Hello everybody! =D this is the last chapter. You're all just lucky I was in a good mood when I wrote this. XP XD lolz well, just like any other time, please comment, because it makes me happy. OwO
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Chapter 3
Everything was dark and cold. No light, no light at all no matter where he looked. Why was it so cold? He could see himself perfectly, but everything else was a cold dark mass. Allen walked forward again, but he didn't know if he was actually moving since the scenery didn't change. Suddenly, there was a muffled noise that came from in every direction. It sounded so sacred, so distressed. As Allen continued to walk foreword the words became clearer and he could recognize the voices.
"You have to calm down! He passed out from lack of blood, that's all!" a man's voice shouted. Allen recognized it as the man who set the transfusion up on him and Lavi.
"How do you know that?! He could be dying slowly as we speak!" there was that distressed voice.
Allen's throat closed up when he recognized it as Lavi's. he thought the fog would've consumed him by now, so why could he still hear them. He wanted to open his eyes and reach up to comfort his lover, but he couldn't move. His body was numb and the darkness was slowly closing in on him; he couldn't see his knee and down anymore. Was the fog finally taking him away? He hopped so. Being alive and just laying there on the edge of death was causing Lavi too much pain. He wanted to take that pain all away, so his love could live the happy life he disserved.
"He'll be fine, trust me," the paramedic replied in a clam voice. Allen could barely make out the words as the darkness engulfed him.
'This is it for me….good bye Lavi….I love you,' then all when black.
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Lavi ran along side the doctors as the rushed Allen to urgent care, stumbling a few times because the transfusion made him light headed. Despite everyone saying Allen was fine, he knew he wasn't there was something wrong with Allen that the doctors could never see by looking at him, or cutting him open. He knew that, but he refused to believe that allen was in trouble again and this time there was absolutely nothing he could do to help. He felt useless, none the useless.
"Mr. Bookman, I need you to stay out here," one of the surgeons told him with a solemn look on his face. Normally, Lavi would've put up a fight in order to stay by his lover's side, but he knew this wasn't the time to be so childish. Allen didn't need him at his side at that very moment, so he would watch from afar.
The surgeons prepared to cut open Allen's side to fix his broken ribs and Lavi watched. Kanda, Lenalee, and everyone else were there finally and he could hear them talking softly to one another. Kanda walked out to Lavi and asked him something, but he didn't pay attention and ignored the Japanese man in favor for Allen.
A little more than an hour and Allen was done. His ribs had to have a metal plate on them until they were fully healed then he would have to get them taken off. He looked so peaceful just lying there under the thin hospital sheets. Lavi reached down and stroked his cheek; it was bumpy fro the bandage over the carving on his eye.
'What kind of person could do something like this to another person? Human beings…truly are disgusting,' Lavi thought to himself, but looking over the body of the only person he did and ever will love, he knew the white haired boy was the only exception.
He was so kind and gentle, never starting fights. Selfless and innocent was the only words to describe him. He gave everything in order to make the people he cared about happy. He knew that Allen would probably give his own life to the happiness of someone else. Allen was such a strange person and Lavi couldn't wrap his mind around why he was so different from other humans. But, he loved Allen more than his own life, and he was okay with that as his only answer.
The door opened and he heard Lenalee walk in slowly as if almost cautious. She had been quiet since she and the others had gotten there, which was odd, and it made Lavi worried about what 'caused that. Did she see Allen in his bloody, mangled form?
"Lavi-Kun," Lenalee said straight out.
Lavi turned his head to look at her. She was sitting in the uncomfortable arm chair by the door with her hands folded on her lap. Her face was solemn and blank as she kept her gaze on Allen.
"Don't worry, Lenalee, Allen will be okay!" Lavi said while trying to force an encouraging smile to his face. But, he couldn't when he didn't even know if his own words were true.
Lenalee shook her head. "I know, but that's not what I came in here for."
Confused, Lavi turned his full attention to Lenalee. "Lavi-kun," she started, "are you and Allen-Kun together?"
Lavi froze as he looked at her with a startled expression. She found out, but Lavi didn't know (though he did suspect Kanda) she would. They've never done anything to give it away because Lavi respected the fact that Allen didn't want to hurt her.
"Why would you ask such a thing? Allen and I are just friends."
"Don't lie to me! I saw you! You kissed him in the ambulance and not even family kisses like that!" she exclaimed as tears streamed down her face. She covered her eyes with her hands and cried. "Why wouldn't you tell me? Did you think I would hate te two of you? Or do you just hate me?"
"Lenalee," Lavi called out softly as he walked over to her, "hey, now…I'm sorry Lenalee. We don't hate you, we love you. You're like a little sister to both of us. But that's just it. Allen only though of you as he sister and he knew you liked him. He made me promise not to do anything that would give away our relationship around you. I'm sorry." Lavi patted the top of her head in a comforting way. "When Allen wakes up, I'll talk to him about this so you don't have to go through this again, 'Kay?"
Lenalee looked up at Lavi with tear filled eyes and nodded slowly. Lavi smiled at her and she stood up and left the room, once again leaving Lavi and Allen alone. Lavi walked back over to where he was before and stoked the top of Allen's hand. "We're in some more trouble, just to let you know. It's gonna be quite eventful when you wake up… if you wake up…" Lavi felt his throat get tighter when he said the last part, but it was true; he had no idea if Allen would ever wake up again.
Allen's heart suddenly became unnaturally fast and the speed only continued. Doctors ran in just in time to see him flat line and Lavi went numb. He was barely aware of Lenalee crying in the background and Kanda holding her back, and he was barely aware of the doctors that were trying to electrocute him back to life. He just stared at Allen, barely breathing and blinking. He didn't have any thoughts or emotions, he was just and empty shell filled with a sic kingly numb feeling.
'Is this what it's like to lose someone you love? I'm disappointed….I thought I'd be in more pain….isn't my pain something Allen disserves? Or is my lack of pain what he should really get?' Lavi thought to him self when everyone calmed down. Allen's heart was beating again, and at a healthy rate too. Lenalee was crying into the chest of a pissed off Kanda (he doesn't like tears or comforting people) and the doctors were finally leaving. Slowly, feeling began to seep back into Lavi as he realized his lover was okay. But, even so, he knew his mind would not rest until the boy was in perfect health.
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Allen lay on a vast pool of nothingness, the fog covering anything he looked at. If the fog was supposed to take him to heaven, then why was it so dark and boring? Or was that really hell? If it was one of the two, Allen was surprised at how the churches view on them were so off. But, then again, who could be certain of something you could only imagine?
Allen sat up. The black surroundings were getting lighter, now a dark grey. Not only that, but the fog was getting clearer and there was ground. Allen was standing on what looked like a graveled path, so without anything else to do, he began to walk. As he got further it got lighter until he saw a tunnel ahead that glowed in a brilliant white. He walked towards it again and when he put his hand in to the white, he felt warm. Interested, he walked all the way through and was blinded by how bright it was.
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Allen moaned ever so quietly that a normal person wouldn't hear it, but someone did. They called out his name, but he ignored it. He was in so much pain! His eye hurt, his leg, his chest and his arm were aching terribly and to top it off, he couldn't move. Slowly, Allen opened his eyes to look around. The walls were a pale yellow with a off-white trim along the ceiling. The bed sheet were also a pale yellow and everything smelt of disinfectant. Next to his bed he could hear a steady beeping noise, which ended up making his head hurt. Suddenly, red and green flew into his vision.
It was a person with shimmering red hair and one visible green eye - the other was covered up by a eyes patch. Worry; joy; pain; sorrow; relief. All those expressions and more flashed across te handsome man's face when Allen looked at him. His eyes became glass, but no tears spilled over. His smile wasn't crooked one Allen remember, but it was dazzling.
"Allen…you're alright…" the red haired boy whispered more to himself than anything. That's when it came back to him; that handsome man was Lavi, his lover.
Flashbacks of the incident flashed through his mind, but looking up at Lavi's over joyed expression was enough to keep him out of that nightmarish time. But, he instantly became confused. He thought he had died. He even gave out his last good bye to him.
"Lavi?" Allen asked, his brows withering in confusion.
"Lenalee! Yuu-Chan! He woke up!" Lavi exclaimed happily while looking back at the door. When he heard the door swing open and to people walk in was when Lavi looked back down at him. Lavi grasped his right hand, careful to not cause his broken wrist any pain.
"Lavi…am I in heaven?" Allen asked as he looked around. Is two closest friends and his lover were here, so how else would you explain it.
Lavi chuckled softly and rubbed his cheek on Allen's hand. "Heaven? Why would you think that, silly?"
"Because you're here," Allen replied without hesitation, unaware of how corny it sounded. Kanda made a disgusted sound in the background, but Lavi looked down at him with a loving gaze.
"No, you're not in heaven." Lavi leaned down and place a gentle kiss on Allen's lips.
Allen blushed slightly and smiled up at Lavi. "You're right," allen agreed making Lavi seem even happier, "I must be in hell because Kanda's here."
"You must not be feeling to bad to try to pick a fight with me, Moyashi! I have nothing against hurting cripples!" Kanda exclaimed angrily, but was held back by Lenalee.
The three (obviously not including Kanda) laughed at the joke. Four day's later, Allen was considered fit to leave, so Lavi brought him home. Needless to say, the only thing that kept Cross from continuing to work Allen to the bone was that Lavi wouldn't allow it; he did both his and Allen's chores. Soon after Allen's release, Lavi bought a apartment for him and Allen. They moved out, leaving Cross in a large house with only Timcampy as company.
The Noah and the Earl were found guilty for numerous charges and were put to the death sentence. Even knowing that they were dead didn't stop Allen from suffering. Almost every night Allen had a memory of that day and he would wake up panicked and scared, and every time, Lavi would hold him in his arms. That seemed to be Allen's only cure for such horrible nightmares, knowing that his love for Lavi was stronger than his fear. And that was all he would ever need.
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WHOO FAIL!! XD;; this fanfic was turning out so nice, then this chapter ruined it. ^^; had all you scared for a while there, didn't I? XD lolz well, I just like messing with you guys! X3 it's all done now, btw! =D but, I'm currently working on two other one shots at the time, both that I'm very fond of. =w=
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