Pewdies POV:

What did he mean? pull up the skype window?

My mouse hovered over the small blue S at the bottom of my screen. I'd never had to have the window up before... Was he just trolling me? I'm tired of looking like an idiot in front of him. I didn't click instead I smirked at my webcam, I wasn't going to fall for his tricks. We were both silent for a while and I felt my smile fade a bit. "Cry...?"

I heard a tiny sniff on the other side. "You okay bro? I'm sorry i didn't fall for your trick I guess... you were joking... right?" I heard a muffled beep on his side... the same beep that i heard every time I turned off my cam but kept my mic on. Suddenly I wasn't sure... Had he wanted to show me what he looked like? Had he- "Oh... Oh no... Cry! Bro I though you were trolling me so I didn't click... Ryan don't cry... not because of me, please...-" I felt my voice crack and trail off as I thought of the little sniff on his side.

"Pewds... I- I'm fine. Really, I am don't worry your butt..." I almost believed him... but there wasn't the laughter in his voice like usual. He sounded... crushed. I could barely think... I'd just made my best friend... cry. I felt like laughing at the irony of it but I couldn't bring myself to do it. I hated myself for it. Why couldn't I just swallow my pride for once!? "I'm so sorry cry!" Now I was crying.

"AARRRRGGG! PEWDS WHAT THE-! FUCK! S-STOP IT-" I looked down- ashamed of myself. "Pewds just click on the fucking skype window!" My head snapped up, eyes wide open. He had never yelled at me before. I clicked my mouse still stunned and blinking. There he was... Cry. For real this time, This was the real him. He was skinny and pale with freckles on his arms. He had brown hobbit hair that would look amazing straitened. He was looking down but I could see that he was blushing.

I didn't know what to say. We sat there as I gaped at the screen in front of me. I bet he was in his room. I could see what must have been his bed behind him in the dark; It was messy and unmade and I could see little cry plushies on it undoubtedly gifts from fans that had sent them to other youtubers that knew his address. He had a little side table with medicine bottles and dirty tissues on it. There were some clothes on the floor too. It wasn't bad... A little messy but it looked comfortable.

Finally, he looked up at me… slowly I could see his brown eyes… They glowed gold in the monitors light. He had a cut over one of is brown eyebrows. " Cry! Whats that?" I pointed at the cut on my screen like an idiot.
"Its just a small cut."
"ITS BLEEDING!" I'm not sure why it bothered me so much. It was just a small cut, he had said that himself, but it messed up his perfect face. He almost looked… "beautiful, like a girl…" I whispered then gasped. I hadn't meant to say that out loud… He was blushing.

"Yeah, well you look like Shaggy, from Scooby-Doo…" He said, mimicking my breathy, soft voice.
"b-… But what if it gets infected?!" he smiled.

"Don't worry about it pewds."


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