Dear Maysilee,
I'm so sorry. I didn't make it to you in time. It wasn't your fault for breaking off the alliance… I agreed.
You were more than just my ally… you were my friend. Maybe, if things were different, we could've been more than that.
Just know; I never could've killed you. Suicide would be better for me. You see me these days; wasting away, a drunk. You would've served much more purpose. Yes, I served in the rebel army. But did you know it was to avenge your death?
I hope you won't scoff at this. I've wasted away, mourning you, trying to forget the games.
But no one can.
All I wanted to remember was you. You saved my life, so it wasn't fair that I didn't save yours.
You're in my nightmares… but also the dreams. I wish things were different.
Love,
Haymitch
A/N: Any requests? I have plenty of ideas, but a request would be cool.
