CHAPTER 2
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I ran to Brin's room. I passed by the happy go lucky couple in my way.
"Where's the fire?"
I ignored Brainy as I kept running. Why was I running I had no idea. I needed to talk to him. His raspy vice needed to be heard. I love him. I love him more than anything else in the world. I knocked down a butler with a handful of towels. I was going to have a bruise later, but I kept running. I knocked on his door.
"Brin." I was out of breathe. What a minute why didn't I just phase here.
I knocked again.
"Bri-n." I escaped
He still didn't respond. I got impatient and phased though the door.
"Brin."
The dressers were stripped. The bed was never used. His balcony was wide open. The air chilly. No. He couldn't have. I ran out to his balcony.
"Brin." I yelled out to him.
He left me. He abandoned me. He couldn't
"Brin!" I screamed.
My voice cracked as tears started forming in my eyes.
"Brin!"
I knew that was totally and completely useless by now. Tears just kept coming as they poured out. HE didn't. How could he. Vi came in and started to try and comfort me.
"Leave me alone." I pushed her away from me almost knocking her over.
She was hurt. I could tell but I really didn't care.
"Tinya, you aren't well let me take you to your room-."
"No, Querl. I can take care of myself.:"
He backed away from me. Vi was softly crying to herself. Brainy took her away giving me privacy. He shut the door and I collapsed into a mouthful of tears. I sat down on the floor crying myself into more pain. How the hell could he leave me? I gave him everything. I told him my feelings, I protected him, I stood up for him. I punched the wall closest to me. I heard a crack as I brought it back. I cried even more from the painful throbbing coming from my hand. Why? Why me? I needed him most here. I can't get through this alone. I didn't like the thought of marrying him anyway. I needed him. I need him more than he will ever know. I love him more than he'll ever know. Now he's gone. He left. Why the hell would he leave me? I need to talk to Saturn Girl. I curled up into a ball on the bed. I cried so hard I couldn't see where I was. I hate my mom. I hate her. I would be sleeping in my bed at Head Quarters, knowing that the next day I would see Timber Wolf again. Knowing Timber Wolf he won't come to see the wedding. I won't be able to see him ever again. I sobbed into the pillow which was soaking wet by know. My hand still throbbed like hell. I kept crying for who knows for how long and finally I cried myself into sleep.
Brainy must of moved me to my room cause I was in my bed when I woke up. I got up slowly. I looked into the mirror. I looked terrible. My eyes were red and very swollen. My cheeks looked like I had a very bad sunburn. My hair was a mess. I went to reach for my hair but damn it hurt. My right hand was bandaged around my hand. Great my hand was broken. This is just perfect. I looked at the clock 7:00 am. How long was I up the night before crying. I picked out a black dress that flowed over my ankles. Like every other dress did. Except this dress covered most of my hands. I put contacts in to cover my bloodshot eyes and out tons of makeup on to cover the crying. I untangled my hair and straight-ironed it. I finally stepped in frontof the mirror. I looked better than I did. My face looked white compared to the color of my actually skin. I opened my door and stepped out of my room. The halls were empty. Breakfast already started so that would probably explain it. I walked quietly down the halls. My heels tapping against the floorboards. I walked into the dining room and everyone went silent. Vi looked away from me immediately. I walked over to my seat next to Edward and began to eat the eggs. I flinched at the pain in my hand, not wanting to give an impression that I purposely broke my hand. I chewed silently as everyone kept watching me. I just wanted to scream and say. Do you mind! But kept my cool as I looked at my plate and ate my food in silence. Did everyone hear me yesterday? My jaw clenched wanting to break the stares.
Saturn Girl I know your listening please stop everyone from staring at me.
She looked at Lightning Lad and started talking about upgrades they needed to make for the legion. He was confused at first. Saturn Girl kept talking and obviously told something to him telepathically and he immediately joined in. Brainy was eyeing my carefully as I ate. He was probably the only one that knew my hand was broken.
"So, umm mom did you get any more news on the wedding plans?" I asked her
"Yes, well Tinya you need to pick out flowers. I narrowed it down for you roses or lilies?' she asked me
"I would love to have roses." I said
I really truly like roses, they smelled very nice.
"Very nice pick Tinya." Edward's mom complimented me
"Thank you." I said politely
I hated being polite to those bastards but what else can I do? If I do something wrong I could put us into war. That would be chaotic.
Edward took my left hand. He squeezed hit hard. I grumbled a bit. My mom glared at me. I looked back down at my feet.
"What happened to you hand Tinya?" my mom asked me
"Nothing." I said pulling my hand under the table.
My mom glared at me again. I looked over at Vi. She wasn't looking at me. She's probably pissed off at me. I started to get up to apologize.
"So, my love are you excited." Edward asked me pulling me back down.
"Yes, ecstatic. " I said trying not to punch him to the ground.
"I can't wait."
He glanced at his watch and got up.
"I'm sorry but I need to go."
He kissed my hand and left the room. I sighed in relief and ate more of my food. I heard a thump from next to me.
"three of your knuckles are broken." Brainy said to me
"Thank you." I said
"Vi is totally pissed at you." he said
"I know she hasn't looked at me since I got here." I replied
"I would highly advice you to ice your hand regularly." he said getting up
"You aren't mad at me are you? Brainy?"
"No. But knocking down Vi. That's something that will take long for me to forget." he said
He sat next to Vi. She was barely talking to Brainy. I looked at my mom. She was happily talking to Edward's parents. I hate her. I suddenly felt sick and left to the gardens. That was my little thinking place.
I stopped by Vi.
"Vi, I'm sorry. I was so out of it." I said
She looked up at me and hugged me.
"Apologize accepted. I understand completely. I knew how you felt." she said
I glanced over to Brainy who was smiling.
"Thanks for being so understanding." I said hugging her back.
I felt a small nudge. The baby. She looked at me grinning.
"Eep." she said
"Yea, I know. I felt that too." I said
She sat down next to Brainy explaining what she felt. He smiled and looked at me. I nodded. He kissed her and started going deep into conversation. I walked out of the dining room. I was so happy for Vi but so jealous. I knew she found her happy ending. I also know I will never find mine.
HA! I BET PEOPLE THOUGHT I WOULD LEAVE IT AFTER THE CRYING HERSELF TO SLEEP. WELL NO. LOVE YALL. R&R
