Disclaimer: I don't own none of the characters!
Bella's POV:
The bright light from outside broke through the torn curtains hanging on the window. i glanced at my phone to check the time 7:48am. Oh my gosh i'm so late... first day back at school ahhh. I tried moving but felt myself being held down by something or someone.
"James get off me. I gotta get to school" i yelled trying to push his arm from my waist.
"hmmm what the fuck Bella"
"We're late hurry up" I replied while pulling my stuff together and running out to my old beat up truck.
As i expected the school halls were deserted as i made my way to my first period. Ahh English.
"Isabella you are late" Mrs Collins asked me.
"Bite me Collins" i mumbled as i walked towards my desk. I saw Edward in the corner of my eye watching me with disappointment in his eyes. I tried to ignor it but I knew that i didn't just disappoint him but also myself. I knew i had changed but i couldn't help it it just felt so wrong but so right at the same time. It blocked out all the pain i had inside.
Edward's POV:
I couldn't believe how much Bella had changed since she found out Tanya and I started dated. I had some big things to explain to her but I knew she wouldn't listen. Her attitude showed a 'I don't care anymore' edge to it and it scared me. What had i done? She was my best friend and i had broken her trust. But Tanya was my girlfriend. Ahh i was so confused. As i walked towards my locker after English I couldn't help but notice Bella leaning against her locker with James pushed up againsh her. What the fuck was she doing with him. Everyone knows he's a drug addict and doesn't even know how to respect a girl even if he tried.
Bella's POV:
Ahh English was so boring. We're currently studying Pride and Prejudice which i wouldn't have minded a few months ago but truth is I've realised that true love doesn't exist well not in this lifetime. I've come to believe that there is no one in this world who can be a Mr. Darcy so why bother looking. Its pointless. I felt someone standing behind me and was scared to know who it was until i felt his breathe on my neck.
"James i told you not to talk to me at school" i whispered.
"Gee Bella i thought after last night you wouldn't mind me talking to you"
"Last night was i mistake James and you of all people should know that" I hissed while walking away.
"Whatever you say babe" he called out.
Oh my gosh what is James playing at he knows no one can find out about what happened and what i've spent the last couple of months doing. I'm not a slut but i do enjoy James company. Its not the same as Edwards company but i can't dwell on the past.
Firth period came before i knew it and i was sitting in Biology awaiting my lab partner who was unfortunately the one and only Edward Cullen. I tried focusing on the front of the classroom as i heard his chair slide against the tiled floor. This was the first ever awkward situation i've ever been in with him and i seriously wanted to break it but i was to stubborn for my own good.
"Bella"? ha i guess he was the first to break it. But now i really don't wanna have to talk to him. "Bella please can we talk. I really wanna make this right".
"Ha so when you wanna talk its alright. It always has to be on your terms. Look Edward i don't wanna hear it. Like i said we aren't friends and i guess to you we never were" i replied not taking a second look at him.
"Bella look i can't take this anymore"
"Well to bad for you because i have moved on and unlike you i don't want you in my life anymore" i replied trying to hold the tears back. Ahh i can't not be friends with him but i really have try and let go. I just never realised how hard it was.
"Who are you Bella. A year ago you wouldn't like you right now" he said in a harsh tone while turning and looking me directly in the eyes.
"Well a year ago i had a best friend who said i was the most important person ever so i guess we both changed either for the better or the worst i don't care anymore. Stay away from me" i yelled just as the bell rang i collected my stuff and ran off.
Edward's POV:
I've never seen Bella so broken before i guess i really did hurt her. I just hope she knows what she's getting into and is careful in what she's doing. I honestly can't help but want to protect her. What the hell is wrong with you Edward you have a girlfriend. What the hell.
"Hey Bella, Port Angeles same time same place tonight"? i heard as James whisper to Bella.
