Scared of The Future – Chapter Two: Telling Everyone
Tomorrow I will go to the police with Brittany and my parents, who I told what is going on two days ago. They reacted very well although they are not really happy that I want to keep the babies and that I didn't tell them earlier. My father is so mad at the janitor and my mother just kept on sobbing but they are one hundred percent behind me. They told me that they'll do whatever it takes to punish Mr. Kidney and that I will never have to worry about being able to support the children. They'll always be there when necessary although they think that if I want to keep them, I should care for them myself but I wouldn't want it any other way. They are my kids and I want to care for them even though it will be hard. The only people that I still have to tell are our 'friends' in Glee. Today, we are going to do it. Well, I'm going to tell them and I'm really not looking forward to it. I don't know how to say it. How will they react?
Brittany and I walk into the choir room and we sit down. Brittany holds my hand tight and gives me a kiss on the cheek. "It's going to be okay, San." She said.
"Okay, guys, this week's assignment is…" Mr. Shue begins but I interrupt him.
"Mr. Shue, can I say something first?" I ask. He looks a little surprised but nods.
"Uhm, off course Santana." He said. I take a deep breath before I let go of Brittany's hand and walk to the front. I look at everyone and sigh.
"I have to tell you all something." I begin. Brittany gives me a little smile causing me to get a little braver. "I am pregnant." I say and everyone looks shocked and I heard Kurt's infamous gasp.
"I'm sorry but how did that happen? I thought you were a lesbian?" Mercedes asks confused.
"I am. I…" I bite my lip and clench my jaw. "I was raped." I whisper and I hate that I feel like crying. I'm Santana Lopez, I don't do crying. When Brittany sees it, she rushes to my side and lays her arm around my shoulder. Puck stands up looking angry.
"Who was it?" He asks. His hands are balled to fists. Everyone begins to talk at the same time and it makes my head spin.
"Guys, please…" Brittany says and the talking dies down.
"It was Mr. Kidney." I answer Puck's question.
"I'm going to kill him." Puck says. I have never seen him this angry. He is about to run out of the door.
"Puck, calm down." Mr. Shuester says, while he stands up. "It won't make this go away… Santana, have you told your parents?"
"Yes, I have." I answer, "Tomorrow we are going to the police." I answer him.
"How far along are you?" Quinn asks me and I look up and into her eyes.
"A little over three months." I say. "It's a twin."
"What?" Rachel exclaims.
"Jeez, can this get even crazier?" Finn asks.
Again, everyone began talking at the same time.
"Guys!" Mr. Shue said. "Please, stop talking at the same time." He sounded a bit irritated before going back to his friendly voice. "Can we do anything for you, Santana?"
I give him a little smile. "No, there is not much you can do. It's okay. I'm fine…" I say and then walk back to my chair to sit down, Brittany right behind me.
"So, what are you going to do with them?" Quinn asks me, she is the only one who can really understand I think. Not everything but the pregnancy anyways.
"I am going to keep them." I say determent.
"Are you sure?" She asks.
"Yes, I am." I answer.
"But, how will you be able to handle two babies on your own?" Mercedes asks.
"She doesn't have to do this alone. She has me." Brittany says and kisses my cheek. They smile at each other and Santana takes Brittany's hand.
Brittany and I are laying on her bed. My head is laying in her lap and her fingers are going through my hair. Her other hand makes its way to my belly but doesn't touch my baby bump.
"Can I?" She asks softly. I nod. Her hand softly rest on my belly and she begins to rub softly. I smile a small smile. "I think you look beautiful with a baby bump." She says and I grin.
"You can't be serious. I'm going to look like a whale in a few months."
"A very beautiful whale." She smiles and I sit up a bit and press my lips against hers. "My whale." She whispers against my lips and I giggle before I lay back down. "Have you thought about names yet?"
"No, not really. I haven't really had time." I tell her. "Besides I don't even know the sex of the babies."
Brittany blushes a bit. "I kind of thought about names last night… Can I tell you?"
"Sure." I smile. She is so sweet and cute.
"For girls I thought about: Skye and Sage and for boys, I thought Shea and Storm." Brittany tells me and I smile.
"I love Skye and Shea." I tell her.
"So do I." Brittany says and we giggle.
We are silent for a second while her hands keep caressing my hair and belly.
"I'm scared for tomorrow. I'll have to tell my whole story to those policemen. I don't know if I'll be able to." I admit and Brittany's hands still for a minute before they move again.
"You are so strong, Santana. You've been through so much. I'm sure you'll be able to get through this to and you know, I'll be here forever." She tells me and I get tears in my eyes. Those darn hormones.
"I love you so much, Brittany." I tell her and she grins at me.
"I love you to, San." She whispers.
