Christina and I finally reach the Zeke's apartment, I can feel my heart sink. Zeke acts like he has forgiven me but it never felt that way. Well, sometimes it did, sometimes it felt like he forgot about what happened to Uriah and decided to move on but sometimes I feel like I lost him. I lost my best friend. Obviously, Christina is one of my best friends but she isn't Zeke. I pause just outside the building, I had no idea he lived here. I was just about to step inside when Christina grabs my hand and motions me to the pole leading to the top of the building.

"You know I'm afraid of heights." I sigh. She rolls her eyes and starts climbing on the pole. As I watch her she reminds me of Tris. Tris was fearless. Stupidly fearless. I vowed I would never do anything Dauntless again. It's just too painful. I can't be brave again. When preforming an act of bravery, you always have something to fight for. Tris was that something to fight for. Now I have nothing.

"Come on!" Christina Groans. I grab onto the pole and start climbing, I was only three feet high and I feel like i'm about to explode. I climb another two feet and look at my reflection into the mirror. I see Tris. Tris is smiling at me and motioning me to climb further. To continue. A tear falls from my eye.

"Tris..." I croak, but then she disappear. Reminding me that she is forever gone. I continue to climb up further. Her smile fades and she points to Christina, then she's gone. I climb up, catching up with Christina.

"Woah. Did you get over your fear of heights?" She laughs.

"No." I croak, trying to hold back the tears. When will I ever stop thinking about Tris? Christina opens a window to her right and climbs in, I follow.

"ZEKE!" She screeches.

"Yeah?" Zeke says, walking out of the kitchen. He looks at me and smiles. I'm glad he's kind of forgiven me.

"Are you joining us?" He laughs. My smile fades.

"You know we're going zip lining right?" He asks. I glare at Christina and she glares at me.

"He's ready." Christina Scoffs.

"Okay. Let's go." He says as he jumps out the window, Christina looks at me.

"Are you ready?" Christina sighs grabbing my hand, trying to pull me forward.

"Hell no..." I scoff