Clarke gathered all of her things the next day while her parents were waiting for her. ''I guess this is al she could find'' Clarke said. Clarke didn't really like the clothes she was wearing. She didn't remember that she used to wear clothes like that.

Abby stood up and walked over to her daughter ''Oh well, it looks fine honey'' she said with a smile.

''I mean we're just going home so..'' she added.

''It looks horrible'' Clarke said with a disgusted face.

Their conversation got interrupted by the doctor who walked into the room ''Clarke?'' she asked.

''I understand you're finally leaving us'' she said politely.

''Oh yes, that's what they tell me'' Clarke said a bit confused.

Lexa was in the hospital running towards Clarke in the meantime hoping to convince her that Clarke should come home with her.

''So, no driving until I give you the say-so'' the doctor said. ''But other than that, I'm going to see you in four to six weeks'' she said with a smile before handing out her card to Clarke.

''Thank you so much'' Clarke said with a smile.

''Thank you, doctor'' Abby added. Before the doctor left the room.

''Okay'' Clarke said excited to go home.

''You ready?'' Abby asked. ''Let's go''.

That was the same time that Lexa walked in the room with prove that the two of them were exactly in love ''wait hold on'' she said begging.

''I got a voicemail'. It's from before the accident'' she said with a smile.

''You said you wanted evidence'' Lexa added, while looking Clarke straight in the eyes.

Clarke nodded at Lexa ''Yeah, well let's have a listen'' she said to Lexa.

Lexa nodded at Clarke and pressed the play button on her smartphone.

That's when the voice of Clarke was noticable excited on the voicemail:''Hey baby. Ugh, I'm sorry, I'm still at my studio. I miss you so bad my sculptures are starting to look like you. So, what are you doing later? I kind of need some Lexa time, if you know what I mean. Yeah. Anyway, call me back. Love you'' Clarke said before ending the voicemail.

Clarke looked surprised at Lexa. But Lexa thought this wasn't enough prove, so got a worried look on her face. ''I don't know, I guess I'm listening back to it, it doesn't exactly prove anything'' she said doubting herself.

Clarke shook her head ''No, no..it's..cute. I mean I sound happy'' she said apologising to Lexa.

Clarkes parent looked angry at Lexa for interfering. They didn't want Lexa to take their daughter home and Lexa had noticed this since the moment they met in the hospital, but she wasn't about to give up. ''Okay, look. Think about it. You quit law school, you broke off your engagement and you moved into the city. Those were all choices that you made, way before you even met me. I think that you owe it to yourself to honor those decisions, atleast for right now'' Lexa said.

Abby looked annoyed at Lexa ''This is a mistake Clarke''.

Lexa turned to face Abby ''I promise that I will take care of her'' she scoffed.

''Please come home with me'' Lexa begged. ''We'll figure this out together''.

Clarke needed to think for a second before she answered ''I guess I could just try it out, to see if it would help my memory and…'' she said while looking at her parents, who were angry at Lexa.

''Mhhm'' Lexa said nodding.

''I could always come home if I change my mind'' Clarke said to her parents.

''I moved in with her. That must've been for a reason'' she said.

''A guarded indorsement'' Abby scoffed at Lexa.

''I will take it'' Lexa said with a honest smile on her face. She was relieved that Clarke wanted to come with her. To atleast give it a shot.

About 30 minutes later they were on their way home. Well atleast, what used to be their home. There was an awkward silence between Lexa and Clarke.

Clarke looked into the car mirror when she noticed a scar on her forehead right under her hairline ''I look like a freak'' she said worried.

This made Lexa laugh while she was driving, she turned to look at Clarke for a second ''I think you look great'' she said with a smile.

This made Clarke feel uncomfortable, so she didn't answer Lexa.

''Where do we live?'' she asked surprised.

''On the north side'' Lexa said with a big smile on her face.

''Who's the president?'' Clarke asked confused. She didn't remember anything so she realised that she didn't know that.

''Of the country?'' Lexa asked trying to hold her laugh.

''Yeah'' Clarke said with a deadly serious tone in her voice.

''Obama'' Lexa said.

''The senator?'' Clarke asked confused. She didn't understand why he was president. ''Yeah you voted for him'' Lexa added before turning her eyes on the road again.

''I did?'' Clarke asked surprised.

After an 20 minute drive they finally arrived at their house. It was already dark outside and Clarke had no idea where she was when she got out of the car. Lexa leaded her down a path to their frontdoor. ''Uhm welcome home'' she said awkward before opening the door.

''After you'' Lexa said, letting Clarke before her in.

Clarke looked around the room. When she walked into the livingroom she saw the lights out.

''SURPRISE'' A lot of people yelled. That startled Clarke. She had no idea what was going on.

Clarke was overwhelmed by all the people that introduced themselves, it was too much for her so she left the livingroom soon after that to be alone. She didn't know any of this people and she thought it was a stupid idea of Lexa.

Lexa was leading the people out of her house ''Thank you all for coming. I'm sorry it ended so early'' she said feeling guilty about inviting them in the first place.

''It's alright. Take care, Lexa'' Octavia said before pulling her in for a quick hug.

Lexa closed the door behind them and tried to find Clarke. Who had been hiding from the crowd.

She found Clarke in the bedroom who was looking through stuff, that were hers before the accident. She found some sketches of Lexa on a nightstand. It was a beautiful drawing.

Lexa walked into the room and Clarke put away a parfum bottle, that she found.

Lexa sat down on the edge of the bed before looking at her girlfriend ''Are you okay?'' she asked worried.

''What do you think?'' Clarke said with a sad tone in her voice.

''I know. It's a lot to take in'' Lexa said.

''No'' Clarke said angry. ''A lot to take in would've been coming home, to a strange apartment, with a girl I don't know. That would be a lot to take in. But coming home to all of that, plus a house full of people, pulling on me, and hugging me, and crying in my face, and talking about more shit that I can't remember, that's not a lot to take in. That's total bullshit'' she said raising her voice at Lexa.

''You're right'' Lexa said feeling guilty. ''It was only supposed to be a few people'' she added.

''Will you please just get out?!'' Clarke yelled at Lexa.

''Clarke, I'm sorry''.

''ARE YOU HONESTLY NOT GOING TO LEAVE ME ALONE?!'' She yelled at Lexa.

Lexa stood up from the edge of the bed and walked out of the room ''I'm sorry'' she said with a sad voice before leaving Clarke behind.

Clarke started to cry, everything was too much for her and she couldn't take it. She knew Lexa tried the best that she could, but she just wanted to be alone. ''I'm so sorry'' she said in tears to herself.

Lexa slept on the couch that night because she didn't want to upset Clarke more than she already had. She felt really bad for everything that happened.

Clarke come out of the shower the next morning with a towel wrapped around her. She walked to the mirror and to her surpise she saw a picture of a tattoo. She turned around, when she saw a tattoo on her back. It was some kind of sign. ''Oh my god. My mother's going to kill me'' she said worried.

Lexa woke up a few minutes after that and sat down on the edge of the couch. She stood up and walked towards the bathroom to get a shower. That was when she walked passed Clarke who was standing in her underwear. ''Good morning'' she said with a sleepy voice.

''Goodmorning'' Clarke said.

Clarke made a funny sound before she covered her body behind one of her T-shirts. Lexa totally took her by surprise.

''What?'' Lexa asked.

''You didn't knock!'' Clarke pointed out.

''It's habit. I'm sorry'' Lexa said, still with a sleepy voice.

''It's not like I haven't seen it before'' she pointed out.

Clarke started to laugh outloud ''This is not funny. Uhm, you should knock'' she said a bit annoyed.

''I'm sorry'' Lexa said before dissapearing into the badroom.

Clarke walked into the kitchen about ten minutes later to find Lexa reading a newpaper while she was having breakfast. Both of them acted uncomfortable and didn't know what to say. Lexa just stared at her girlfriend with a smile. ''You look nice'' Lexa said gently.

''Really?'' Clarke asked surprised.

''This is about the only piece of my clothing I feel comfortable in'' she pointed out.

''That's mine actually'' Lexa said with a smile on her face before taking another bite from her breakfast.

''Oh'' Clarke said awkward.

''No. It's fine'' Lexa said friendly.

Lexa stared at her girlfriend who was looking through all the kitchen cabines to find a mock.

''What?'' Clarke asked a bit confused.

''Huh?'' Lexa asked.

''You're looking at me like I'm some kind of zoo animal'' Clarke pointed out.

''Oh I'm sorry. I don't know. I'm just trying to figure this out too, I guess'' she said.

Clarke walked over to the kitchen table to see a lot of stuff prepared for breakfast ''Wow, you normally do all of this?'' she asked surprised.

Lexa shook her head ''No. This is me saying sorry for last night''.

''That was such a bonehead move. I wasn't thinking''.

''No please. I'm sorry. I don't want you to worry about me, okay?'' Clarke said with a smile.

''Just go bout your normal routine and…'' she said.

''Do you work?'' she asked surprised.

''Yeah. Well that's if I'm still in bussines''.

Clarke didn't understand and looked with a confused face at Lexa.

''I own a recording studio''.

'''Hmm, cool'' Clarke said with a smile.

''So what is my routine? What do I do all day?'' she asked Lexa.

''You usually get up and make coffee''.

''Alright'' Clarke said before standing up and walking over to the coffee machine. But was stopped in her tracks by Lexa. ''No worries. I got it. I made coffee this morning. Well atleast I think'' she said.

''After the coffee you check emails and pay the bills. When you're done with that you usually go to your studio until in the evening'' Lexa said explaining everything.

''I can take you down there if you want'' she said.

''No, you know what. We don't have to do all of this right now. Just go to work, I'll see you tonight'' Clarke said a bit cold.

''Maybe we can make flashcards later or something?'' she asked.

Lexa nodded. ''Are you sure?''

''Yeah'' Clarke said while nodding at Lexa. ''I'm fine just go''.

Lexa nodded, she gave Clarke her smartphone and explained that her number was in their and after that she left for work.

''Have a good day'' Clarke said to Lexa who left the house a few seconds later.

Lexa got in her car and drove to her recordingstudio. She walked into the room to find her friend working. ''How is she doing?'' Octavia asked.

''She's getting there. She will be fine'' Lexa said.

''I'll see you at 3'' Octavia said with a smile.

''Alright. I'm going to change at home. See you then'' Lexa said before leaving the studio to go visit a client.

Clarke had been looking through the house all day and stumbled upon a video of her and Lexa at the beach. They looked so happy. Lexa was craddling her girlfriend and whispered I love you in her ear. After that, Clarke noticed Lexa giving her a necklace in the form of a heart.

''I vow to fiercely love you. In all your forms now and forever'' Clarke said to Lexa, before the video ended.

Clarke left the house in the afternoon to check around the neighbourhood they were living in. She walked into a cafe, where Lexa had told her about. They used to come there before the accident. Clarke walked into the cafe and walked over the counter to order, when the lady recognised her ''The usual?'' she asked.

Clarke nodded ''I have an usual?'' she asked surprised.

The lady behind the counter nodded and gave her some chocolates on a plate.

''Thank you'' Clarke said before sitting down.

After that she left the cafe but she got lost around the neighbourhood. Luckily for her, she walked into a man. And she could use his phone. She called her mom to get her.

When Lexa got home she was surprised to see that Clarke wasn't there. It wasn't until a few moments later that Clarke walked in. ''Where have you been?'' Lexa asked worried.

''I was out. I got lost, physically and mentally'' she said.

''You should've called me'' Lexa pointed out.

''I forgot the phone and I didn't know your number so I called my mother and we made it a day. She invited us over for diner tonight'' Clarke said with a smile.

''Alright'' Lexa said, a bit annoyed by her girlfriend.

''Look, Lexa. They are the only thing I am sure about right now. Maybe I'll wake up tomorrow and remember everything, but today is not that day. So please, just accept this'' Clarke stated.

''Okay. We'll go'' Lexa said giving in to her girlfriends wishes.

Lexa wanted to walk away from the conversation but Clarke interrupted ''Are you going to change?'' she asked.

''Uhum'' Lexa said before leaving the room. ''Changing''.

''It' just a left up here at the Caldwells', and then a right at the cul-de-sac, and we're six houses on the right. Oh, the Prestleys got a new mailbox, how cute'' Clarke said on the way to her parents.

Lexa just looked around but didn't say much.

''You know, this arrangement doesn't exactly say, I'm sorry that we haven't spoken, but now that I have a brain injury, maybe you can overlook it'' Clarke stated while reading the card that was in the flower bouquet.

''You're right'' Lexa said while nodding at Clarke before turning her eyes on the road again.

''We should've got forget-me-nots'' she said teasingly.

''That's funny'' Clarke said sarcastically. ''Actually, that is funny'' she pointed out.

Lexa didn't respond to her, she didn't want to upset Clarke.

They finally arrived at Clarke her parents house after a few minutes when Clarke interrupted the silence in the car again ''So well, you've already met my parents, but my dad wil say to call him Jake, but he prefers Mr. Griffin. And my sister's name is..'' Clarke said but got interrupted by Lexa ''Harper'' Lexa pointed out.

''I know a lot about your family, Clarke'' Lexa said calmly whilst she was following Clarke to the frontdoor of the house.

''Right, yeah'' Clarke said before walking towards the door.

''We're living together, you know?'' Lexa said a bit uncomfortable.

About an hour when they were sitting at the diner table Clarkes sister showed Clarke her engagement ring. ''Oh my god, you're engaged!'' Clarke said with a smile.

''I know'' Harper said.

Lexa just nodded but didn't say a word. She felt a bit awkward, but didn't want to show it because of Clarke.

''Oh you guys make a really cute couple'' Clarke said to Harper and Monty.

''Oh thanks, Clarke'' Monty said with a smile, while walking into the dinning room.

''It has been forever'' Harper said relieved to see her sister again after all this time.

''Has it?'' Clarke asked.

''Yeah'' Harper said a bit sad.

''The weird thing is that everybody looks a little bit older'' Clarke said jokingly.

''Really?'' Harper asked surprised.

''Yeah, especially you'' she said with a smile on her face.

''Oh I'm so glad to have you back'' Harper said before pulling Clarke in for a hug.

''Voila'' Abby said, who walked into the room with diner in her hands. ''In honor of Clarke being home. I made your favorite diner'' Abby said while walking towards the table with a smile on her face.

''Filet mignon'' Abby said satisfied.

Abby sat down with the rest and started to talk ''Before we start, I think this evening deserves a toast. Darling?'' she asked Jake.

''Well, I would like to drink to my family'' Jake pointed out. ''I am so fortunate to have these three beautiful women in my life and, when we're all together, that fortune just multiplies. Clarke, honey. Welcome home. To family'' he said with a grin on his face.

Lexa didn't look to happy. She didn't like Clarke her parents at all because she knew what they were up to. Trying to make her look bad.

''To family'' the rest added, except for Lexa.

''So, Lexa, what about your family?'' Jake asked. ''Do you see them often?''

Lexa felt a bit awkward and shook her head ''No''.

''Oh that's a shame'' Jake pointed out.

''Both my parents are dead. They died in an car accident when I was young. It's just Clarke. She's my family now'' Lexa pointed out.

Everyone in the room looked annoyed at Lexa.

Abby interrupted the awkward silence in the room ''And, what kind of work do you do, Lexa?'' she asked.

''I just opened up my own recording studio downtown. Clarke actually convinced me to turn it into a bussines''.

''I did?'' she asked surprised.

''Yeah'' Lexa nodded at her girlfriend.

''Isn't that sort of a dying field?'' Monty asked. ''No I just mean, can't people record things at their homes now?''

''Monty'' Harper said, trying to stop her fiance.

''What?'' he asked confused.

''Look, the records that I like, they have life and warmth and soul. Like Just a kiss from Lady Antebellum. Look you're not gonna get that in your computer. You're gonna want a liveroom, you're gonna want to bounce to the tape. You're gonna want real musicians in a room, vibing off of each other. I guess the answer to your question, it may be a dying field and you can record high quality stuff at home'' Lexa said emberassed. ''But I mean, come on, you can't get Lady Antebellum on your laptop'' she said while looking around the room. She noticed that everyone was annoyed by her talking, so she deciced to be quiet.

''Wow'' Harper said, trying to ease the situation.

''Wow'' Jake said sarcastically. Everyone just said ''Wow'' and that was it.

After diner they were headed for a club. ''So I heard everyone's going to be here tonight'' Harper said to her sister.

''This kind of thing might be a bit too much for Clarke'' Lexa said worried.

''Oh no, I'm good here actually'' Clarke pointed out. Clarke recognised and old friend of hers and waved at her ''Isn't that Fox?'' she asked surprised.

''Yeah, well we don't really hang out anymore'' Harper said, trying to her her sister away from Fox.

''God you have been away for a long time'' she pointed out.

''Oh my god!'' Clarke yelled when she saw her old friends sitting behind a table.

''Good luck, man'' Monty said.

''Lexa, these are my friends from High School. This is Shana, Carrie and Lizbet'' Clarke said with a smile.

''Hi'' Lexa said friendly.

''What about me? I don't get an introduction?'' a stranger asked.

Clarke turned around to see Bellamy standing behind her. ''Hi'' she said.

''Hi'' Bellamy said with a smile on his face. Lexa stared at the awkward situation and saw that it did something with Clarke to see Bellamy again. This hurt her but she tried to mask the pain away, by just smiling awkwardly.

''Sorry this is..'' Clarke was startled by the situation.

''Bellamy'' Lexa said finishing Clarke her sentence.

''It's been a long time'' Bellamy said with a smile.

''Has it?'' Clarke asked surprised.

''It doesn't seem like it, you haven't changed a bit'' she said, blushing.

Lexa didn't like where this was going so she interrupted ''I'm not sure if she mentioned it. I'm Lexa''.

''Hi'' Bellamy said shaking Lexas hand.

''Her girlfriend'' Lexa pointed out.

''Right'' Bellamy, said while staring at Clarke. ''I'm gonna grab a drink. You guys want anything?'' he asked.

''Disoranno Sour?'' Shana asked. ''I'll have a blueberry mojito'' Clarke added.

''Really?'' Lexa asked surprised.

''Yes, I remember'' Bellamy said with a smile.

Lexa looked hurt at Clarke for a second, but Clarke didn't pay any attention to her. She was to focused on Bellamy.

Clarke sat down next to her friends. When Carrie began to talk ''Oh my god, Clarke. Do you remember when we were in ninth grade, and we were getting ready for the Christmas Dance, we were curling your hair and we ended up burning half of it''.

''I totally remember that'' Clarke said while laughing at her friends.

Lexa didn't felt like she belonged so she left them at the table and spent the rest of the night alone at the bar.

''It was like she was some sweater-set wearing, mojito-drinking sority girl'' Lexa said to Octavia while working in the studio the next day.

''Like a Stepford wife?'' Octavia asked surprised.

''Yeah, basically'' Lexa said.

''She was even flirting with Bellamy right in front of me''.

''Ex-Fiancé Bellamy?'' Octavia asked.

''Oh, no no no. In her mind it's fiancé Bellamy'' Lexa pointed out.

''Which it was why it was probably annoying to have her stranger girlfriend cock-block her all night'' Lexa said hurt.

''That is a lot to get my mind around'' Octavia said.

''So what turns her on?'' Octavia asked when she was sitting outside having a break with Lexa from work.

''Clarke?'' Lexa asked.

''No her mother'' Octavia said jokingly. ''Yes, Clarke'' she pointed out.

''Like in bed?'' she asked surprised.

''Oh my god'' Octavia laughed at her friend. ''What? It's private'' Lexa said emberassed.

''It's kind of between me and her kinda thing'' she said.

''Hey I'm not going to judge. I mean I'm dating, Lincoln'' Octavia said with a big smile.

''She liked being tickled'' Lexa said blushing.

''Seriously?''

Lexa headed home after their conversation had ended to make the best of it with Clarke.

Clarke was in the meantime visiting an old friend of hers. When she walked into his office, everyone was surprised to see her because she hadn't been there in years. When Clarke walked by the reception she greeted the person behind it ''Hey Lisa'' she said before walking down the hallway into an office at the end of it.

''Because I've been dealing with these people forever and I know they have..'' Bellamy said, to someone who he was talking with on the phone until he saw Clarke walking into his office. He waved at her before hanging up ''Something important just popped up, I'll call you back''.

''Hi'' Bellamy said with a smile.

''Hi'' Clarke said laughing at him.

''Please'' he gestured at a chair in front of his desk.

Clarke sat down and smiled at Bellamy. ''So, you remember that time at the lake, when you told me you'd always have my back, no matter what?'' Clarke asked surprised.

''The night in the boathouse'' Bellamy nodded.

''Mmm-hmm, yeah''.

''So, can you please tell me what went down with us?'' Clarke asked.

''Only you Clarke, can dump a guy, then come back and demand answers''.

''So, I dumped you?'' she asked.

''A cruel, hard, pre-wedding dumping'' Bellamy said with the hurt shown on his face.

''Why?'' Clarke asked because she didn't understand it.

''Well, that's a question that I and all of my friends and the two rebound girls, yeah, we'd all love an answer to''.

''Come on, seriously'' Clarke begged Bellamy. ''I must have had some kind of reason'' she pointed out.

''You..You changed'' Bellamy said. ''You talked differently, you dressed differently. You weren't sure about law school anymore. And you definitely weren't sure about me anymore''.

''Did I give you, your ring back?'' Clarke asked.

''Yeah, you did''.

''Who has that now?'' she asked.

''No one yet'' Bellamy pointed out. ''But I've been with someone else''.

Clarke looked hurt for a second but covered it up. Bellamy noticed this ''I couldn't wait forever Clarke'' he said.

''You couldn't have anticipated that I'd have a brain injury and forget our break-up and come waltzing into your office demanding answers?'' she said jokingly ''what's wrong with you?''

They both lauged. ''I'm sorry. I'm gonna let you go back to your work'' Clarke said apologising.

''Sure'' Bellamy nodded. Clarke leaned in for a quick hug. Bellamy put his arms around her.

Clarke backed away and leaned and kissed Bellamy without realising what she just did.

''Sorry'' she said.

''I was not expecting that'' Bellamy said.

''Habit, I guess'' Clarke said. ''I honestly didn't even know where I was headed until I found myself here'' she pointed out. ''It just seems so ridicilous to me that I shut everyone out for five years. It just doesn't feel right'' she said while holding back her tears.