A/N: Hey Everyone so here goes Chapter 3! I decided to do at least 3 more chapters! I'm a little upset I haven't gotten many reviews but I like the way the story is going so I'll still be posting! Thank you for those who have reviewed and have been following the reading click the green button below and tell me what you think!

***Frustration and Realization****

The next weeks flew by in slow motion. Emmett and Rosalie had gone out on a date the next night and to say they hit it off was an understatement. Emmett didn't even come home that night. The next day he told us how they had gone to Rose's apartment and were up talking and making out the whole night. She turned out to be everything he had imagined and more. Just like Jasper I could see the love in his eyes. I was happy for Emmett too but realizing that I still hadn't guessed VGs name was becoming more and more frustrating. It wasn't that I was getting tired of her it was just the wait that was killing me. It felt like a little kids wait for Christmas to come so that I could know what I received. Of course VG was much better then a Christmas present so that just made the wait more frustrating. I just kept telling myself that if she and I hit it off as fast as Emmett and Rose that I could wait. If she and I could feel the same love Jasper and Alice had then I could wait…a little longer.

Jasper and Alice started hanging out together more and more so the weekend after they met I got to meet her and Rose. They were exactly what Jasper and Emmett had described. Alice had so much energy that after a day with her I was exhausted. Rose on the other hand was a little stuck up but had a great personality and was very funny when Emmett would do something wrong. After introducing each other Alice decided we all needed new clothes so she dragged us all to the mall to shop.

"Oh my you guys really needed me! Come on we're going to the mall!" she shouted and dragged us out the door.

"Alice seriously, we are grown men we can take care of our own stuff pixie!" Emmett groaned and tried to head back into the house.

"Emmett honey, please just do this for me" Rosalie pouted knowing that Emmett would never deny her anything. A few days of seeing each other and he was already wrapped around her little finger. He groaned, picked her up and started towards his jeep.

"Emmett, let me down now! My hair will get messed up!" Rose giggled and started pounding Emmett's back. He put her down once he opened the door to the jeep and kissed her on the lips briefly before walking over to the drivers' side. Seeing them like that made my heart sputter, knowing that could be me and VG.

During the day I tried to get information from Alice and Rose about VG but they wouldn't budge. They would tell me I simply had to wait until I got her name right.

Two hours of shopping later we were done so Rose, Emmett and I left poor Jasper with the little pixie and headed off to do our own thing.

Of course Emmett and Rosalie went back to her apartment and I stopped by the music store to play the piano. I found that every time I played I wished that I would get to see the brown eyed girl again. To my utter disappointment she never returned to the store. I found myself wondering if VG was as beautiful as her. Was her hair the nice brownish red as the girl at the music store? Did she have the same brown doe eyes? Did her cheek get turn that nice color of red when she blushed too? It really didn't matter because I knew that no matter what, VG would be the most beautiful girl I've ever met. She didn't need to have any of the features that the brown eyed girl had.

So here I sat on a Saturday night at home on the computer IMing VG. We had already made our guesses and still nothing. I was really stressed from class and work and frustrated that we hadn't guessed right yet, so I wasn't too happy at the moment.

VampireGurl: Hey are you ok? You've been quiet tonight...

MindReader: I'm fine just a little annoyed...

VampireGurl: Am I annoying you? If so I can get off...

MindReader: No not at all I'm just frustrated I guess...

VampireGurl: Why? I don't like that you're frustrated...

MindReader: With this...with everything...

VampireGurl: :-( I'm sorry that it's frustrating you...If you don't want to talk anymore I understand.

MindReader: That's not what I want...Look I'm sorry I'm going to head out. ttyl

VampireGurl: I'm sorry too :-(

MindReader signed off...

I wasn't trying to be rude to her but I was annoyed and didn't want to deal with it right now. I know I shouldn't have been such a jerk but I had to get out the apartment. I grabbed my wallet and keys and headed out the apartment. I decided to head to the library and do some reading since that always seemed to relax me. I headed to the young-adult section and pulled out my favorite book "Breaking Dawn". I sat at the one of the tables and started to read. A few minutes later I heard someone walk over to the table I was sitting at.

"Excuse me is this seat taken?" the girl asked.

When I lifted my head to see who it was I was meet with a set of brown eyes. They were the same set of eyes from the music store. As I looked into her eyes I saw so many emotions in them. They seemed upset, afraid, nervous and sad and than as if she knew what I saw she looked down.

"No please sit" I smiled and motioned to the chair across from me.

"Thank you" she sat and opened her book. I noticed she was reading "Twilight" and chuckled.

"Very good book there" I said looking over at her.

"Yeah I know it's my favorite" she smiled up from her book. When she smiled it seemed genuine but it didn't reach her eyes. They still held the same emotions.

"I prefer this one" I motioned to the book in my hand.

"Well it's a good book but what I love about this one" she said motioning to her book "is that he thinks that he's a monster but she doesn't see that she see's how beautiful his soul and heart is and falls in love with him because of that and not his appearance or anything else."

When she spoke I couldn't help but notice how her smiled reached her eyes like she was thinking of two other people instead of the two characters in the book. When she finished they went back to how they were. She was really struggling with something.

"I see what you mean. I like this book because in this book she finally gets to be his equal and together they overcome the difficulties. We see they never loss the love they have for each other through everything. Their love continues to grow through the whole book" I smiled over at her trying erase some of those emotions for her beautiful brown eyes.

"I see your point." As she said this I still could see sadness in her eyes. I was surprised at how much is bothered me to see her so unhappy.

"Hey are you ok?" I whispered looking over at her.

She looked up and smiled at me but once again the smile didn't reach her eyes "Yeah I'm sorry I'm just thinking about something. I'm sorry to be interrupting you." she whispered.

"No you're not interrupting anything. Actually I'm just reading just so that I could stop thinking about some stuff and well conversation would help too." I gave her a half smile remembering my conversation with VG.

"Yeah me too that's why I'm here." she said looking down at her book.

"Do you want to talk about it?" I didn't mean to be nosy but I wanted to know what or who was making her so sad.

"It's nothing just upset about something that happened with a close friend" she started fiddling with the book.

"Yeah same here. I was a real jerk to someone I care about and she'll probably be angry with me" I whispered feeling guilty about the way I treated VG.

"Yeah I know what you mean. My friend seems to be angry with me too and I feel horrible that he's angry because I really care for him a lot." she whispered and looked at me

"I can't imagine anyone being angry with you. I'm sure he's upset about something else. You should talk to him about it" I suggested. She seemed like she was thinking about it and then suddenly looked up and smiled.

"Yeah I think I will. Thank you. And I think your friend will forgive you for being a jerk. I can't imagine anyone being mad at you for so long." she smiled and looked down. I saw her cheeks turn a light color of red and smiled. "Well I should go. It was nice seeing you again. And thanks for listening to me" she got up and grabbed her book off the table.

"No thank you for listening to me and it was nice seeing you again." I said. She nodded and then turned and walked off.

Realizing I didn't get her name I got up and walked out toward the front of the library. When I reached the entrance I didn't see her anywhere in site. Once again I let her walk away from me without getting a name. I sighed and headed home to talk to my favorite girl.

When I walked into the apartment I noticed Jasper and Emmett weren't home so I walked up to my room and logged on my computer. When I signed on I saw that I had an IM from earlier.

VampireGurl: Hey I'm really sorry this is frustrating. I feel the same way but we made a commitment and we can't break it. I hope you aren't too angry with me because I don't want to lose the best thing that has ever happened to me. ttyl :-(

That IM alone made my whole world crash. I didn't want her to think I was angry with her. I could never be angry with her. I felt like a total jerk. She said I was the best thing that happened to her but she didn't know that she was the best thing that happened to me. Before VG I didn't have many friends and I didn't hang out with people. I did the basics went to school, work and then got home and locked myself in my room. That was until I meet her and she encouraged me to start playing again and hanging out with Emmett and Jasper. I owed her my life for what she did. Then it hit me! I knew right then and there that I was going to meet VG soon and I was going to love her forever. Before heading to bed I wrote VG an IM.

MindReader: It is frustrating I won't lie and I know we made a commitment and we won't break it. I don't ever want you to think I could be angry with you. You can never make me angry on the contrary you're the reason I smile and laugh everyday. You brought life back to my world for that I will always be grateful. Hope you have a good day tomorrow. Love you....

Ever since I told VG about me loving her as a friend I hadn't said it again until tonight. I know she would only take it as last time but for the first time I didn't mean it as that. I loved her and it didn't matter what she looked like anymore because I loved her for who she was. The words that the brown eyed beauty had said in the library rang in my head "she fell in love with his beautiful heart and soul" and I realized that I had fell in love with VG because of her beautiful heart and soul not because of her looks. I decided I would wait as long as I needed to meet her. She wasn't going anywhere and I was never going to leave her or hurt her. I didn't want to ever see the emotions I saw in the eyes of the brown eyed stranger, in the eyes of VG.