Ok guys so I had this story in mind for a while. I know many of you all are team Edward, but you have to know that Bella and Jacob could be good together too! Besides there are thousands of E/B stories and very little B/J…So please don't be mad that in this story Jacob gets the girl. I am using Stephanie Meyers' characters and some of my own. This is AU and OOC. There will be some mature language and themes. I have not beta so mistakes are my own. You might find a lot; I changed this story around so many times. If so I apologize in advance. R&R Please…. Enjoy….
I pull up and there he is. Jacob has gone through the first stage which is the growth spurt, and boy does he look fine as hell! Wow, look at all the beautiful russet skin, that muscular physique, and his height! He's now like six-five and pure power! I have never seen any of them in wolf form, but they must be huge, for there's been a drastic change in his body.
Jacob is wearing that smile of his that lights up my world like the sun. He jumps down the stairs, pulls my door open, and pulls me out before I know it. I am incased in his powerful arms! Oh, how I love his smell! He smells like musk and vanilla, and all man. I wonder if his smell will change once he transforms?
"I've missed you, Bella," he mumbles into my neck. It sends shivers down my spine and I hug him back tightly.
"I missed you too, Jacob."
He pulls back and looks me in the eyes. His stare is so intense and then he says, "We need to talk."
It seems serious. "Is everything ok, Jake?"
"Yes, it is! Well, I hope it is. Let's go to my room."
He takes my hand and we walk into the house. I see Billy, and he speaks, "Hello, Bella! Good to see you. Do you know if Charlie is on his way?"
"Yes, he is, Billy. He just had to make a stop first."
"Ok! Well, you guys have fun."
"You too," both Jake and I say.
Jacob leads me back to his room. I hope he has good news…
"Wow! Jacob you actually cleaned your room! Were you expecting company?"
"Sure, sure Bella, I do clean my room you know."
"Ok, well what's going on Jake?"
He looked nervous all of a sudden. "Well, Bella, my dad told me some news today, something great! Well, to me it is great. I just don't know how you will take it. First, can I ask you a few questions?"
"Yes, Jake you can ask me anything. You know that."
"Bella, were you in love with Edward?"
I wasn't expecting that, "No Jake. I think I was more in love with what he had to offer."
"What do you mean?" Jake asked.
"Well, Edward was my first boyfriend, my first kiss, we had many first's together. He was . . ."
A loud growl escapes Jacob and I look into his eyes. They are tinted yellow and I gasp. I stop talking. I know Jacob did not like to hear that, but he asked, so I was telling him the truth. I almost became afraid, but I snapped out of that shit real quick.
"Don't you fucking growl at me, Jacob Ephraim Black! At least you never had to see me kissing Edward, but I had to see you kissing and do other things with your girlfriend, remember?"
He closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and says "continue" through gritted teeth.
"Okay! As I was saying, he was very kind to me and I did enjoy spending time with him, but once I established a relationship with his family things changed. He started becoming very uptight, controlling, and very possessive. He did not want me to spend time with his family, always arranging for us to do things outside of his home."
"So, you didn't want to be with him alone? You enjoyed being a part of his family?"
"Yes! I never had that growing up with Renee. She was always so involved in what she wanted to do. Don't get me wrong! She wasn't a bad mother. I just think she wanted me as a friend more than a daughter. So, once I reached a certain age our roles reversed. I took over most of the responsibility of the household. She worked and provided a roof over our heads, but I paid the bills, did the shopping, and cooked all the dinners. She would go out a lot and leave me alone most of the time, so I only had my books to keep me company. But with the Cullen's, they all wanted to be around me. It was as if I brought life to them. Jasper once told me my presence was like a healing balm to him. He used to just sit in the room where I was and get lost in the comfort of my emotions."
"The comfort of your emotions?"
"Yes! Jasper is an empath. He can feel and manipulate emotions. He said mine were the purest he ever came across in his life. It drove Edward crazy! He was jealous that Jasper was able to experience that, when he couldn't read my mind."
"So, Edward is a telepath?"
"Yes he is, but my mind was closed to him. That frustrated him to no end! I think that is why he was drawn to me, and of course the smell of my blood. I loved Edward for the time and experiences we had together, but I don't believe I ever fell in love with him, just the idea of him. Edward was offering me almost everything I ever wanted from a man. He wanted to marry me and spend all eternity with me. But, I did not want to get married or even talk of marriage. I thought it was too soon in our relationship. I was Edward's first girlfriend, too. He had been alone for such a long time. I understood why he was trying to rush things along with us. But, I couldn't really see my life with him. He was very uptight and selfish. We were never equals. I started to feel smothered by him, always lying in my bed every night while I slept…"
Deep growling now! "He WHAT? IN YOUR BED, BELLA! DID YOU FUCK HIM, BELLA?"
Temper temper Jacob...show me some love...or not ;0)
