Reapings

Ryker Brynen 18, District 2 Male


"You really think locking her in the basement is a good idea" Aidyn asks me

Elyse keeps banging on the door screaming insults and threats towards me, sometimes she needs tough love to keep her safe "It's reapings, she does stupid things during reapings, remember last year, Everret was that close to snapping her neck" I say

People react differently during reapings, turned it's like my sister which is to do something stupid that almost gets her killed for example last year when she some how turner the whole electricity supply off in the district or something that gets her in trouble again like last year

Then you get the typical trainee boy either gloating that he has got the volunteer spot or plotting the death of the chosen volunteer

Then there is me conflicted on one half I enjoy the evil nature of the games the idea of killing of getting gifted a new life or one where you no longer will get judged but then the other half of me sees the evil of the games, our oldest brother Nathienal was killed, Aidyn won yet he Cleary had gotten issues from it

He zones out, his emotional, yet we keep him sane, my sister keeps me sane, looking after her it brings out the caring side I have swallowed, she really is the only one I show that soft side too, I do care about Aidyn I just dont show it as much

I guarded my self, I am seen as a sadistic trainee and the academy makes you into that, yet she never followed the stereotype, we were always close yet now we are as close as we ever had

She needs me, I need her

Even if we hate admitting it, I hate feeling like that, we never really got love or nurture, I was 8 at the time our parents died, my oldest brother was 17 and he was forced to look after all of us

He really just gave us the basics, not love or care

Not teaching us right from wrong

That's why my sister screams at any authority figure

Why Aidyn has gone back into his shell

Why I have become so cruel yet so conflicted

I can't blame him, he was only 17 and had to raise three siblings, I guess it was my fault as well "I think she is concerned it's her" Aidyn says

She doesn't really speak about feelings, we share everything else with each other but not emotions even I can't tell her that I enjoyed the idea of killing yet I don't and I am confused

I am a dishonourable person, I don't trust people, I would manipulate people for my gain, I never say the truth yet I would never lie to my sister

I keep things from Aidyn all the time but I'm just not as attached to him we are both similar in the way we detached each other "I guess you can't blame her but the more she worried the more stupid she gets" I say

I feel bad for treating her like a child but it is out of love and care, I don't know how to be one of those brothers that say soft words and give affection if I would she probably would kick me between my legs thinking I'm being creepy

She doesnt like being loved

But I do, I wish I had a mother to read me story books and help me with my outfits, a mother that would ask me how my day is, I wish I had a dad that we teach me how to build and help me for my first date

Aidyn was always anti social when he was younger, locked in his room reading books and building things, he was a smart career not a brutal one

I don't even like saying my oldest brother name, because I'm trying to forget about him, I didn't have this attachment to him but I did get scared that I would loose Aidyn

"I can call Everret to take her" he says

By law she had to have a guard to watch her, for two reasons, she commits some sort of crime every day and because the district is worried someone will attack her in spite of what happen with Beckett

Beckett is dead, the boys at the centre are scared of me and Aidyn, she is safe yet it's more to keep her out of trouble but she still does it, if I wasn't so uptight I would too, I would live a little but I'm fine with the boring life style

I don't like danger, because I become defensive, it's like when a wolf is alone and sense danger coming he because vicious and brutal, I prefer to avoid danger, to safe my self from blood lust "Then she will hate you more, I locked her in there" I say

"How did you lock her in there, she is afraid of the dark" he says

"I told her I stole the tribute list and hid it down there" I say

"I can fucking hear you" She shouts through the door

"They want me to mentor this year, I'm afraid of why" he says

The Capitol don't let him mentor because they want pure killers and monster to mentor, he killed by traps and poison, so they normally get Hunter and Xavier, or Noah and Gareth

He is a intellectual trainer and Hunter scoffs upon those yet he was still chose to volunteer due to his strength and the fact he did always personally kill his victims even after fatally poisoning and trapping them" There are four tributes this year" I shrug

His two years older then me so that keeps us close "Well good luck" he says not speaking about reapinhs

I walk to the basement opening the door, as she lunges at me "I hate you" she screams

Apart from minor tantrums we do have a close relationship, she just needs to control her temper and I need to control my erratic thoughts and how I change my mind all the time, I grab her by the arms forcing her to ground as she trashes under me trying to hit me and I just pin her hands to the ground

She does have fight in her, I mean she is better then some 18 year olds weaponary wise it's just the no killing morals ones I never understood

Don't know where she got that from, we all would kill in a heart beat but I guess what ever we do she does the opposite, all the trainees are killers and she wants to be a pacifist

I may have trained but I never wanted to volunteer, I don't see it fun whats the point really Aidyn told me nothing is fun about winning, you don't get to live your own life, I fully pin her down as she tries to knee me between the legs but I know her more then anyone so I just place my knees on hers

Although it is funny to see her do that to a few boys in the training centre that gave her shit, they do bully her, they bully all the girls here and they just step back but Elyse would stab one in the eye if they get to close

That's why I love her so much

Yet she is a idiot so I need to watch out for her not that I have much going on for her life, so protecting my sister will do, I could of been a guard but although I don't mind killing I find it unnecessary to scare people, to play games

The only person I would ever torture is someone who hurts my siblings, Beckett was lucky he committed suicide because he would of hated what I would of done to him for touching my sister

"Fuck you" she says

We don't actually fight but sometimes I need to do this so she would listen to me, she gets pissed off yells at me, doesn't speak to me for a few minutes then we are back to being friends

She isn't moody, just stubborn like me but I just use training to take my anger out "Did you really want Everret dragging you to reapings again" he says

She snickers "Hey that was funny he got all angery and kept saying, I'm going to kill you because I'm a big tough guy" she says

I don't have friends so I don't speak to Everret plus Elyse is independent hated things thing done for her people getting into her business, so she hates him

What she does is fun, I did help her steal a loading ship the other day until the idiot crashed it into a another boat and we had to jump in the water to get away, after that I didn't go with her

Since I don't like water and she does reckless things every day even in training she thought it would be a great idea to use her sword left handed, that didnt end well "He can shoot you his just a follower" I says

Plus I threatened to do things to him if he did and well he bought the bait "I don't give a fuck now can you get fucking off me I won't try to run, I don't want to look like a coward when my name is called" she says

"You don't know that" I say

"Do you see any crazy bitches or careers that are skilled or get as much attention as me" She says

"I won't let you go in alone" I say

She stares at me as I get off her giving a hand, I would protect her with my life but I know she doesn't want to live

So it's a question of whose life is worth more "If you go in I'm dying" she says shoving me and walking to her room I follow her

"Didn't you get a job you have a purpose" I say

"Smashing clay yeah I love that job but I would prefer to be a scientist so I can find a cure to this plague call President" she says

"You mean doctor" I say

"Fuck your a idiot" she says shitting the door in my face

I honestly don't know if what she is saying is scarasm or not half the time, one time she told me she was going to read a book, I thought she was serious but she wasn't, another time she told me she was going to climb the roof of the training centre and smash the power box

She did that

I wish I can but I'm just the heartless perfect career, she walks out "Why does fucking reapings need to be at night" she says

"Because that would mean the tributes would get to the Capitol midday" I say

We are the closest to the Capitol but because the military deposit is in the middle we need to go the long way, I have been in the Capitol because family get to attend the victor ball

Elyse didn't go because we both agreed her going there will end badly, yet when we came back, she was almost murdered by Beckett so I didn't know what was better

"Is it hard to drive a train" she says

"You will never find out" I snap

"What if i want to be a train rider" She says

I roll my eyes, She is so pessimistic it honestly gets on my nerves

She calls it realism I call it being a pain on my ass, but I tolerate her, like she tolerates me wanted to spend all my time at the academy because I don't know what to do with my life

Maybe I am pessimistic too, we walk out "What the fuck do you want" Elyse sneers

"I have to make sure you go this time believe me, I'm so relieved I turn 18 so some other poor 16 year old kid has to deal with you" Everret

"Let's throw a party" she says storming off happily

I have never seen her that happy "they forced you to transfer didn't they" I say

He looks over to see her still walking, I don't hate the boy his doing his job, it's just the way he treats my sister I don't like "The kid they are going to allocated her to is cruel, worse then me, they said the next little crime she commits his going to kill her, plus don't try your tough brother act, he caused a boy to not be able to speak" he says when we walk over

I bite my lip "she won't change" I say

"Well kids insane so tell her to grow up" he shrugs, we run after her

"Oh are you friends now so cute" she says

"I was just saying thank you for his services" I say

We sign in "Females to the 18 year old section" the peacekeeper says to her, she follows me ignoring Everret

Since we don't have escorts, our host Gunner walks to stage, I like him because he doesn't act like this is fun, his actually is a district two citizen which is why his always so distintersted

"So you all probably read the games twist, four tributes, three males one female, no volunteers so sorry to you imbeciles that wasted your life" he says

A few boys boo at him but I smirk, training is a waste of time and after this I will get a proper job, he picks up the pink envelope and Elyse quietly scoffs most likely about the colour choice

"Elyse Brynen"

I look at her my heart beating a hundred miles per hour, as I want to volunteer do anything but I can't, Merrit shoved her and she walks past until a boy says something at her and I'm worried she is going to loose it but she just mumbles something to him running to the stage

She can't go in, she just can't, Gunner nods at her and she doesn't look scared or nervous but I know she is "Ryker Brynen"

I smirk, walking up not because I want to go in but I can protect her, do anything to make sure she doesn't die, I make it up and she looks at me as Aidan looks like his about to vomit, I smile at him and he nods back even if he knows this is bad

I grab Elyse's hand knowing she needs comfort because I know she cares about my life more then hers and I can about her life more then mine "Everret Solum"

"For fuck sake" Elyse mumbles quietly, Everett walks up standing awkwardly next to me, I don't know why he looks so down since he points his gun at anyone he deems unworthy

But I know he didn't want to volunteer, he was behind me as the best male yet I know volunteer wasn't something he wanted to do, Gunner looks at the next paper a little shocked "Just read it" Hunter says

"Beckett Lorain"

My eyes widen and I squeeze Elyse's hand tighter as she almost falls down a quite Yelp escaping her lips, Beckett sacred the fuck out of her yet she still provoked him everyone whispers looking shocked by then I say the dark blonde boy from the side walk onto stage

He is a little different then last time as his o,der but he doesn't look like a guy that got blown up, he smirks at my sister and I see the look in his eyes as he shrugs past her knocking her shoulder and walking off stage as hunter follows him, all of us just stared shocked

And so am I


Luca Crossley 18, District 10 Male


My mother weeps grabbing onto me as I stand rigid, my little brother crying as well

Everyone is crying

It's hurting my ears

"Walter Crossley was a great man, he was the butcher every child thrived to be, he was dedicated, disciplined and was one of the best butchers in this district and we swear we will find the horrid beats that snatched his life and brutally kill it and enjoy is during a feats to remember him" The funeral guard says

Everyone claps, althouhg he should of said 'Walter Crossley was a cruel man that took his job like some sport, taking pride in slaughtering animals in cruel ways and being greedy with his money, he uses his sons skills and takes credit for it and we will never find what killed him, as it wasn't a beast, it was a human'

I just had enough of the mistreatment, being a slave for him cutting meat all day everyday as he gave me little money and took credit for my work, I didn't enjoy killing animals

I find them innocent and harmless, a baby lamb is so sweet and naive to this world and we chop them up, and we don't even get the meat, only the left overs, the districts don't get the meat, only the Capitol and he takes pride in that

"Oh Luca I know your heart broken" My mother says

I'm not heart broken, I'm depressed that I'm in outside of the cabin in my forest where I hide out from the world, or where I eat the flesh of humans

I don't see my self a cannibal, because I don't see people as humans, society is cruel and inhumane, people treat others badly, they slaughter animals, great people differently

I hate the farmlands because everyone is so happy and friendly, not realising where we live, they make me feel like a freak, then the poor, they steal and kill people for money

So I eat them, human flesh is tastier and more satisfying then meat, a human dying is more calming, This district is huge and I need isolation but I can't eat animal meat, I feel sick

It makes me feel sick, when I was 5 my father brought me a baby lamb and I called him Petey, I was actually innocent at 5 one day he cut his head off forcing me to skin him alive

I was 5 and become curious with killing that I use to kill baby ducklings and piglets for fun because I didn't realise animals were harmless, from then on I was forced to work in the butchery I hated it

Then when I was 12, I started to realise the cruelty, one day I saw this bull kill this young boy and I just couldn't help my self so I went over to his body and I saw his head cracked open, flesh on the floor that I took a chunk of it and swallowed it

After I was finished with his body he had no flesh left, I became addictive, that's when I saw people alone, in a quiet area, high risk life style I use to crack there head open then eat their flesh

Then I wanted to see people die and do it while they are alive and most people always teenagers survive until they have no flesh left, when I pull there throats out "I'm fine" I say

My father did technically get killed by a wolf, I cracked his head open and threw him into the district border where the wolves roam, because I don't eat the flesh of old people because their skin looks gross and wringly

Or dark people because I'm worried it died because it's dark

My mother finally lets me go, I don't like people, being around them, speaking, I hardly do speak my family normally leaves me alone but it would of been suspicious

I walk over to a corner as everyone goes to the feast, we are the richest in 10 and we are allowed meat during occasions but I don't eat animals, I don't eat my kind

I know I'm not human, I may look like one but I don't have the mindset as one, I want isolation, I want to do my own thing, roam around in my own little hunting ground preying for the next unworthy human to find me then I kill them

I don't enjoy killing, I don't hate it either

I don't feel emotions or pain, I cut my hand open one day, felt nothing, yet people believe I'm human, I do wish I was a wolf though, would mean I don't need to hide

Not that I have been caught, 6 years I have killed and no one had looked at me as the murderer they think I'm going through trauma, due to the abuse I went through as a child or I am clincally mentally ill

My father was cruel and use to hit me, he loved my little brother letting him do what he wants, it's his first year and my last year not that I care if his chosen

I like the hunger games, it's nice see death happen on TV since we don't get tv shows here, and I don't like watching animals die "I hope your not nervous for the reapings" My Uncle says

I shrug "No" I say

If they knew I was a cannibal and serial killer I would be locked away in a institution since cannibalism is a mental illness in this district, but it's not like I keep human body parts in a freezer because death flesh makes my stomach sore and I like fresh flesh from a human

"They will probably do a random Draw you know we are all great citizens or they will out into the poor scum" he says

I see everyone the same, meat

Poor, rich, Male, female doesn't matter

I do care about the age, I won't kill a child, I mean I would but I wouldn't eat them, I do had a short temper sometimes and that's how my father died, which is I never speak and avoid everyone "Maybe" I say

People try to speak to me but I give little words, I express myself with actions or facial expressions

Or in my dreams, I do day dream al lot, I am naive to the real world in a sense because it does scare me "Have you given your brother advice he looks scared" he says

"It's a funeral" I say

I don't know why we have a funeral on the day if the reaping really makes the mood better, I hate the meaning of the hunger games but it's the killing part I enjoy

"I guess but you should be a big brother and support him your mother told me your very detached why" he says

I just finger the cleaver in my pockets I have it on me in cases of danger, I don't just murder unaware people if I feel danger or emotion I react how ever slitting my uncles throat at my fathers funeral isn't the smartest thing to do

So I just steady my breathing not saying anything "Was it the abuse, he was just making you stronger our father did it to us" he says

I don't go out my way to torture my victims, I just cut or bite their flesh off and eat it, I try not to beat them, or taunt them, I may pull out a tongue buts that's because they screamed

I don't like loud noises or crying it makes me uncomfortable, not that killing effects me

I just walk off and I hear him mumble to him self as a hand meets mine and I meet the eyes of my brother "Where are you going" he says

His so innocent, so pure, yet no human is pure they have darkness that surrounds them, that drowns them, I was quiet as a kid, I was seen as kind even with my obsession of killing baby animals "somewhere to get my mind off things" I say

My throat feels sore after saying that many words my brother tried to get in my business a lot, tries to pull me in with his kindness but I'm too far gone, I'm not a sadist I don't want to hurt people

I just want to kill them, I want their flesh and looking at my brother now that's all I want, reapings start soon, but I have time, if I wipe out my whole family I will be free

I can go off and hide for the rest of my life, I don't need to try and act normal because I know I'm insane, I know I have a illness but I can't tell anyone, I don't want to be locked up, I just to bathe in human flesh "Can I come, I'm really scared" he says

"It's a quarter quell" I grunt

I wouldn't be chosen if they don't know my secret, so I should be okay but arrogance is a poison to humanity and I can't get ahead of my self "Please" he says

I nod as he follows me "Aren't you relieved" he says

"I guess" I say

I value my life even if I don't live it normally, I like living, and I'm afraid of death, the darkness, the afterworld as I know there is no way I will got to heaven

Or maybe I will be reborn and that's a scary thought, I hope when we die we appear in a place with four different paths and we choose the paths we want to go to

Then I will choose to become a animal or be in a dream world "So is this where you go, deep in the farmlands your not home much" he says

"I was avoiding father" I say

That isn't a lie, I was avoiding everyone really because I like my solitude how ever if I met someone like me with a similar addiction I would open up yet no one here is like that, if they are they are most likely going to be locked up or dead

I have to stay in control even if I go into my own world sometimes but I make my own world reality, a sick and twisted one "he was so mean to you but not me, he as going to help me with my bow tie day" he says

I was the only one in the funeral not dressed up, I really only stick with dark clothes because that's all I was given, my father said I am a dark person so I should dress like it

I was confused since I'm pale white but what floats his boat I guess

His probably talking about that inside I am a dark person but I just see the world differently "I'm actually really excited to see your hang out" he says bouncing on his feet

Purity doesn't settle well with me

Because Purity is fake

We make it to the cabin, I always make sure I clean the blood, get rid of the left overs, of the bodies because I don't need a remember of my illness

It's not that I'm not proud of it, it's just some people will question my stability if they were to see

"Wow it's so cool in here did father know" he says walking in, I close the door making sure I lock it, I know this is cruel but I can't have anything conflicting me my mind is unstable as it is

I don't need it to be on the tip of insanity "No one did" I say

Some people have cabins the peacekeepers don't come here but if I left blood or bones people will start to realise the killer is human, where are lucky we don't have proper forensics evidence otherwise I would be stuffed

He turns around looking around as I grip my cleaver, people may notice him not showing up to reapings but I won't have time to probably dispose the body, I put my hand on his shoulder "It's nice that you took me here" he says

I just nod bring the neck out and slitting his throat before he can even realise he drops to the ground looking at me with shock as I slam my boot on his knee killing him

I grab his body throwing it in the freezer and quickly washing my hands and getting changed, I lock the door walking out

I feel nothing

No guilt, no enjoyment, no regret just a empty void

My cabin isn't too far from the district square and people are less stressed then usual especially the younger ones yet I don't know how they choose, I still have this sick feeling it will be me

And I'm okay for that, then I don't need to hide I literally have 23 tributes I can prey upon, I can become the hunter instead of the hunted

I sign in, not many people here know me, not many of the city folks know the country folks because we are so far from each other, out Host rainbow or some shit like that dances into stage

She is rainbow literally and I scowl on how she ruined her flesh by colouring it and the sight of her in general, if I didn't believe the caption citizens were aliens then I would kill them but they hate it here "Welcome" She squeals in a high pitch voice that makes me flinch

"Now lets get started remember no volunteers" she says picking up the first blue envelope

"Luca Crossley"

I hear my mum wail from the parent section, as I hide my disgust at her reaction, great now all the tributes think I'm loved

I just shrug my way through making it on stage as she brings the microphone to my word "Any words handsome" she says

I almost say I want to butcher you alive but I just sneer at her and she steps back and I walk near the mentors, both of them looking impressed

"Trenner Fronium"

Name rings as well and when I see him come from the 16 year old section I know his a country boy, so he would know me as hateful and creepy not that it matters, he slowly stumbles onto to stage as the host does the same thing she did to me as he yelps tripping into me as I quickly pull him to his feet

"I quit" she yells throwing her microphone and strutting off

I follow the mentors of the stage both openly arguing who gets me but they don't know what I truly am

I don't either


Josiah Byron 18, District 6 Male


"I want 200 fucking dollars or no fucking deal" I growl at the men

"Please I just need morphing I don't have 200 dollars" he says

I look behind me seeing Harrison smirk at me as I stare back at the man stepping closer his eyes widen "What about you keep my half of Morphling" he says

I grab my hammer "Did you just call me a addict" I say stepping closer now, he looks afraid as I stare at the hammer

He fiddles through his pocket and I smirk this guy is a 30 or so, a morphing addict and his scared of me a 18 year old, I did build up quite a reputation as a touch guy and since we are the only illegal drug dealers, the poor morphing addicts come to us

Me and my mate are loaded and because everyone is scared shit of us we get away with it, Harrison is about 2 years older and was locked up in district prison for 4 years beating a forty year old when he was 12 and I am a well known street boy who beats anyone that annoys me

I'm not a killer though but it is fun getting into fights, he gives me a bunch of cash and a watch as I give him the Morphling as he sprints off, I look at the watch "Shit this has gems on it we are loaded" I say

Harrison high fives me counting the cash, I like solitude, but I knew Harrison before he went to prison as we lived next door to each other and each had fucked up parents, he use to write me letters in prison then when he got out he was given a house and asked me to live with him

I trust him then he told me he knows this block D-dog that has this supply of Morphling and we give him some of our earnings for his Morphling, because D-dog is now a doctor but likes having Morphling

D-dog is a cool bloke part of the gang I like hanging around, funny thing is my parents don't even know I'm gone not that they cared about me they were fucked up

We have a stall in the black market and the peacekeepers don't get down here because we are seen as violent, I love swinging my hammer and Harrison has this sniper gun he stole

"Let's go give this to D-dog" he says

I nod following him most of the criminals and street boys are young, D-dog also owns the black market and his in his early twenties, I don't know how he got the nickname but considering I saw him barking at a peacekeeper that's probably why, this district tried to lock away criminals but there are just to many

Now they lock murderers leaving the rest alive, to survive the street life in 6 you need to make a name for yourself, we are lucky we aren't a very pleasant district well the slums anyone, so you don't see many gangs, we make it to D-dogs office

"Bro's how is it going literally got a boat load of morhling" he says

His trying to start a business as a doctor but all he does is give the person Morphling and they become addicts which means more business for us, like I trust him, his a good guy if you show him aggression plus we do sell a lot of Morphling most because I threaten people with my hammer and Harrison has a sniper

I throw him the watch "Oh fuck this is a captiol watch, worth billions, where did you get this" he says

"Some guy, Josiah made him piss him self" Harrison says

"Well you guys don't need to pay me any more for the Morphling this money will last us a life time but let's still do the business I want to be a doctor" he says giving us a bag of money

"Thanks man" I say

"Although I don't get why neither of you smoke this bomb, it's great, makes me feel like I'm floating, hey isn't reaping day because if I have a overdose will I have to go" he says

Fuck I forgot about that shit "Yeah it is" Harrison says staring at me

"I don't give a fuck, there are a lot of crazies here I will be fine" I say

"What" D-Dog says shoving some more white powder in his mouth

"Didn't you watch the quell twist" I say

"No man I'm a liberal I don't like that shit" he says

What the fuck is a liberal?

I have to admit I was slightly afraid when I heard the twist, the fact that the tributes are chosen we weren't told why a tribute gets chosen but I know that they wouldn't just throw a modest Mary or Boring Bob

That's street slang for boring people with no lives, I'm a juvenile delinquent who sells Morphling and has a hissy fit when someone things I'm a addict, addicts can suck it

But we need them alive since they are a good source of income, well for us anyways "The tributes are pre chosen and Josiah isn't exactly a saint" Harrison says

I sneer at him "But Josy, isn't a addict or a prositute, or a rapist or the fuck up citizens of this district" he yells shoving more Morphling in his mouth

"Dude stop being so paranoid" I say to Harrison

"Im worried bro, like aren't you" he says

D-Dog just chuckles showing us a heart sign with his hands, we are like brothers, I depend on him, he depends on me and we only trust each other, I was always worried he will be reaped and I will be left alone

Now his the same, this district is huge and we dont have to take tesserae due to our job we are wealthy but now it doesn't matter because two males will be reaped "Yes but emotions are not my thing" I say

"Take some Morphling man will clear your mind" he says

I hate drugs and so does Harrison because our parents were fucked up addicts and even though we deal them we swore to never touch them, we want the money, we got a proper house and food, clothes, water all we need

Plus it is fun scaring people and hanging out with people like D-dog because we don't need manners and to be like adult, it's like a brotherhood down here, all the black market boys get along, we trust each other we dog argue

If one boy gets hurt by a gang we attack the gang, we look out for each other and it means a lot "We are good, see you tomorrow D-Dog" Harrison says

He saluted us off giggling to himself "I don't know where he gets all this from" I say

"Whatever he does we need, we are the most wealthy street boys in history" he says taking all of our money from today as we stuff it in our jackets walking outside, the slums aren't a nice place, homeless people whining on the streets, rubbish everywhere, that's why we live in the city not that I am scared it's just annoying getting these shoes dirty

We make it back home people already getting to reapings, we were late last year and I was tasered so bad I couldn't move properly for days, but it's my last year and I'm just praying I will be fine

The hunger games sickens me and I like living so I don't want to die, and I hate the captiol morons, I would struck one of them with a hammer and see if they have a brain, we make it home as I put the money in the box we hide under a floor bored

"So your not scared" he says

I don't know why he cares so much because normally we laughed readings off "Nope" I say

Am I

Fuck I ain't scared of anything

Well I don't think I am, the games are like six aren't they so I should be fine, we walk back out "I want to burn something" I say I'm not a pyromaniac or anything but it's fun

"Tonight, let's try to burn a Capitol car" he says

"Oh yes" I say bouncing on my feet, he goes to the audience as I sign in meeting the large pool of 18 years olds

What the fuck is that

That is my reaction when a fucking white horse thing, with a freaking horn and rainbow ducking rigbions gallops on stage, I miss the old host, she fell on the stage last year and started crying

Again not violent just hate the captiol

I should be a rebel but then I need to follow a code and I hate codes "I'm unicorn your new hotness" she says spinning around

Fuck this chick needs Morphling

She dances to the envelop as I really want to hang myself right now, fuck I hope this thing quits next year

"Josiah Byron" She sings

Well fuck

No actually FUCK

I stand shocked as I'm shoved forearm "Never fucking do that again" I yell at the boy punching him in the face as I try to run away but a peacekeepers grabs me and as much as I try to punch him he just drags me to stage throwing me on it "Any words sweetie" she says

I stare at her standing up "Yeah watch out for hammers" I sneer

One of the mentors chuckle "Oh my god I'm going to be killed" she screams running to the next envelope I just laugh to myself

Then I realise I shouldn't of said that because I may seem like a crazy murderer

"Alden Dromount" She says then she bolts of stage, as a blonde boy quickly walks onto stage looking at me wide eyed as I take his hand shaking it then walking off

Well this is fucked