, more nice than deserve um..rebecca you said to contact you but it didn't say how.
anyway.
i realised that i keep forgetting to do disclaimers.
so...um....i don't own twilight people, if i did ...why would i write fanfiction?

chapter three

The next few days went by the in the same way , I went to school, looked for Edward,he was never there. I was starting to think I had imagined him. I would always look over at their table at lunch, they ignored me, but their family ignored everyone. If they were um...like edward...then they probably wanted to keep a low profile. I really wanted to know about them, but no-one seemed to know anything and I wasn't dumb enough to go "so..hey..do you sparkle in the sun?"

I thought I was right, but, I mean I didn't want to get sectioned. I didn't want to scare them away either, as I think I might have done with edward.

After about three days I was starting to get impaitient, I wanted to see edward again.

School ended on thursday, and I climbed into my truck. I pulled out of the school car park, and started driving. I wasn't going home, I meant to but somehow..I just couldn't. I got to the same part of the road as last time, and stopped my truck. I got out nervously, he probably wasn't even here! but I had to check. I had to see him again! It was incredibly irrational, I know, I didn't even know what he was, but I still really wanted to see him. Needed to see him. He could be dangerous for gods sake! I trusted him though..he hadn't hurt me last time had he? Maybe I was pushing my luck...

I walked to the edge of the forest, trying to remember which way I went last time. After a few minutes I started walking randomly, I hadn't been paying attention last time. This was so stupid, I shouldn't have come. I should have at least waited till the weekend to come. It was starting to get dark already..

I walked for ages, I was starting to think I was lost. It was getting darker by the minute. Suddenly though, I stepped out into the clearing. It wasn't as beautiful this time though, more sinister, somehow. I was starting to panic. How stupid was I? It was too late to come here, it wasn't safe. Edward wasn't here, he wouldn't come again.I had scared him away. That thought made me sad, I had scared such a beautiful creature away. Me, insignificant little bella. I had managed to make him leave. A sob escaped me then, it was all my fault!

"please come back!" I begged pointlessly, sat in the middle of the clearing. It was getting cold, I curled up into a ball feeling miserable. I stayed like that for a long time, tears escaping me. What was up with me? Why had this had such an effect on me? Snap out of it bella! I couldn't though, I just lay there. After a while I fell asleep.

When I woke up I was in my room. WHAT?! I was still wearing the same thing I had on yesterday. How had I got to my room?!?

I lay there for a while, my head spinning. Questions floating through my head. I sat up and looked around the room,
for signs that anyone had been here. That HE had been here. On my bedside table, there was a folded peice of paper.
My heart skipped several beats. He had been there!

I picked up the note and opened it, my hands shaking. In the most beautiful writing I had ever seen, it said;

Don't come back to the clearing - forget me. Edward.

The first thing I thought was HE HAD BEEN THERE!! EDWARD HAD BEEN THERE!

But it said to forget him, to never go back to the clearing.
I wouldn't do that, I couldn't do that!

I couldn't forget what I had seen, I had to go back to the clearing. I had to!

I started crying again.
Stop it bella!

I can do this, I can't forget Edward, but I can avoid the clearing. I had to, it wasn't fair on edward, I was obviously making his life harder.

I would continue as if I had never seen him sparkle.

I got up to get ready for school.

not a very long chapter...and i'm not too pleased with how it turned out but....