Today it was all about going places, so that Kate could get ready for her date tonight. A beauty salon, spa, and shopping clothes, she dragged me along to all this places, even though she isn't going to use most of the things she bought. After we were all done, and got back to our apartment she only had time to freshen up and finish getting ready. She couldn't stop thinking about possibilities for tonight, Christian was not just a handsome boy, it was all she could ever asked for in a man. Wealthy, successful, capable of provide for her and treat her like a queen. I escaped to my room before she is finished babbling, I was already getting tired sick of all this.
I was feeling jealous of her, I could never get someone that fast and as simply like she did Christian. Even though I thought for a minute he might be interested in me, I was wrong when I saw our eyes meet, it was all a misunderstanding. He has never been interested in me to begin with, he was just playing alone, I mean he wanted Kate, and he wanted to set me up with Elliot… that's all there is to it.
Before she even knew it, there was a knock on our door. I was at my room hiding from Kate.
-I'll get it! – She yelled while going to the front door.
When she got to the door I heard someone speaking to her, but I couldn't understand what the person said.
-Oh, and where is he?
That other person talking with Kate, who can it be?
-Okay, I just have to let my housemate know I'm going out.
Crap, I feel upset and jealous, she might notice. So I laid in bed and pretend to be asleep. When I heard the door open, she came in, and was looking for something in my drawers. Then left something in my night table, left and closed the door behind her. I didn't "woke up" until I heard she had left the apartment.
In the night table she had left a note letting me know she had gone out to her date with Christian, and that she will be back in the morning. I threw the note into the trash can, and laid in my bed in fetal position, feeling sorry, and pity for myself. Kate will sure have the night of her life, the night I wish I could've had with Christian.
I started imagining how great I bet they both look together, they are both in a same scale of hotness. But then suddenly my thoughts changed. I am not hot, but I am certainly cute. I have sort of a baby face, while Kate as a "hot model face" she can even be a porn star and will look great. Me on the other hand, nope I don't have that kind of face.
In the morning I woke up sort of early, I had homework to do before my finals, then I had my part time job. So I was going to spend some time in the library doing my homework. I started getting ready, and afterwards I was making breakfast. I ate and then washed all the utensils I used, and just before I was about to leave Kate got here. When she opened the door I looked at her face, I was expecting all pink rosy Kate in great mood, but it looked like something was on her mind.
-Good morning Kate! – I said to her, and she realized I was in the room with her. She composed her face and smiled before she speaking.
-Hey Anna, Morning! Still here?
-Yeah, just heading to the library so… didn't really had to leave very early.
-That's nice! Had a good rest?
-Yeah… you?
Her conversation was telling me something was off, she was trying to put up a wall. She does this when something doesn't go like she planed it, after planning so much ahead of time.
-Yeah, yeah… last night was great. Christian is great. – Then she blushed – He is so great in bed!
Damn! I was kind of getting my hopes up because of her weird behavior.
-Wanna tell me about it? – Did I actually just said that? I mean, do I really want to hear about it.
- I think I've never felt like this before, while being with a man. He has such a… particular way of having sex.
-Uhm… - I giggled – What does that mean Kate?
-That he made me feel like a real woman! Like he is so dominant and, he is very… inappropriate in all the good ways. Does that makes sense?
-Not really?! – I answered while finishing drying the plates I had washed. –Well, if you want to continue talking about it after, you may do so when I get back.
-Although… - she said before I could leave, so I turned to look at her and listen – I am not sure how…?
-How?
Kate was in her own thinking bubble, and she had just burst out of it. – How, what?
-You said you are not sure how…?
-Oh, never mind that! Go ahead and take care of your things. I'll figure this one out on my own. When I want something, I won't stop fighting for it.
-Okay Kate, I'll do that… and you… just do your thing. See ya!
-Yeah, see ya!
Okay, that was unexpected. Something must've happened that has got her thinking so much. Whatever it is might be an inconvenience, but she seems like she won't be giving up anytime soon. Meantime, I'll just focus on everything that it's important, and stop thinking about handsome guy, great in sex and mystery to solve, that is called Christian Grey.
