A/N: I still don't own Glee or any of the character/actors... thank you for your reviews and feedbacks, I really really appreciate it. Remember to tell me what you think, either it's good or bad, I want to know, it's important to me! :)
Oh, and dialogues are in italic, thought in bold and other things in capital letters. Enjoy!
"Woah..."
Quinn lays on her bed, fixing the ceiling, for hours, thinking about how on earth she fell in love with Rachel Berry. Hell, she didn't even know she's gay! Oh God, is she?
"What am I gonna do? I can't be kicked out of my house again... no one will even believe me, damn it! I got pregnant, I've dated boys before, and now I'm gay? And for Rachel Berry, not a random girl! I tortured her for so many years... how can they think I'm saying the truth? How can I believe it and deal with the fact that I like her?"
Her thoughts gets interrupted by her phone buzzing... she looks at the clock and wow, did she really stay there like a fool for two hours thinking about a girl? She casts a smile at Charlie, purring at the foot of the bed, and takes the phone checking who's texting her.
1 NEW MESSAGE: SAN
"HEY Q, LISTEN UP, BRITT WANTS YOUR NEW CAT, OR WHATEVER ANIMAL YOU JUST BOUGHT, AND LORD TUBBINGTON TO MEET, AND REMEMBER THAT WHAT MY GIRL WANTS, MY GIRL GETS! LOVE YA."
She rolls her eyes at her friend... Santana still sends her these kind of text even if she know that Quinn would never let down Brittany. She at least hopes Tubb won't eat Charlie.
As she sends her reply and put the phone back on the nightstand, it starts ringing again, and thinking it's Brittany asking her about Charlie, she picks up without checking the caller: "Hey there!"
"Hey Quinn! Wow, you picked up fast, were you waiting for a call?"
Holy crap, Rachel.
"Great, just what I needed." she sighs running a hand through her hair and esitates... "Okay. She probably just wants to wish you goodnight, nothing special. It has happened before, right? So, nothing has changed... yes! Nothing except you fell in love with this dwarf! A damn cute and adorable dwarf."
"H-hey Rachel! No no, don't worry, I was playing a game and so I didn't have to search for the phone! Did you need something? I wasn't expecting your call!"
"Enough, Fabray, she probably thinks you're high by how cheery you sound, get a grip on yourself, stop rambling and let's face this."
"Oh, okay! I won't keep you for long, I just wanted to thank you for today... you know, the whole Finn and Nyada thing, it was really important to me... actually, YOU were important to me."
"Oh my God, is she really saying this?"
"If I hadn't found you, I don't know what I would have done or who I'd have talked to."
"Yo – she coughs a couple of times, her mouth had gone dry the moment the word "important" left Rachel's mouth. - Sorry. You don't need to thank me. That's what friends are for, right?"
"Yes, maybe... but, you see, I never had any real friend beside Kurt, and well, I couldn't go to him this time... so, again, thank you from the bottom of my heart!"
"I can accept it just if you bake me some "thank you" cookies..." she smirks while saying this.
"Quinn! When will you stop teasing me about my need to express my emotions with cookies?"
Quinn pictures Rachel stomping her foot and doing that adorable grumpy face... oh wait, adorable? She can't be this whipped already.
"Quinn...? Are you still there? I'm sorry, I didn't mean to"
"I'm here Rachel, sorry! Charlie was eating something he shouldn't eat, I had to take him!" - woah, good save Fabray.
She hears giggles on the other line of the phone and she smiles back... how did she never notice the effect Rachel has on her? They exchange their goodbyes and wish each other goodnight, before Quinn hangs up the phone and goes in the bathroom to brush her teeth.
She has to figure out her feelings and choose what to do as soon as possible, or else she doesn't know how long it will be before she will ruin their friendship because of unspoken things. Her mind goes to the hug they shared earlier that day in the car, and she realize that she can still feel Rachel's perfume... she needs to talk to someone about this, but who?
So, thoughts? I know it's not long, but I haven't had any time and I wanted to still post an update... who do you think Quinn should talk to? I was thinking about Puck or Kurt, but reviews are open to suggestions...
