He opened the door of the TARDIS, he looked out at this magical world around him. The grass purple and the trees red. The creatures around all different shapes and sizes. He slammed the door behind him, and began to explore. The air was slightly cold, but there was no breeze. He looked around the mystical forest, and saw a cliff. It was very big and of cause the first idea to pop into the doctors head was to climb it. So the Doctor turned his shoulder and said, "What do you say about…" He than stoped realising he was still alone, he had no one to explore with and no one to brag to.

This completely took over the Doctor's excitement to climb the cliff, it made him nervous, and made him realise that there was more to living than he had ever thought before.

The war changed the Doctor, changed him physically and mentally. The war made him rough and uneasy. It also made him depend on people more than he had ever before. The war brought on danger and affairs, it also brought on the extinction of the Doctor's whole race, and brought down his loved home planet. Sure the Doctor had done a lot of good like save Earth at least 70 times and he stoped the destruction of Numart in the near future. But that didn't make up for what he had done in that war, sure the Daleks had struck first but, he can't help but feel responsible.

The Doctor slowly walked back towards the TARDIS, he just really didn't feel like doing anything to important, he just wanted to relax, he just wanted to go back and stop everything he did, and just die in the war, leaving all the time lords to die, like they should have.

But if the Doctor had died then the Daleks would have won, the universe would have never been safe. The Doctor would have never met Rose, he would have never stuffed up Donna's life and he would have never killed Astrid, he wouldn't have left Jack's and Martha's love unfulfilled and he would have never saved the Earth the few times they have needed him lately.

The Doctor thought about what happened, he thought about if it happened again he would change a few things, and how if he kept going the way he was going, avoiding a contact of humans than he would never have fun again, and if the Doctor couldn't have fun, than what could he have.