A/N: DAMNIT! I hate deadlines! My internet was down...so here's the next few entries!
May 19, 2001
He won't go away! I see him outside my window at night! But my room's on the second floor! He shouldn't be able to see me, but he taps on the window until I go over there! Then... I don't remember. I wake up lying on the floor and the window would be open. I'm so scared... I don't know what to do!
May 20, 2001
I need to get away from here. I need to run. But I feel like it doesn't matter if I run or not. He'll always find me. I can't get away. I wish I could remember what happens when he comes around. There's always a lot of time that passes and I don't even remember what I did! It scares me so much! My family's starting to get worried about me. They say I look like I haven't eaten or slept in days. It's because I haven't. I don't want to go to sleep. I'm scared that he might get into my dreams. Can he do that? I don't want to find out...
May 21, 2001
Where would I run? He'd just find me. At first I didn't mind being around him. Now I get terrified whenever I try to remember what happened. I can't eat. I can't sleep. I can barely go out of my house to get to school. And when I'm at school I keep drawing him. I don't realize I'm doing it until the picture is done. He messes with my mind. Makes me do things I don't want to do. Makes me think about him even though it's the last thing I want to do. My mom said I should go see a counselor, but that won't help. They won't believe me. I wouldn't believe me. I don't want to believe that this is happening to me. It's all too unreal. It's too scary. This kind of thing only happens in stories! Not real life! It's impossible! I'm probably crazy. I'm going to go see the counselor tomorrow. Maybe they'll know what's wrong. I don't think they will, but it's worth a try right?
A/N: I'll try to post the next few entires soon (even though no one reads them) When school gets out I'll be able to write more.
