DISCAIMERE: First chapter
SUMMARY: First chapter
Sorry for the short chapter..
Chapter 3
Four months had gone by, FOUR months and Buffy's hole in her heart hadn't healed a bit. She still missed him so her stomach hurt; she still visited his grave every day.
She was sitting in her room.
*FLASHBACK*
Buffy and Spike were in bed lying next to each other.
"Now why won't you let me in you ass?" Spike asked.
"Because it's……icky."
"Oh I promise it won't be icky, girls love it."
"Oh that makes it better."
"The point was that probably 9 out of 10 I have done it with have loved it."
"SPIKE! I don't want to hear about the 10 woman you've conquered!"
"Oh I have conquered more than 10…"
"SPIKE! …how many exactly?"
"I will tell you on one condition."
"I'm not letting Spike Jr. in my ass."
"Then I won't tell you."
"Okay then, tell me now and then I let you. How. Many. Women?"
"You're my hundred."
"You slept with 99 girls BEFORE me?!"
"Yupp."
"And all these were a relationship."
"Nope." He moved to kiss her neck.
He moved up to kiss her and when she didn't kiss back he said, "it isn't that big of a number, I lost my virginity when I was sixteen, and now I'm twenty-six that's 10 years from each other 365 times 10 is 3650 and you split that on 100 is 36,5. It is only 36 to 37 girls each year… and that is… around 3 girls each month."
"When you put it that way it is still a lot but it sounds smaller than 99 girls."
"Good," He kissed her and she kissed back now.
He broke the kiss and got a bottle of 'Astro Glide' and a condom pack from the drawer.
"Now, get on your stomach and do what I say.
*END FLASHBACK*
She heard the doorbell down stairs and went slowly to the door and opened it and outside was Riley, great (!)
"Hey Buffy," he said and walked past her.
"Hey just let yourself in…" She said ironically.
"So what do you want?" She asked him.
"Oh I just wanted to talk… You see, I just wanted to ask you something."
"Shoot." She said, trying to be quick as possible to get him to leave.
"I just wondered, would you like to get a cup of coffee with me some day?"
"Like a date?"
"Yeah…"
"Just let me get this straight, you come here four months after my fiancé DIED and you ask me out?! I can't see anyone in this time; I can't even get over him. I loved him, no make that love and you ask me for a date!?" she yelled at him.
"So that's a no then?"
"God do you own a brain?! Just get out! Get out, get out, get out!" She yelled after him as he ran down the driveway. Maybe I was a little hard on him.
***
Buffy drove up in his car to the cemetery, fresh flowers with her she went down and sat at his tomb, crying.
"Hey, it's me again. I can't believe it has been four months now, days have just flown by. Actually the only thing I am looking forward to now is here, talking with you. Your clothes don't smell like you anymore… And I can't think of a special thing that was you, generally I would have thought of your coat but since you were wearing that I can't actually have that to remind me of you… I miss you so much, I keep thinking on what it would have been like if you wouldn't went overboard. Would you have been with me here then, supporting me, loving me, holding me? I miss you SO much; you were my dream guy I didn't think exist. And when I found you I lost you? That doesn't make any sense! And you know what the worst part is? I can't go on with my life, I don't know if I can see other people because I don't know if you are dead. Not that I want to see anyone, but this guy Riley asked me out and I yelled at him and told him to get out, I'm losing it without you, I don't want to be with a guy at the moment but it had been nice to know, you know? Well, I guess I'll be back tomorrow talk to you about other things. I miss you, and I love you, I still love you. And if you really are dead, I want you to know that it is a place for you in my heart forever."
"There's a place in my heart for you too forever." A male voice said behind her.
She saw her guy there, he was thinner and hadn't shaved since he probably went overboard and his bleached hair wasn't bleached anymore, "William?" she said tears in her eyes.
A/N: :O He is back? How? Will there be a happy ending, only way to find out is to read the next chapter, and PLEASE review my story :) And sorry if you are a Riley fan I just don't like him that much.
