I do not own Twilight I just like doing fun things with the story line. I'm not a writer; I know this so please forgive any mistakes you see.

I had this idea in my head for a while, and wanted to finally but the story down. I'm not giving up on my other story BYOM just doing two at once. I hope you all enjoy.

BPOV

Wow I wasn't dreaming and I guess I also could not filter what I was saying. There in front of me stood some of my old family. I could not really see them that well it was dark and well I was being wrapped up in Carlisle's arms. Well I'm guessing it's him Rose and Jasper were the only other blonds and they were in front of me. It was hard to tell who it was. Flat black eyes, mud and blood spattered on his ripped clothing. I shifted so I could stand and the whimper that came from actually hurt me. Why I'm not sure, yes I'm mad but I'm happier there here. I just hope Edward is not with them I don't really want to see him what so ever. They all look so sad, we'll all but Carlisle, and he looks truly like a vampire. This is a first. "If you let me go you can follow me to my truck and we can go to my place to talk, sound like a plan." He looked at me and I know he was thinking with a nod I was in his arms and he was walking away.

Well I guess I'm not walking. Damn I hate when they do this I'm a big girl I know what I'm doing. I have for this long. Ok well I have had some issues. I pointed him in the direction of my truck and when we reached it I pulled out my keys expecting him to put me down well I was wrong. Alice got in to drive I was still in his arms and the rest were in the bed. Damn it, I gave her the directions to the little apartment. When we pulled up I told her where to park, what apartment was mine, and what key to use. I don't think the key really mattered and I know I would be hearing something about the trash of a place I was living in.

When we finally stepped inside of the apartment all eyes were on me and I knew ten thousand questions were coming. I was finally put down. Thank god, and I ran to use the restroom. I didn't really care I had to go. I slipped on something different to ware. Some jogging pants and a t-shirt pulled my hair up, and went back into the living room where they were all standing. They turned when I came in. I held up my hand and grabbed the bottle of jack out o my bag. Skipping the glass and taking a big drink right from the bottle. That was till it was ripped from my hands. That did it "What the fucking hell do you think you're doing. I thank you for saving me, but that's where it ends. You all left me, you walked away from me. Left me in the fucking forest, I was saved by the alpha of the pack. You all left me to deal with a vampire after me, left me to deal with my dad's death. And you all just walk right back into my life and think you can change the way I do something. I think fucking not. I didn't even get a good-bye, a kiss my ass, hope you die, nothing just that I wasn't good enough for your family. Well what changed now or are you ready to have your human pet back now. If that's the case get out because I would rather die than play house with you all."

I was seething and breathing heavy by the end of my rant. I felt a little better getting all that out but looking around I found some very sad looking vampires. The worst were Jasper and Carlisle, they both looked like I could kick there puppies. Carlisle was holding out the bottle he just took from me and I took it back. Taking a drink it didn't taste as good as before and I sighed falling down on the couch. Putting my head in my hands I felt the couch dip looking over I found Em "we didn't know what he said to you but he's no longer in this family. We had no idea and you are not a pet never have you ever been one. We love you bells and missed you." I sighed looking at him I knew I could not stay mad "I missed you to brother bear."

I looked up at the others but saw that Carlisle was missing. That was till Alice gave me a wave and stepped away. There huddled in the corner of my living room curled into a tight ball was Carlisle. I didn't hear I at first but he was whimpering softly. Right then it really hit me that I wasn't the only one who was broken. This whole family was. All but Edward and well I guess Esme. Where were they anyways? I put that in the back of my mind to ask later. I walked over to him and kneeled down. "Hay, I'm sorry I yelled I've been holding that in for a while. I should not have done that. Please look at me, I'm sorry I missed you." He turned to me and opened his eyes. I gasped, there was Carlisle looking at me with blood red eyes.

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