Meant For Freedom
Authors note: Hey all, I'll be updating when I can. I am a college student, just so you know. It has now time for the rating to be uped to M. Enjoy! Set in Terra's POV
He was here. I didn't know what else to do but fling the door open and jump into his arms. Garfield Logan, Beast Boy, My love, whatever you wanted to call him, was here in Milan with me. This was perfect. I knew he'd find me. I knew that he would be lonely so I left notes in places hoping he would find me. I knew that eventually he would look for me but that could be fifty years from now. I'm so glad it only took a few days for us to be reunited. I knew this boy so well.
"You're here." I whispered in his ear as he pulled me out of his arms and into the bedroom with his things. He moved me onto the bed. "Please, tell me you're real."
"Terra, it's me. I'm right here. I'm real. This isn't a dream." He whispered back to me. "I promise to never leave you again. We're together, Terra, until the day the Earth no longer exists, and you'll be with me."
He sat me down on the bed while he sat next to me. Held my hands in his and kissed me. It was the most perfect kiss I could ever ask for. I knew what was going to happen, mostly because I was so sure that he would remember what I said so long ago about what I'd like to do in Milan. Now here I was, sitting on a bed making out with a guy, in Milan. So it doesn't take a mathematician to put two and two together.
He slowly leaned me down onto the bed. It wasn't rushed. The kisses held no pressure, no expectations. I knew that if I asked him to, he would stop. We both knew that either of us could stop whatever we were doing if we felt uncomfortable, not that he'd ever admit to it though. As he laid me there, I kept thinking about how much it hurt. Then I thought about if I could get pregnant or not. Did he bring a condom? I'm not on birth control, and even though we were immortal sixteen year old kids, would are kids be immortal? Would we have the same possible consequences?
"Terra, relax. Stop me at any time." He whispered to me. He knew something was wrong. He guessed wrong though. I relaxed anyways. I trusted him. "I'm here for you no matter what."
That's what did it. That promise. Those few words could stop all my thoughts in an instant. He slowly moved his hand up and down my sides. Taking a moment to hesitate or for me to stop him, he moved his hand across my chest and onto my boob. Now, I'm not exactly well endowed in that area so I was hoping he liked it anyways, I knew I did. I loved him touching my body. We both knew that this would be a new experience for both of us. I love him. I wanted him to be my first everything. Aside from kiss, he was.
His tongue slid inside my mouth as I felt him reach for the hem of my shirt. His hand moved upwards to underneath my bra. I couldn't help but groan at the contact. His hand snaked behind my back and undid my bra clasp. I arched my back so I could make it easier on him. Soon his hands were free to touch my chest as they please. I figured since he felt my boobs, he should be able to see them.
I broke the kiss only long enough to sit up and take off my shirt. After it was off my head hit the pillow and he got on top of me. I moaned at the feel of his erection against my thigh. I moved my hands downwards so I could take off his shirt. Feeling his bare skin against mine was a lot for pleasurable then I ever would've thought. I could feel his penis pulsing with need of a release. I moved my hand down further to touch it. I felt him moan into my mouth.
I moved my hand underneath his pants and boxers, he felt extremely hard and big. Okay, I'm no doctor, but I feel like this should hurt. I also have no experience to base this observation off of, but he was bigger than most guys. He moved off me so we can lie beside each other. He undid the buttons of both of our pants and I started to move his off him. I kicked mine off of me and onto the floor where the rest of our clothing lay.
There we were, only in our underwear and in Milan in a beautiful hotel bedroom. We broke apart again to look into each others' eyes and moved underneath the blankets. He tilted my chin back up to him and kissed me again. The kisses kept coming and his hand slid down my body to my legs. I was glad I shaved and put on sexy underwear. He moved the garment down my smooth legs while I kicked it off part of the way so we didn't have to break apart again. His hand moved in-between my legs. I was nervous. I knew that I had no reason to be but I was. His finger delicately ran up and down over my slit. I suddenly started to feel even more wet and more butterflies in my stomach. He carefully parted my legs a little so he could put a finger in me. At first, the intrusion was slightly painful then I got used to it and it felt really good. His finger came out and played with what I figured was my clitoris. He rubbed me until I came all over his hand.
To reciprocate the action I moved my hands to his waist to pull his boxers down. He was more than happy to help me with this. I looked down at it. It was a little odd looking to me. But I figured he was bigger than I thought other guys were. I reached for it and slowly started to pump him. He moaned softly as I did this. I figured he was close when it got louder. He almost came and I decided to give him a blow job to finish it. I was hesitant at first. After a couple of minutes, right when I got used to it, he exploded. The salty liquid went down my throat and I wiped my mouth before kissing my way back up to him.
"You didn't need to do that, Terra." He told me. His eyes still held lust in them.
"I wanted to."
"We can stop now you know. I won't be mad. You've done more than enough already for one night." He whispered as he kissed my forehead.
"I want to keep going." I told him as I moved up to straddle his hips. He made some sort of motion to his pants. He had come prepared. I got off him to get the small foil square from his pocket.
I handed it to him and he rolled it on. I moved to straddle him again. This time, I knew it would be painful. Instead of letting me straddle him, he flipped me over and got between my legs at my entrance. He looked down, waiting for a confirmation. I closed my eyes and nodded. My hand went to my sides right as he started to push in.
The first couple of tries it didn't go in. So he spread my legs a little wider and thrust completely in all at once. It went in that time. I cried out into his shoulder as I felt my hymen break. My fingers were digging into the sheets. He kissed away tears that had graced my cheeks. He whispered how much he loved me into my ear. I told him I loved him too and he could move.
The pain was still there throughout almost the entire experience. I didn't really enjoy it until the end when we both climaxed at the same time.
He rolled off me, took the condom off and put it into the trash. He laid back down beside me, taking me into his arms.
"Did you enjoy that, babe?" He whispered. He probably already knew my answer.
"Not really. It was painful throughout most of it." I admitted to him. I knew he'd feel bad. "I think next time, it'll be better for me. The first time always sucks for the girl."
"I know but I hate knowing that I hurt you. I really liked it Terra. I'm glad my first time was with you. I love you more than you can imagine."
"And I love you too." Tears were on my cheeks again. "I don't regret it. I just feel weird. Like a part of me is gone."
"We don't have to do it again until you're ready." He held me closer.
"I think I was ready. I just feel different."
"Let's get some sleep darling girl."
"Good night, Gar."
"Good night, love."
That night I slept comfortably in his arms.
