Hey people this is chapter. Now, im shock that people like my cousins story o.O SORRY FOR HER BAD GRAMMER AND/OR SPELLING!
Daisy: HEY! Anyways, im really happy that you like my story!! -cries with tears of joy-
FD: uhhh yeah...
Discalimer: Me and Daisy do not own Naruto. Neither do we own the song that's in here.
FD: WHICH WAS MY IDEA!
Daisy: whatever! HERE IS THE STORY! (no duh!)
(At Tsunades Office)
"Hokage-sama why did you call us up at 6:00AM?!" Sakura asked as she yawned.
"Listen up, there is something wrong with Naruto" she said in a very serious tone. "I've been informed that you notice that his arm was bleeding, am I correct Sakura?"
"Yes.." she answered, now worried.
"I have a mission for you all. You will keep an eye on Naruto, so if you notice he is acting strangely in any way tell me right away. Understand?" she informed.
"Hai!" they all said. With that they all left her office and headed for the bridge. Although, they all were thinking somewhere along the lines of, 'I wonder what's wrong with Naruto'.
---Meanwhile--
"Ughhh...", the blonde ninja groand, as he lifted his body. He looked around his room with no expression. He sighed and lifted the covers off his body and headed for the restroom.
When he got there he looked in the mirror with disgust. He hated himself and everyone else, but since Iruka came yesterday he had to "like" everyone. So, that means he has to wear a mask.
He brushed his theeth, took a quick shower, and changed into his clothes. He was wearing a black long sleeved shirt, and a blood red shirt over it. The pants were black and he added some chains in there. When he was done he lifted his long sleeved short and looked at his scars.
'Didn't that feel good?' His inner self told him.
"No. It felt great." Naruto said as he smiled.
'Now tell me, what felt great?'
"All the pain leaving my body. Everytime I make one cut, I can feel it flow out. In fact, I think the blood is like my emotions. The pain is still there, but when the blood flows out it goes away. Maybe if I make more blood come out, the pain would end. I would never have to feel it again."
'Perfect, but first you have to go to your pathetic "friends" and make sure NONE of them are suspicous. If they get suspicous then that would ruin your freedom. Of course we dont want that.'
Naruto then left his house, since he was to busy thinking about how to end the pain for good. He had got up early since he wanted to get to the bridge before anyone, so he could have some time to think. As he walked he got a shove from some villagers, but he ignored them.
Once he got there he leaned on the bridge to think. He could hear the bird chirping happily as he closed his eyes.
'Stupid birds.', he thought as he opened his eyes to look at the birds. It was now 6:15, and he wouldn't be expecting his so-called "friends" to come this early.
Just then he heard footsteps. Thinking quick, he jumped to the nearest tree, using his chakra, and listen waited to see who the person was.
'Who would come here this early?' He thought as he listened to his surroundings.
"Okay you know the mission. It's early, so you two can go get some rest." It was Kakashi-sensei. He stopped walking with his students and appeared to be looking at the sky, but was actually looking at the tree that Naruto was hiding in.
Sasuke and Sakura notice their sensei stop so they stopped too. They looked at the direction that he was looking at, and of course notice that Naruto was there since they could sense his chakra.
"Come out Naruto, we know your up there!" Sakura screamed form the bottom of the tree.
'Damn,' Naruto thought.
'This deserves punishment, dont you think?' Inner-Naruto said.
'Yes.', Naruto said as he looked down.
'No, you DONT think remember? I do the thinking for you. I make the decisions. Now, go on and play along with these pathetic people.'
Naruto then put on the mask he hated so much and jumped down.
"Hey guys! I guess you caught me huh?" Naruto said as he laughed nervously.
"Naruto, what were you doing up there so early?" Kakashi asked as he eyed Naruto.
"Oh nothing I just woke up early, so I came here." He said loudly.
"Well, alright. You know what? Since we're all here, why don't we get some ramen?" Kakashi suggested.
"I hate ramen." said the Uchiha.
"C'mon Sasuke-kun! This will be fun, we will get to spend time together!" Sakura said happily. Naruto looked at the floor sadly.
'Of course she still like him. I don't even know why she asked Iruka to check up on me. She doesn't care.', Naruto thought sadly, as he looked at Sakura trying to pursuade Sasuke on coming.
"Uhh i'm not hungry. I'll just go home and rest for awhile.", Naruto said sadly as he started to walk off the other direction.
"N-Naruto?" Sakura was about to go after him but Kakashi stopped her. "Kakashi-sensei?"
"I guess he wants to be alone for now." Kakashi said as he stared as his student. "We'll check on him later, ok?"
Sakura nodded and looked at the direction that Naruto took. Something was wrong with Naruto and she HAD to find out why. They all went home since Kakashi had said that training was cancled. He was probably going to read his book, but instead he headed for the Hokage tower.
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There sat the lonely kyuubi container. The room seemed sad and gloomy, just like how he was feeling. The girl he loved, loved someone else. That means he was, yet again, alone. All he wants was for someone to be there.
Saske of course isn't there for him. That was just pretty obvious. Sakura loves Sasuke and doesn't give a shit about him. Or at least that what he thought. Kakashi only pays attention to Uchiha. The only reason he invited Naruto for ramen was because it was a "team" thing. Iruka doesn't care. It may look like it, but he Naruto thinks it is out of pitty.
Nobody was there for him. He was all alone in the cruel world. Nobody would give him a present on his birthday, which was the most hated day in Konoha. Nobody would give him a hug or the affection he neeeded.
He sighed and turned his radio on. (Daisy: They are going to have radios here, ok?) He switched it to some random station and listen to the song that was coming up.
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
After Naruto heard the song he felt like there was a knot in his stomach. That song described him perfectly that it actually hurt. He couldn't take it anymore. The pain of loneliness was too much now and he didn't want to feel it anymore.
He headed for his dresser and opened it. Pushing his clothes he found the object he desired. Taking it out he went to his bed and stared at it. The kunai slowly made its way for Naruto's soft skin. The metal object touched his skin.
He stayed that way for a few moments and then he pushed it slowly, enough for the skin to tear. The blood burst out and ran down his arm. On top of that new wound was more scars. Slowly he made some more scars as he thought of everyone happy without him. Tears formed in his eyes, but he let them fall. At leat his tears would be free.
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"Hokage-sama, I have a report on Naruto." Kakashi said in a serious tone in the Godaime's office.
"What do you have?" she asked in the same serious tone.
"Today he appeared in the bridge early. Then I asked why and he said he woke up early. Of course I didn't believe him, so I suggested Ramen and he said he wasn't hungry. Dont you think that's very strange for Naruto to act like that? Oh, and he seemed more pale and skinnier then before."
"Something is wrong with him. We'll wait and see how this situation goes."
"Hai." With that Kakshi left her office.
The Godaime sighed and looked at the sky from her window. The sky was filled with dark clouds. 'I hope he is ok and doesn't do anything stupid.'
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(Daisy: It's afternoon just so you know. Yeah I know, big time change but sorry!)
After Naruto had made lots of scars he wondered about his conversation in the morning. What if ALL the blood came out? Would his pain end? Well, there is one way to find out.
He jumped off his bed and headed for the door. He closed the door but he didn't bother to lock it. He ran to the forest sice it would be the perfect place to dissapear. Nobody would even care if he was missing so why bother?
Running full-speed he headed for the forest with on single kunai, which happend to be his "special friend".
Daisy: Yes im finish! Two reason why. 1. I want to update for my wonderful reviwers, and 2. I wanted to update BEFORE Thanksgiving.
FD: Yeah whatever...
Daisy: PLEASE REVIEW!!!
