So, My first week at College has gone pretty well. I've thoroughly enjoyed my classes, and yes I'm going to have a lot of work on my hands taking up two major's but, I think as long as I stay focussed, I can make it happen. I have put Christian and Mrs Lincoln to the back of my mind. It's none of my business and he already basically scolded me for assuming about the party, I don't want to make any more assumptions.

I've also been working hours at the coffee shop at the corner of College Street, trying to earn some money for when I graduate. My aim is to move to Seattle and hopefully get into publishing, so I need to start saving for my future. My dad has been amazing but College has already been so expensive, I feel a little guilty. I want to be able to put into my own future now. I want to become a little more independent.

Tonight is the night of the party and honestly, I'm not sure I'm going to go. It's not really my scene but, I have made amazing friends this week that are constantly on my back about going. I mean…What would I even wear?

I'm currently at work making coffee. It's a little quiet so I pull out my phone to see messages from Kate, Hannah and Jose all begging me to come tonight. I sigh biting my lip texting my Dad.

'Dad, There's a party tonight, Is it okay if I go?'

'A party? Of course sweetheart…Just don't be home late, you know I worry'

'Thanks Dad, I know, I'll see you later xx'

I smile at his text. I know I don't need to ask him can I go, I'm old enough. But I feel guilty somehow, It's been just the two of us for such a long time. I take the plunge and decide to go.

'I have nothing to wear…any suggestions?' I text Kate.

'I HAVE PLENTY! Mia will too! Go home and shower and I'll pick you up at 5, I have the rest under control ;) '

I can tell the excitement she feels just from reading her text.

Oh gosh, what have I done?

Time starts to go by pretty slowly when suddenly I'm a little surprised as the door opens and closes behind a familiar figure. He walks up to the counter and I give a small smile, suddenly feeling a little nervous.

"Hey…what can I…" I begin to say in my usual customer service tone but I'm soon cut short when he interrupts.

"Small coffee, black, keep the change" He puts down the money and moves to the newspapers. I roll my eyes and goes ahead to start making his drink. I look at him, really look at him. His slender body, his muscles pressing against his grey t-shirt. I don't know what comes over me but words end up rolling out of my mouth.

"Soo, will you be at the party tonight?" I watch as his brows furrow further and he turns his head to look at me.

"Obviously, It is where I live".

"Oh..well..yeah…I'll see you there then," I say as I place his coffee onto the counter. I look a little curious as his lips curl into a smirk and what I think is a small laugh escape his lips.

"You're going?….To the party?"

"And what is wrong with me going to the party?"

"You just don't seem the type" He laughs slightly, "You're the type of girl that doesn't belong at these types of parties".

"Oh really?" I start to grow a little angry, "and what type of girl am I?"

"I've known enough girls to know that you…don't drink, don't smoke, you're feisty and headstrong though, that I'll give you credit for... but, Parties? Definitely not your thing…Have you ever been drunk before?" He taps his fingers against the counter as he leans a little closer, intimidating me. I feel my hands start to shake and I play my fingers against each other. That's when I go quiet, My cheeks blush a pure bright crimson and I look down at my feet. I'm only silent for a moment but it seems like an eternity.

"I'll take the silence as confirmation….see you tonight, Anastasia".

He looks at me as he talks but I refuse to look at him, a little embarrassed. He is right, and I know he is. I know I'm not like normal college students, but I'm going to try with this one. This is the first time I've made real friends, the first time I've felt part of a group. He isn't going to make me change my mind.

I rush out to the back room thankful my shift has finally ended.

Why he is such a jerk?! Everyone else here is so lovely and caring! Except him!

Wait…why do I even care?!

I sigh looking at my phone debating if I should still go. He's getting to me and I shouldn't allow it.

After a quick shower, I grab a few things and hear Kate's horn outside.

"Ana!" She squeals wrapping her arms around me, "I didn't think you'd come!" I smile hugging her back before we climb into her car and we head off towards the house.

We drive about 10 minutes and reach a house with large gates which are already open to allow the party guests to enter.

My eyes widen as we head up the driveway.

"They live here?!" Kate laughs at my reaction.

"Isn't it beautiful?, Wait until you see the inside…and the party is usually in the garden with the pool" She grins as she climbs out of the car and I follow her lead.

I close the door behind me gazing up at the large house. It is huge and the most noticeable house in the area. As we approach the stairs at the entrance. I am surrounded by four columns leading to the most elegant doors I have ever seen. They are made of mahogany and have a stained glass window in the center.

I go to knock at the door but it opens before my hand comes into contact with it.

"Kate!"As squeal emerges from the small petite girl that comes hurling out of the doorway wrapping her arms around Kate.

"Mia! Oh my gosh, it's been so long! How was Paris?! You have so much to tell us! Ana...this is Mia...Mia... This Ana, she's just moved here and started at our College" Kate smiles introducing us.

Mia surprises me by wrapping her arms around me in a hug too.

"Oh my gosh, you are so pretty! I'm Mia…" She hugs me again and I laugh blushing at her compliment.

"It's nice to meet you, Kate and Elliot told me a lot about you already" I smile.

"Ana needs some help with outfits" Kate smirks at Mia, giving her a wink.

Oh, no…what have I done!

"Mia here is a fashion major, that's why she's been living it up in Paris for the last month making me all jealous!"Kate pouts teasingly and Mia laughs.

"I brought outfits back from Paris! I am totally dressing you two up tonight" She grins…"On one condition…." She looks to Kate, Kate smirks knowing what's coming.

"Cocktails?!"

"Yes!"

Mia escorts us upstairs and into her room not even allowing Elliot to give Kate a quick kiss before she whisks us off for a makeover.

"You can have her later when she's all hot and sexy now leave us girls get ready!" Mia grins at Elliot before closing the door.

"Drink?" Kate says looking up at me from the music player offering me a cup.

"I uh…I don't drink" I look a little embarrassed.

"What never?!"

I shake my head, "I've never tried…"

"Okay, just have one or two…I promise you a little alcohol will be fine, Just try it" Kate smiles offering me her cup. I stare at it just for a moment before taking a sip from it, and surprisingly, It's not so bad and I quite like the berry flavor. Mia makes me a cup of my own as Kate makes her way through Mia's wardrobe.

"This one" She pulls out a red dress and my nose scrunches at the low cut.

"Not really my type…" I bite my lip. She turns back to her wardrobe but Mia rushes over and pulls out a black cocktail style dress.

"Ooooh, your figure would be amazing in that Ana," Kate says excitedly.

My eyes gaze over the dress. It's shorter than my usual attire but It's a party, right?

"I love it," I say taking another sip from my drink, hearing exciting squeals escape both girls.

"we'll do your makeup and hair too, You're going to look amazing!" Kate smiles handing me the dress and I move into the en suite to dress into it.

"Wow…" Kate and Mia's eyes widen proudly.

"Does it look okay?" I bite my lip moving to the mirror.

"Okay?! Girl, It looks amazing on you!"

"Yeah, you look super Hot Ana!"

I look into the mirror and I'm shocked by my appearance. The dress hugs my curves and lands just above my knee with a sweetheart neckline.

"It's a beautiful dress Mia, thank you" I smile at her.

"Hey what's mine is yours, yours is mine…plus it's Paris's finest fabric" She grins proudly.

We all nod in agreement and my smile grows as I'm handed other drinks and my head starts to feel a little fuzzy. Fuzzy, but good fuzzy. An hour later Elliot knocks at the door wanting his girl.

Lights and music emit through the large gardens, I bite my lip nervously making my way inside the canopy following Kate, Elliot and Mia. There are so many people here already but I notice there's no sign of Christian. Good thing too!

We find ourselves sitting at the seating area near the fountains of the gardens. A beer pong table set up in the far end and I gaze it curiously, wondering what people use it for.

"Wow, Kate…who's your friend?" I hear the voice and I gaze around the small crowd already here before my eyes lay on a small guy sat on the bench, his hair slick and pointed slightly dark brown eyes. His lips are curled into a smirk as his eyes rake over my body making my cheeks blush.

"Come sit here beautiful" He gestures to the spare space beside him and Mia links arms with me shaking her head.

"thank you" I whisper my appreciation to her and she winks. She keeps her arm linked in mine until she sees Christian and goes speeding off the down the grass towards him.

"Christian!" I watch as she literally jumps on him and he laughs wrapping his arms around her and swings her slightly.

What the hell just happened?

Christian? Just…what?

"Elena! Hey!" Mia moves to hug her too.

Wait….do they know her? I look curious watching the scene in front of me and Kate laughs moving beside me as if she knows what I'm thinking.

"Christian is very protective of Mia…she's the only one he seems to act normal with… Mrs. Lincoln, your English lecturer is Mrs. Grey's Best friend, she lives next door" Kate watches as Elliot moves over greeting her too and the three of them chat for a moment.

See…all that assumption for nothing…just family friends. That's why they were friendly in the hall that day.

"It makes sense now" I smile and Kate grabs my hand taking me for another drink.

Christian, Mia, and Elliot move to us as Kate is pouring us drinks. Mrs. Lincoln seems to have left.

I smile as they finally reach us. Elliot moves to Kate kissing her deeply and when I look away I notice Christian's eyes on me.

He smiles softly and I return the gesture.

What is going on?

"Come Dance baby…" Elliot grins grabbing Kate by the waist and takes her to where the music is. Mia is off going around the crowds telling everyone about her time in Paris, leaving me standing there a little awkwardly.

"I guess parties are your thing after all Anastasia…" He says as he sips from his cup.

"Is that an actual compliment leaving your lips?" I smirk teasingly.

"I told you before not to assume Anastasia"

Wow…I'm a little drunk.

"My names Ana…"

He laughs.

"No, it's not its Anastasia…"

"Well…yes…but…I prefer Ana… don't be a jerk" I roll my eyes.

"Me? A jerk? Why ever would you think such a thing of me?" He laughs before walking off and leaving me standing there alone.

"I haven't seen you around here before? I'm jack" He says huskily, his hand reaching up brushing my curled hair over my shoulder.

"uhm…hi..Yeah..I'm new here, I'm Ana" I smile kindly, feeling a little uncomfortable.

"Do you want a drink?"

"She doesn't drink," A voice says and I look up.

"She has a mouth to use for herself Grey" I watch as Jack rolls his eyes at him, then back to me.

"I would love a drink…thankyou…"

Christian eyes me. I look at him and I feel his glare burn through my body.

What is with him? One minute he's all nice and playful and the next he's looking at me as if he wants to kill me.

Wait…why did I just agree to another drink? From a stranger! I'm already so drunk…I don't even know what I'm doing anymore.

Jack nods moving to the tent, I walk around alone simply exploring my surroundings and I find myself at the beer pong table until I feel someone grab my elbow, I quickly turn and I'm met with intense grey eyes.

"If you know what's good for you, you won't drink the drink Jack gives you…he's not what you think he is"

I look confused. He's warning me off Jack? Why?

I move my elbow out of his grasp and crosses my arms across my chest.

"At least he's nice to me, which can't be said for other males in this party" I look up at him, and that's all I receive back Is a glare.

Where did this confrontation come from? The alcohol must have given me some confidence suddenly.

"Just don't drink the drink okay? Just fucking listen" He storms off. He's always so moody, always storming off, gosh. I make my way back to the bench just as Jack is arriving back with two drinks in hand. He hands me one and I can't help but look around the room until I see him. He's stood there, against the tree watching me. Me and Jack.

What is going on?

"Let's play a game!" Kate calls out as she moves to sit beside us, everyone else surrounding us in a circle too. The party hasn't even begun to start properly yet.

"Never have I ever!" Jack suggests and everyone nods in agreement.

"Wait…what's never have I ever?" I look curious at Jack.

"Have you never played before?" I shake my head answering.

"So someone will say…Never have I ever…and they say something they haven't done, but if someone in the circle has done it, they have to drink…" He grins, "So for example…I could say, Never have I ever worn makeup to a party…Which means, I don't drink, but you do" He grins more as his eyes gaze at my lips.

"Oh…I got it, Thanks" I say turning back away but I feel his arm snake along the back of my lower dress where I'm sitting. My eyes look around the room taking in all the unfamiliar faces but I feel two pairs of eyes on me, One from the right of me, and one from the tree.

"I'll start….easy one… Never have I ever had sex on the beach" Mia says to the group, A few people drink. Jack is one of them, but I look up at Christian against the tree and he doesn't, but maybe its because he's now occupied with a short, brown-haired skinny bitch, whispering into his ear. He shakes his head at her. And my cheeks burn a red as I watch her hand move around his waist, But he shakes his head a little more harshly and swipes her hand off him. She walks away in defeat. His eyes stay on her for a moment, then looks back to me, catching my stare. My cheeks flush and I quickly look away when he catches my eye. The next time I look up he's gone. I sip from the drink Jack gave me gaining another smirk from him.

"Christian keeps looking at you" Mia smirks. "You two would be so cute together!" Mia whispers in my ear drunkenly.

I laugh at her drunk confession.

"Not a chance..." I whisper to myself and luckily she doesn't hear me.

A couple of hours pass and I'm starting to feel a little funny. My legs aren't functioning properly and I feel as if I'm about to throw.

"Hey, baby…let me help you" I feel large hands move to my waist holding me up. I look up at the figure to find Jack's large harsh eyes blazing into mine.

"Come on baby…kiss me, you know you've wanted to all night" He leans in but even though I feel funny, I'm still more aware than he realizes.

"Wh-what? Oh…no…I uhh…sorry…no thankyou" I shake my head and turns away from him looking around but no ones there.

Where am I? Oh shit, I came to the kitchen for water.

Everyone else is still outside in the gardens.

"You know you want to…" He grips my ass pulling me flush against his body and I gasp in horror as I feel his length pressing against his tight jeans and I almost throw up there and then.

"No!" I gently push against his chest but he only holds me tighter and I writhe in his grasp.

"She fucking said No!"

Suddenly I find myself being pushed against the counter and hearing a thud as I watch Christian's fist come in contact with Jack's jaw.

"What the fuck man?" Jack's lip starts to bleed and my eyes widen in horror. Tears fill my eyes. "You're a dickhead Jack! Look at the state of her!"

"She wanted it!" He punches Jack again hard and this time he lands on the floor.

"You're a fucking psycho grey!" Christian is breathing heavily, I can only guess from anger, I bite my lip watching his reaction.

Why did he do that?

For me?

Jack looks at me and I look down at my feet sheepishly.

"Fuck sake" He grits before leaving the room. I stay leaned against the counter to keep myself up on my feet. My legs feeling like jelly. I watch as his fists clench at his sides. His back is facing towards me but I can tell in the way his shoulder blades raise then drop again, that he is breathing rapidly. Then he turns to me. He looks at me cautiously.

"A-Are you okay?" He says the tone he's using is unusual to me

. I nod, then shrug, then start to cry.

"I don't know…I…I think I'm more drunk than…." I turn to the sink and starts to throw up. Then something unexpected happens. I feel his hand at my back gently stroking it soothingly. His other hand holding back my locks of curls.

"Don't look at me" I whimper sadly as I reach for a paper towel wiping my mouth.

"Anastasia? Look at me…" I try to look further away but he gently takes my chin and tilts my head up to look at him.

"My names Ana… I mumble.

I look surprised when I gain a laugh from that.

"Ana…are you okay?" I nod slightly but then looks down again.

"I…I…I think I'm gonna faint…"

"What? Now?" His eyes look worried and that's the last thing I see before it goes black.

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I would just like to Thank all my followers so far. I really appreciate your commitment and its because of you I have started writing again. So thankyou!

I would like to address a specific review I received "I don't read stories about pedophiles".

I would just like to point out in the Real version of fifty shades, Elena and Christian began their situation when he was 15. This is a fifty Fanfiction and although I am changing it slightly, some information may be similar. I would also just like to point out that I am referring to American College which suggests Christian would be roughly 19/20 years old and in the second year of college. I hope this settles minds and I hope you stick with it to find out the rest of the story.