Chapter 3: Stress
[Starfire's POV]
I woke up on my bed again. Sure I knew why I was there, but I didn't know how long I was asleep again. Nobody was there at my bed. I got up and walked out. I was in my regular clothes. I walked into the kitchen where Raven was sitting.
"Friend Raven, what happened?" I asked and Raven turned around.
"You passed out again, you've only been out for an hour" Raven said and got up.
"Are we having dinner soon?" I asked and Raven nodded.
"I'll cook" I said and walked to the stove as Storm and Robin came down the stairs. I looked at Robin, but I turned away before he could see me looking at him.
"Hey Star, need help?" Storm asked and I shook my head.
"No" I snapped back. Storm took a step back and sat down at the table. Cyborg and Beast Boy came down the stairs.
"Hey Star, you're awake!!" Beast Boy said
"She was ever asleep?" Robin asked and the boys looked at each other.
"Um... No" Cyborg said and I smiled to myself as the others gathered around the table.
"What's for dinner Star?" Beast Boy asked and I turned around.
"Well I was wondering what you guys would like?" I asked
"I was thinking pizza, but if you want to make something, it's fine" Cyborg said and I nodded.
"I'll make fresh pizza then" I said and the others looked at me.
"Really?" Beast Boy asked and I nodded.
"Of course, I know how!!" I said and turned around to the stove.
"Beast Boy, I'll make you a special one!!" I said before Beast Boy could speak about the meat. I could tell that Beast Boy was probably smiling.
"Are you sure you don't want help?" Raven asked and I nodded.
"I could use help, thank you Raven" I said and Raven got up to help me. Storm I knew was going to protest, but somebody stopped her. I was glad somebody did stop her. I wouldn't want my sister I hated helping me. Me and Raven made a very good team. We were finished into two hours. When everything was set on the table, everybody ate. I did not eat anything because I was not hungry.
"I am not hungry" I said
"Come on Starfire, you haven't eaten all day" Beast Boy said and I gave in. I picked up one piece of pizza and sat down next to Raven and Cyborg. I ate slowly and looked at everybody at the table. Tomorrow was the day I was leaving. But nobody knew that except Storm and she probably forgot. I would miss dinning here and doing stuff with my friends, but that doesn't mean I would stay. When I finished I got up.
"I'm sorry, excuse me" I said and washed my plate and quickly walked out of the room. I went to my room quickly packing everything I needed. Then I got to my memory book. Seeing me happy, was so different then seeing me this way. I dropped the memory book and looked in the mirror. I saw something I never wanted to see. I saw myself unhappy. I was a mess..... I had dark bags under my eyes. I needed sleep. I turned away from the mirror. I walked back to my bed. I laid down and fell asleep knowing I was going to lose to my little sister Storm....
The next day....
I woke up and got ready for the wedding. I wasn't going to destroy my sisters wedding, I just wasn't that kind of person. I put on my dress and did my make up. I put on a white eye shadow and a reddish blush. I put dark red lipstick on. I curled my hair before Terra knocked lightly on my door.
"Yes?" I asked and the doors slid open. Terra stood there.
"What is it Terra?" I asked and Terra looked at me.
"It's time, and your parents are here" Terra said and I nodded.
"Let's go together" I said and Terra nodded slightly.
"Wait, you go, I have to do something!!" I said and Terra walked out of my room and the doors slid close. I sighed and turned around towards my bed. I sank to my knees as I pulled my suit case out from under the bed. I turned to look around my room before I walked out. I rested my suit case against the wall as I walked out and to the surroundings of the T tower where everybody was. My hair blew in the wind and I smiled at Raven. I went to stand next to her.
"I'm glad you came" Raven said and I nodded. It started and my heart was breaking. As Storm came down the center, I was dying inside. I heard the, say their I do's and the minister ask if anybody objected. I DO I DO I DO!! I yelled in the inside, and Storm flashed me a look. I didn't say anything and soon they were happily married. Married.... That was the world that shot holes through my heart. Raven looked at me and I turned away. A tear fell from my eyes.
"What?" I asked
"Are you okay Starfire?" Raven asked and I nodded. Storm came over and hugged me. I pushed her off.
"Come on Star, you must be happy for me right?" Storm asked and I shook my head.
"I will never be happy for you" I said and Storm gave me a look like "come-on-I'm-getting-married-and-I-want-my-big-sister-to-be-happy-for-me." I looked away from her.
"I have to go" I whispered to Storm.
"No Starfire....." Storm started, but trailed off.
"Good-bye" I said and walked away from her. I went into the T tower. I had a lot of stress built up inside of me. I picked up a piece of paper and wrote a note to the other titans. When I was done, I read it over.
Dear Friends,
I wish you not to fret over me, but I am leaving.... Sad to say I am returning to Tamaranian..... I wish you all good-bye and that you guys probably won't see me again.... Have a great future Storm and Robin and I wish you the best. I am sorry I did not say a proper good-bye.... Storm, don't try to find me because I'm not coming back.... Beast Boy and Cyborg I will miss watching you play video games. Raven I will miss not talking to you and thank you for all you've done for me. Terra you were a great friend and I will never forget you. Robin, have a nice life with Storm.....
Love,
Starfire
I dropped the note to the ground as I ran upstairs to my room. Everybody was gone from the tower because they were having a party in town. I grabbed my suit case and ran up to the roof. I looked at the T tower one last time before I flew off. Good-bye planet..... Good-bye home.....
A/N: I know, I know you're totally going to hate me for Starfire leaving!! But this adds a twist to everything!! Don't worry, I promise all of you this will be a ROBSTAR story!! Nothing ever could break them up!! Other then stupid Raven!! I have nothing against Raven, she's one of my favorite characters, but I like her ONLY with Beast Boy or Cyborg.
I HATE it when she's with Robin because I think Starfire and Robin are meant to be!! Okay, you're probably wondering why I'm going on and on about this, but I am ending it now!! (JK) I do not own Teen Titans, yadda yadda yadda!! Just for all you people out there, Starfire was not born when she was nine if any of you are wondering!! I have no idea how you got that idea, but I'm just saying that!! So enjoy this chapter and the next chapter is coming out soon, so review!!
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