A/N: Hi I'm back with another song fic. This one is called What Hurts The Must by Rascal Flatts. This is going to be Beck's POV. This is after they break up. Hope you enjoy it. Please R&R.

Disclaimer: I don't own Victorious or What Hurts The Most.

What Hurts The Most

Beck's POV

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house

that don't bother me

I can take a few tear now and then and just let them out

I'm not afraid cry every once in a while

Even though going on with you gone still upsets me

There are day every now and again I pretend I'm ok

But that's not what gets me

It doesn't bother Beck Oliver to lay on his bed listening to the rain hit the roof of his RV. It was actually soothing and one of Jade's favorite things to do. He had never been one to cry, but on many nights that he now spends alone he finds it easy to cry, but it doesn't bother him. At school he acts like it doesn't bother him that they're not together anymore but it's just a mask but know one knows the difference he's just that good of an actor.

What hurts the most

Was being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing what could have been

And not seeing that loving you is what I was trying to do

You want to know what hurts Beck Oliver the most? Watching her walk out the door that night at Tori's. They had been together for three years, she was his first love. He thought he would marry her right out of school, but now he would always wonder what if. Always wonder what their kids would have looked like. He pictured a little girl that was tan and black hair like him but had her bright blue eyes. Oh those eye, those bright blue eyes that when you look into them it's like you could see into her soul.

Its hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go

But I'm doin' it

It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and

I'm alone

Still harder

Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret

But I know if I could do it over

I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart

That I left unspoken

There's not a day that goes by without something reminding him of her. Coffee shops, scissors, boots, the color black. But what's even harder is seeing her everyday at school, even when their not at school they still see each other since they share the same friends. As the months go bye it's getting even harder to fake a smile around them, around her. He wasn't one to share how he felt about her, he should have that night. What he should have done was grab her before she even got to the door and told her everything he saved in his heart but he didn't, he just let her walk out the door. She even gave him ten seconds to open the door and yet he didn't and he regretted every minute of his life since then.

Not seeing that loving you

That's what I was trying to do.

He knew the whole time that they dated he loved her more than life it self but he was never good at showing it. But if he could ever get another chance to be Jade West's boyfriend he would show it to her everyday and in everyway. She would never question his love for her ever again.