i looked over groggily at my clock.

6:00 am.

i woke up that early?

i sat up, having nothing better to do i got dressed and cleaned up my room a little, i decided to write some lyrics that had formed in my head.

theres a place,

that i know.

it's not pretty there and few have ever gone,

if i show it to you now, will you run away?

or will you stay?

i looked up from writing and checked the time.

it was seven thirty already!? i had spent so much time writing down these lyrics that i hadn't checked the clock every now and then!

i quickly ran down stairs(almost tripping in the process) to see my mum had already left me something to eat. i ate quickly then grabbed my bag, lunch money and put on my shoes before running outside to get to school.

"ah _, i let you off with being late yesterday but it seems that you were late again...i think you should get a watch. i want you back here after school for detention." the teacher sighed, i sat down next to Tohru, who noticed my facial expression.

i guess i'm just subconsciously using a sad facial expression...

"Hey _?" she looked over to me. i sighed and looked over to her, smiling to reassure her that i was fine.

"Yes?" she looked down.

"i haven't asked Yuki, or Kyo yet, but i wondered whether you wanted to come round for dinner, i was going to make something nice today, so i wandered whether you wanted to come too?"

why does she even try being social with me, i couldn't care less...

"maybe, it depends on what my mom's up to today." she nodded at my reply.

"Well, the offer still stands, tell me later ok?" I nodded in reply.

at break i decided to go to the back of the school, there was no one around, i looked left and right to make sure and took out my notebook again.

(you singing, pick whatever tune you want)

"there's a place, that i know. it's not pretty there and few have ever gone...if i show it to you now, will you run away? or will you stay?

even if it hurts?

even if i try to push you out will you return?

and remind me of who i really am,

please remind me of i really am..."

"that's really good..." i heard a voice behind me and looked over to see Kyo.

"How long...were you standing there for?" i shoved my notebook back into my back and put it on my shoulder.

"um, well i heard singing, so i went to see who it was...did you write the song yourself?" Kyo asked.

he's acting completely different than he does in class...

"um, yes, but that's all i've done so far."

the bell rung.

saved by the bell, saved from a really awkward conversation aswell...

during the next couple of hours i felt like a pair of eyes were watching me, but whenever i looked back no one was even looking at me.

i once again heard Kyo shout at the teacher, saying that he didn't do anything wrong.

"and just for that attitude Sohma, i'll put you in detention after school aswell!"

great so now i'm in detention...with him...

i heard the bell ring, it was now the end of school. and now it's the time of day i've dreading the most.

Detention.

and what makes it worse is that i have to do detention with Kyo.

after everyone had left, i quickly plugged earphones into my ears and listened to music.

why of all people did i have to have detention with Kyo?!

i felt a tap on my shoulder, so i ignored it, i felt a harder tap, again i ignored it. then i felt a full on punch.

that's it.

i took out my earphones.

"What the heck do you want?!" i asked, i sounded bitter.

don't get angry...you know what happens...

"Earlier, Tohru asked whether you wanted to come round tonight, and she asked me to ask you what your reply was..." he huffed and waited for me to reply.

i felt a buzz coming from my bag and i looked to see it was a message from mum.

'sorry darling but i cant make it home, and i know you can't cook, so do you think you could go to the friends house that you told me about yesterday?'

"yeah, i can't cook and my mom's not coming back unil late, so i guess i'm stuck with you for the evening."

ugh...