Save Me

C3: Christmas Fun

Standard Disclaimer: I don't own any of the recognizable characters.

A few days later Bellatrix woke up before her lover, cuddling into his strong body with a content smile. She could feel the rhythm of his breath against her breasts and she shivered in anticipation, fighting the urge to jump her mate, since it had become increasingly more difficult over the last couple of days to resist that urge since they were both getting more comfortable in being intimate with each other.

She felt how he slowly woke up and pulled her on top of him, kissing her softly as he opened his eyes. "Good morning my love, did you sleep okay?"

"Of course I did baby, I slept next to you after all." Bellatrix said with a dreamy smile.

Fabian smiled and kissed her again. "I could get used to you lying on top of me, it's an amazing sight to wake up to."

She blushed a little at that. "You pulled me on top of you when you woke up baby. I was content enough to be cuddled into your side."

"I didn't even notice love, it must have been a subconscious thing." He said softly.

Bella smiled and kissed him softly. "I don't really mind, your breathing soothes me tremendously, and I get the feeling you don't mind feeling my naked breasts against your skin."

Now it was his turn to blush. "I won't deny that it feels amazing love, but are you okay with this?"

She nodded and cuddled up to him. "We're not doing anything love, I might not be ready to feel that impressive tool of yours inside of me, but I do want to try and be intimate with you, I'm craving that."

He smiled and wrapped his arms low around her waist. "I'm content enough with this level of intimacy baby, but I think we should go and get dressed, we wouldn't want to be late for breakfast."

Bellatrix pouted a little but rolled off her mate. "Fine, but only because I would hate for Cissa to have to drag us down the stairs naked."

"I promise to make it up to you later today, my love, when we have less of a chance of your sister interrupting us." He said seductively.

The tone of his voice made her blush a little. "I'll hold you to that, loverboy. Now let's get dressed and show ourselves at breakfast."

He nodded and kissed her softly before rolling out of bed to get dressed, while his mate did the same, although he couldn't resist sneaking loving glances at her beautiful body.

For once Bella didn't notice as she was too preoccupied with choosing a dress for today. Not only did she want to look nice for her mate, but her sister always expected a certain level of class of her, probably even more so now that she was mated to Fabian.

After a lot of deliberation she found the perfect dress, and when she turned to her mate, she saw he was dressed in a nice blouse and dress pants. "You look absolutely stunning love, but don't you think it's a bit much for breakfast?" He asked softly.

"Cissa has always expected a certain level of class when it came to me, so no, this is not too much." She said as she linked her arm with his.

He just smiled and relaxed against her side while they made their way downstairs.

Much to their surprise Eliza and Narcissa were still in their robes, and even Draco was still wearing his pajamas. "And here I went through all this trouble to look presentable for breakfast and here I find Miss 'Etiquette' Black sitting in her morning robes." Bella said teasingly.

Narcissa smiled at her. "I probably should have told you that we don't dress up for breakfast these days, but I must say that you look amazing Bella."

Bellatrix smiled at that. "Thank you Cissy. I would say the same, but I've seen that robe a few too many times for it to be sincere."

"No offense dear sister, but I can say the same for you. I've seen you look worse this early in the morning." Narcissa said with a smile.

"True, but I think we can agree on the fact that Andi beats us both on morning appearances." Bellatrix said as said sister entered the room with her wife, daughter and two mates.

"I resent that, that particular morning I was up really early due to morning sickness, so that really doesn't count. And it is not like Cissa was any better when she was pregnant with Draco, or when Eliza was pregnant with Fabian." Andromeda said with a slight yawn as she and Felicia padded into the room in their own robes.

"I still think it is weird that I am technically the oldest of us but am the only one without children." Bellatrix said with a soft smile, although Fabian could see there was more to this.

Her sisters smiled and hugged her tightly. "I'm sure that once Fabian is out of school you will be pregnant in no time, Bella. You know that the Bond knows when the mates aren't ready for children, but that is something we can talk about later, it is hardly a topic for Christmas morning." Narcissa said softly.

"Thank you Cissa, Andi. Your support means everything to me. I feel I don't deserve it after everything that has happened." Bellatrix said as she teared up.

"You have always been deserving of our love Bella, don't ever think otherwise. The things you did were not of your doing, but his. You don't have to carry that guilt anymore. Let yourself be loved like you deserve to be loved by Fabian." Andromeda said softly.

When another very familiar pair of arms encircled her, she broke down, crying in earnest as she clutched her mate's arms. "It's okay my love, I'll always be here for you." He said softly as she turned around in his arms.

He led her back upstairs so they could talk in private, knowing they could always eat later.

When they entered the bedroom again, he led her to the bed, knowing he could comfort her best when they were lying down.

"What's troubling you, my love? You know you can tell me everything." He said sweetly.

She smiled and kissed him softly. "A lot is troubling me Fabian, but it has nothing to do with the present. As powerful as the potion was that he supplied me with, it made sure that the memories of all of the horrible things I have done remained. I remember everything I have done and that makes me sick to my stomach."

"I can't imagine what that feels like, but we can try to make some new memories for you." He said softly.

"And how do you propose we do that love, it's not easy to forget these things, I've had ten years in Azkaban to forget it, and they are still as clear to me as they were ten years ago." She said softly.

He smiled and pulled her a bit more into him. "To be honest love, you didn't have your mate there. I will do everything to help you get past this."

Bellatrix smiled and pushed him down to the bed before straddling him. "If you really want to help me, then let me have some fun with you today. I have felt what you are packing and I'm positively dying for a taste."

"I'm all yours my love, now and forever." He said softly.

She smiled and vanished his pants and underwear, before she pulled down the top of her dress, figuring he deserved something to look at as well. "It still amazes me how big your cock is, my love. I'm so happy I will be your first."

"First, last and only, my love. There will never be another woman for me." He said softly.

"And I promise you the same, my love, no other man or woman will ever see me like this again. You are the only one that will ever see this side of me." She said before kissing him.

He smiled into the kiss, but pouted a little when she started kissing her way down his body. "Are you sure you are ready for this, Bella? I would never forgive myself if I pushed you beyond what you are comfortable with."

She smiled and nodded at him. "I have never been more sure of something else in my life. We won't go all the way yet, but I figured pleasuring each other is a good way to start making new memories, and I will start by worshiping every single inch of your gorgeous body, and the last time I checked I started this little tryst." She said huskily.

He only smiled and groaned as Bella licked the entire length of his dick, and he couldn't help but let out a soft groan of pleasure.

"Enjoying yourself lover?" She asked teasingly.

He only nodded as she slowly started sucking him, locking her emerald eyes with his, both of them blushing a bit at the love and lust they saw in them.

She tried to take as much of his ten inches into her mouth, but she only managed to get halfway, since she wasn't used to a cock this big. "You're so big Fabian, I can't take it all just yet." She said when she came back up for a bit.

"That's okay love, it feels amazing none the less, but I think you deserve pleasure more than I do, will you let me pleasure you?" He asked softly.

She nodded and kissed him softly as she vanished her dress and laid down for him, blushing furiously as he watched her every move.

He laid down next to her and kissed her lovingly. "Never in my life I thought I could be so lucky. You are so stunningly beautiful, my love. I'm honored to be your mate."

That only darkened her blush as he started kissing his way down her body, paying special attention to her breasts. The attention made the raven haired witch moan loudly and tangle a hand in his hair. She had never felt such pleasure before, and given her many passionate nights with her sisters when they were younger, not to mention the nights with her sisters and their lovers, that was quite the accomplishment.

"Oh Fabian, please don't stop what you are doing. Your tongue feels amazing on my body." She moaned out loudly.

He smiled and placed a light kiss on her nipple. "And I haven't even gotten to the main course yet. You taste amazing, my love." He said huskily before kissing his way further down her body, nuzzling his nose in the dark curls of her pubic hair, making her blush all over again."

"I will never understand what some men find attractive about pubic hair." She said softly.

He just smiled at that. "I've never given it much thought, but I think it makes you look even more beautiful."

She smiled at him and moaned again as he started eating her out, and Fabian on his turn was in heaven from the taste of his love, and he was sure he could live on her essence alone, if given the chance.

Bellatrix was a hot mess by now, he was an expert tease already and once again she wondered if she really was his first, but those questions could wait. Right now she was in heaven and close to her first real orgasm in ten years, and she knew it was going to be huge.

She was proven right seconds later when she screamed his name as she came, pushing his face even further into her, while his hands locked themselves around her thighs, lapping up her juices like they were a lifesaver for him.

She fell to the mattress in a limp heap and with a goofy smile on her face, almost not noticing how her lover crawled back up her body and nestled himself against her side, with his head resting against her breasts, his breath caressing her still sensitive nipples.

"That was heavenly, my love, we are definitely doing this again." She said once she had regained her breath.

He smiled and kissed her. "That was my intention love. I wanted to give you the best orgasm of your life."

"You certainly succeeded on that, but I must admit that I doubt I am the first woman you ever tasted. No one is a natural at eating someone out." She said softly.

"I promise you that you are the first and only woman I will ever taste. Something inside me drove me to pleasure you to the best of my abilities, but I will admit that Dora has taught me a lot about pleasuring a woman, and some of her examples were quite explicit." He said with a smile.

Bellatrix smiled and pulled him into her. "Why does that not surprise me, you and Dora were always very open with each other. But I do want to know what she showed you."

"I was hidden in a closet at her suggestion when she had one of her girlfriends over, and I learned a lot from that, although it was a bit awkward seeing her get busy." He said with a slight blush.

Bellatrix smiled and kissed him. "I can imagine, but I am glad you didn't actually do anything with her, you are mine after all, and now it is time for me to pleasure you, to show you that only I can really pleasure you." She said huskily.

He blushed a little at that, there was something he wanted, but he was afraid that it might be out of her comfort zone.

Bella noticed and smiled at him. "I can see you want something but are afraid to ask. You know you can tell me everything."

"The only thing I want is to feel your amazing breasts around my penis. I have always dreamed of that." He said as his blush darkened.

"Aren't you the adventurous one. I would love to give you a titty fuck. I have always wanted to do that to someone I love." She said as she once again kissed her way down his body, enveloping his cock between her breasts, moving it between them in a steady rhythm.

"Do you like it love?" She asked softly.

He nodded at her as she decided to take it even further, licking the tip of his penis every time it showed itself, making him groan in pleasure once again.

She figured he wouldn't last long because this was the first time he was intimate with someone, and again she was proven right when he shot his load across her breasts. She then gathered as much as she could and licked it from her fingers. "Your seed tastes amazing love, a girl could get addicted to the taste." She said once she had cleaned herself up.

"I'm glad I could satisfy you, my love, are you feeling better?" He asked softly.

She only nodded and cuddled up to him, smiling contently as she rested her head against his chest. "I am, thank you my love, I really needed this, but would your mothers mind if we took a nap, you gave me quite the workout in such a short time-span."

"I think they won't expect us until dinnertime, so we have all the time in the world." He said with a soft smile.

Bellatrix smiled and cuddled into him a bit more, so that her body was flush against his, falling asleep soon after.

Fabian could only smile at her and gave his mate a soft kiss on the cheek as he relaxed against the mattress, content to watch his love sleep her worries away.

Later that day, after the couple had showered and had gotten redressed, they made their way downstairs again, where she could hear a few voices more than that morning, to which Bellatrix stiffened a little, since she didn't know who they could be.

"It's fine love, it's probably Luna and her father. They come round every Christmas since we met them, and I think Gabrielle is here as well." He said softly.

She smiled at that. "Then it's okay, I was worried I had to explain everything to a bunch of people I didn't know."

He smiled and kissed her cheek. "I think you will know everyone in attendance today, save Hermione. The others will be happy to see you, I hope you remember Luna?"

"Of course I do, she's the only girl that I will never feel jealous of, because I know how much you two mean to each other." She said softly.

He smiled and gave her a quick kiss. "That's good to know, because I kind of bought her a Christmas gift as well, it's kind of our own little tradition."

She only smiled and kissed his cheek before they walking into the living room hand in hand.

The moment Luna Lovegood saw her best friend in the entire world, she dashed towards him, hugging him tightly. "It's good to see you again Fabe." She said with her patented dreamy smile.

"I've been doing great Lulu. There is someone I would like you to meet. This is my mate Bellatrix." He said with a smile.

"How could I forget your darling Aunt. And I see you finally confessed your love to her, congratulations Fabian, and of course you too Ms. Black." Luna said with a smile.

Bellatrix smiled and gave her a hug. "Please Luna, call me Bella, and thank you for looking after my nephew all these years."

"That speaks for itself. He has done as much for me as I have done for him, we keep each other grounded and focused, and may I introduce Gabrielle Delacour, my lovely girlfriend." Luna said with a soft smile.

"I remember Gabrielle of course, still as adorable as ever I see." Bellatrix said as she hugged the shorter blonde.

Gabrielle blushed but hugged her surrogate Aunt back with a bright smile. "I'm glad to see you again too Aunt Bella. I hope you are well too?"

"Of course I am, ever since Fabian and I have discovered our Bond, we have been inseparable, and I don't have to tell you how good he is at comforting people, since we caught you sleeping in his arms plenty of times when you were little." Bellatrix said softly.

Gabrielle blush darkened a little as she retook her place next to Luna. "What can I say, Fabian has a soothing effect on most women in our family."

"That he certainly does, but tell me, how are your mother and father these days?" Bellatrix asked softly.

"They are well, but since they have learned that they do not agree with the mates Fleur and I have found, they have become increasingly more distant, and even Aunt Eliza isn't able to talk them round. I'm just scared my mother will make me leave Luna." The small blonde said softly.

Bellatrix smiled and pulled her into a tender hug. "It will be okay Gabrielle. If all else fails we shall brings you and your sister into our family, so that you and Fleur will always be cared for."

Gabrielle smiled at that. "I hope it won't be necessary, but I think we would gladly take you up on that offer if it happens."

"I'm sure Eliza and Narcissa would love to have two beautiful daughters, all these boys in the house can become a bit of a hassle." Bellatrix said with a wink to her lover.

He just smiled and kissed her cheek. "We're not that bad love, Draco and I had perfect examples on how to act in our mothers."

Bellatrix smiled and kissed him softly as they took a seat on the couch.

"Now that we are all here again, I think we can commence with the gifts. Fabian, why don't you start this time." Narcissa said with a smile.

He nodded and walked to their tree where the enormous pile of gifts was placed He picked up the gift he had picked out for Luna, handing it to the blonde with a smile.

She smiled and unwrapped it with her patented dreamy smile, her smile only growing bigger when she saw the rare book she had been searching for. "Thank you Fabian, I've been looking for this book for so long."

He smiled and hugged her tightly, feeling the blonde relax against him as she always did when she hugged him.

When they parted he kissed the top of her head before taking a seat next to his lover again, who immediately wrapped a possessive arm around him.

He felt a bit of jealousy coming from her and kissed her cheek. "It's okay love, it's a tradition Luna and I have. We always kiss each other's heads after receiving a gift. I know it's silly, but it is something that originated from our first year, when we only had each other to rely on."

That seemed to settle her a bit. "I didn't know love, and you know I'm not mad at you, I was just a bit surprised to see your lips on another woman." She said in a whisper.

He smiled and cuddled into her. "You know you are the only one for me." He said with a smile.

She smiled at that, relaxing against him as much as he was relaxing against her as they watched the gifts being passed around and accepting several themselves.

By the time they were at the final gift, everyone was filled with both drink and food, but mostly they were curious what was in the long box that was left under the three and who it was for.

Fabian had to smile at the curious looks as he took the long box and handed it to Bellatrix, who blushed brightly as she took it from him. "Love, you shouldn't have." She said softly.

He only smiled and sat back down next to her. "I know I shouldn't, but I wanted to give you something you deserve."

Her blush darkened a little as she carefully unwrapped her gift, gasping softly when she opened the black velvet box. She saw the most beautiful emerald necklace she had ever seen in her life, and the figure that was inlaid in gold made her smile. It was the goddess Aphrodite. "It's so beautiful. Thank you my love."

"You deserve it my love. A woman of your beauty deserves nothing else than the best. You truly are my Goddess." He said sweetly.

She smiled a bit teary eyed and pulled him into a hug, sobbing softly onto his shoulder, while clutching the box to her. "I love you Fabian, thank you. Will you put it on for me?" She asked softly.

He nodded and kissed her cheek before she turned her back to him and lifted her curly hair out of the way, and he couldn't resist the smile that spread over his face when he saw the small tattoo on the back of her neck, which was his birth date.

Carefully he clasped the necklace and gave her neck a soft kiss once it was closed.

She turned back to him with a slight blush and let him admire the necklace a bit before kissing him deeply, not even caring that they were in front of most of the family.

He smiled into the kiss and pulled her close, Bellatrix almost automatically re-positioning a bit so that she was straddling him.

They broke apart when they heard a throat cleared beside them. "Its all well and good that you two are mated, but we would appreciate it if you two didn't jump each other in the living room. Some stains are pretty difficult to get out of leather." Narcissa said with an audible smile.

They both blushed and took a more neutral position where Fabian cuddled into her side. "Sorry Mum, we kind of lost ourselves in each other there." He said softly.

Narcissa smiled at that. "We understand sweetie, but while you two are extremely adorable together, we rather not be witnesses to your showing of love."

"We'll try Cissa, but it is difficult to contain myself when Fabian is so sweet." Bellatrix said with a soft smile.

Both Narcissa and Eliza smiled knowingly at her, but kept quiet for now, for which Bellatrix was grateful.

Later that night after a lovely Christmas dinner, Fabian and Bellatrix were relaxing in the bath with Bellatrix leaning contently against her lover, playing with her necklace a bit. "I still can't believe that you bought this beautiful necklace for me. It must have cost a fortune."

He smiled and kissed her cheek softly. "It was worth every Galleon, my love. I wanted to give you something special for our first Christmas together, and since Robert was forced to sign everything over to me when he got arrested, I have plenty of money to buy you some more beautiful things."

Bellatrix smiled at that. "I know I can't keep you from doing these sweet things for me, and I know that you don't expect anything in return, but I promise that I will remember this and find a way to do something for you as well."

"You don't need to if you don't want to, my love. We are mated, so there is no reason to keep score. I've seen that break up a few relationships." He said softly.

She just smiled and then got an idea, leading his hands that were resting on her waist towards her breasts, encouraging him to play with them.

"Are you okay love? You seem a bit eager to get things started." He said softly.

She smiled at him. "That's because I am. Just sitting against you makes me so hot. I'm not ready to go all the way, but I can't live without your hands on my body anymore."

He smiled and softly started massaging her breasts, reveling in the cute moans she let him hear. "I never knew you could be so cute when aroused my love. I look forward to hearing more of those lovely moans in the future."

She blushed a little from that. "Only you will ever hear these sounds from now on baby. Not a lot of people have been able to coax these sounds from me, certainly no other man."

"I'm jealous of the people that have heard these sounds." He said as he kissed her neck softly.

She smiled and kissed him softly. "You shouldn't be jealous of your mothers, or your Aunts for that matter. They are the only ones that have ever heard these sounds from me."

"You know that I am imagining you, Aunt Andi, Aunt Felicia and my mothers in bed now, right?" He said with a soft smile.

Bellatrix smiled and turned around so she could look him in his eyes. "Those were different times, my sweet. You and Draco weren't born yet, and Dora was just a little girl. Your mothers spent a lot of time with Andromeda, Felicia and I because they both were in abusive relationships that they couldn't get out of and all five of us needed that comfort, because yes, your Aunt Felicia joined us on several occasions."

"I know you were close to them, but to hear it from your mouth makes it even more hot, but I do hope I'm enough for you, although I could never compete with my mothers and Aunts." He said with a soft smile.

"Baby, from the moment I delivered you into this world you were the only one for me. I loved you then, I love you now, and I will love you until the end of time. I just wish there was a way for us to be together while you are at school." She said softly.

He smiled at that. "Love, there is something you must know. Fleur, Dora and Hermione have gotten their own room because they are mated, and they share that room with Gabby and Luna. They have an extra room available and I'm sure if we asked them, they would allow us to stay there as well. That way we can always be close to each other, at least after classes and at night." He said with a soft smile.

That made her smile brightly. "So I can still sleep in your arms every single night, you certainly know how to make a woman happy."

He smiled and kissed her softly. "When that woman is my mate, I will do anything to make her happy.

Bellatrix smiled at him. "You have made me happy from the day that you were born, and I know we will have a long life with each other."

He smiled and kissed her deeply before they got out of the bath and Bella dried them magically. "Do you want to go to bed already, or did you have something else in mind, my love?" He asked softly.

She smiled and pushed herself against him. "I would love to cuddle up to you and see where the evening takes us, I quite loved the feeling of your hands on my body, and I'm sure you won't mind having my breasts so close."

"Of course I don't mind having your breasts so close, my love. As long as you are ready for this." He said with a husky tone.

She pulled him to the bed with a coy smile, letting herself fall down to the mattress in such a way that her hair laid around her head like a halo.

"You're so stunningly beautiful, my love. How could I ever been so lucky to be mated to you." He said as he cuddled up next to her.

She smiled and kissed him softly. "I think we are both lucky, my love. I never thought I would deserve a love like this when I went to Azkaban, especially when you account for all the horrible things I did."

"Those things were not of your own choosing baby, no one blames you for them anymore, and those that do we will make sure they will leave us alone. And we will work every hour God gives us to help the people they made you hurt." He said softly.

Bellatrix smiled and pulled him into a passionate kiss. "That sounds like an amazing plan, my love, but I think for now we should get some sleep, we have another day of Christmas to survive after all, not to mention the Ball a few days later."

He smiled and nodded as he rested his head on her breasts and wrapped an arm around her waist. "I think that is a good idea as well, sweet dreams my love."

"Sweet dreams love, I hope you don't mind me keeping you like this entire night." She said softly.

She didn't get a reply since her lover was already fast asleep, his rhythmic breaths against her breasts sending shivers down her spine.