Standard Disclaimer Applied


I remember being like her. I was a pathetic human who saw nothing but what was in front of me. I was normal and I had a chance to continue being normal but I wasted it. I ruined my brother and my life for one thing…well rather one person. I thought of what I wanted and ignored all the possibilities. Choosing only to see things the way I wanted, to see only what I desired. In fact I would have done anything and everything to get what I wanted. Now I realize I was just like her. Of course I beat myself up just for resembling Bella Swan in the slightest. She was weak but that all changed no weakness was allowed in the Volturi. No compassion or doubt, if they were wrong or if they had opposed the Volturi they were dead. The Volturi gave no second chances; it was amusing she had come up with that very own line from her own experiences. Yet the saying was true they gave no second chances you screw up once and you're dead. You do what they don't see fit and they kill you, or rather they let you join the Volturi because of your talents and ruin whatever sanity you have ever possessed. There were no second chances, there wasn't a reset button and no matter how long you live you can't forget your past nor can you run from it. It's inescapable and no matter how much you will the past to unravel it won't and the easiest way out is death but alas no second chances are made. In the end I am a mere puppet running in search of an escape yet I know I will never find peace of mind because they Volturi control me and they give no second chances. They give no freedom or chance for remorse. They barely give first chances.


So short :P