When In Love.

Disclaimer: Yes, I bribed Little Brown to let me own Twilight. But then I woke up and I realized I was dreaming. So I don't own it, anymore.

Previously;;

I then sat beside him and just admired this beautiful boy who took care of me for no major reason, and I smiled. I knew I didn't commit a mistake when I admitted to myself that I loved him.

"I was curious, why that song?"

"Because it's true." I stared at him in wonder, and he winked at me. He sang the lyrics at my ears and kissed my cheek, "It's like a book elegantly bound, But in a language you can't read just yet."

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CHAPTERWARNINGS!

(M) Minor sexual encounter. No Lemons. Non-Canon pairing content.

Chapter 3: You know it's sexy.

Operation 'Alice's happily ever after' is now put to action. Step no. 1. Agent: Bella Swan. Venue and Time: School hours, School grounds. Targets: Tanya Denali and Mystery Man. Goal: let Blondie fall in love with another hottie.

Oh dear. I enjoyed that text message so much. I sent it to Alice, Rosalie and Edward. I enjoyed their replies more though, I felt like such a leather girl, like I was part of Charlie's angels.

"Bella! I absofuckinglutely adore that! I will do that when it's my turn!" Rosalie replied.

"You better make the result of this plan as cute as that text." From, Alice.

"I can imagine your smug face now. Within 3 minutes, you'd forget what to do just because you're marveling at your sense of humor." Edward Replied. Duh.

Actually, what Edward said is right. So, now I shall get going and get working. I just have to get through the day normally, and during the Clubs and Organizations period, I can go and visit Tanya at her Dance Troop practice at the Gym area. That's where the games will begin. But of course, I had to find boys who could date her, possible candidates were Cameron, an amazing photographer, rich kid, blond hair, blue eyes, rosy cheeks, Caucasian, tall. Then there was Justin, small town rock star on his way to fame, richer kid, brown hair, though he's only around 2 inches taller than Tanya, heartthrob and yet a gentleman. There was Patrick, a single boy who was head of the basketball team, there's Leo, he doesn't do anything, but he's kind of really, like, super cute. Chace, head of the wrestling team, and then there's Jacob, not really that nice, but he has a small thing for Tanya, he's tan, sexy, into motorcycles, ripped clothes, into extreme sports, but goes to another school. He's got so much sex appeal, next to Edward, I think I'd go for Bad boy Jacob. "What are you drooling for Bella?"

"Shut up, Emmett." I consciously wiped away whatever sign of swooning I had on my face. "I'm not drooling. You suck." I realized that my face, was in fact dry. "Yeah you weren't, but this period is so boring, and you had this kinky look on your face and because of that I know you're imagining something pornowesome, and saying you had drool, people stared at you in a gross way, and it's funny." What was up with people today? First, Rosalie uses the word 'absofuckinglutely' and now Jacob uses 'pornowesome' is there a Cuss Dictionary Bestseller somewhere or am I just sadly outdated?

"What a smart-ass speech. Thank you, I'm glad I amuse you."

"You're welcome. Thank you, I'm glad the word smart can be used with me."

"Mr. Cullen and Ms. Swan, would you please accompany me to Detention later? I'd love it. Really." Stupid Guidance Teacher who catches students so well. OH SHIT. No, I did not just land myself detention. I'm supposed to be working my magic today, damn it. "Uhm, I'm sorry, can I please attend Detention some other day, like tomorrow since, I really have an important place to go to after school. PLEASE?" I shamelessly begged the teacher in front of class. "No, I'm sorry. The drool convention can wait, I'm sure." What..a bitch. See, that's another smart-ass comment, and it came from my Guidance Teacher! Drool Convention, really original. And I can't believe Emmett and Jasper laughed at that, and the entire class, hello, did he not realize he was going to be in detention? He was going to miss out on his training.

Jasper and Emmett are both in the Baseball team, Edward plays but his 'nerdward self' (finally, a word of my own! I can add that to the Cuss Dictionary) seemed shy and geeky and musical. I don't know why he suddenly decided to have a major personality change in New York, but I definitely have to thank his uncle Rupert for the gym and his aunt Martha for the physicality of the makeover. As amazing as Jasper and Emmett are in playing Baseball, this was a small town, and the games were occasional and people didn't really take notice if you were part of any team, but as minor as this league was, at the rare times when they qualified for a game, they had intense training, and missing one day, gave permission for the Team and it's coach to kill Emmett.

"Jasper, don't you have training today, during our detention period?" I asked Jasper behind me. "Yeah, we do." I turned to Emmett, "Oh, Emmett. You'd be missing out training. Aren't you scared of your Coach Frankie?" Emmett and Jasper quietly scoffed at me. "No, Bella. Emmett's our strongest batter, the coach wont worry about him. Even if he never attends training, he won't lose his strength in batting a ball, Coach wont mind." Well, that's biased. If Emmett's completely fine with going to detention, I'm still not. How do I let Alice and Rosalie know? "Jazz, Em, do any of you have your phone on you? Do you think Edward has his phone on him?"

"Yeah, he does. I have my phone, you gonna' ask him to save you from detention, won't you?"

"Yeah, can I borrow your phone?" Thank God for Emmett and his rule breaking ways. "Here." He handed me his shiny Xperia.

"Edward. I need you to get me out of class now. It's last period anyway. Please. If you can. If you're busy, it's alright. I'm in Guidance with Emmett and Jasper, the teacher is Ms. Chinky. Thank you. –Bella." I returned the phone to Emmett and hoped that Edward wasn't in the middle of something urgent, I know it was selfish but hey, my reason is for me to be able to save Alice and Jasper, so it's not as selfish. Right?

It's impossible for Edward to let me down. Not 5 minutes later, and he's saving me. "He's quick." Jasper chuckled silently.

"Good Afternoon Ma'am. I'm here to fetch Ms. Bella Swan, out of orders from the Assistant Principal." Edward acted so calmly, it could have fooled even me. "Regarding what, Mr. Cullen? I hope this isn't a scam to get her out of detention?" Ms. Chinky sternly replied. "I doubt it. But, as part of the committee for the Ivy League scholarship, she has to present herself to the board and explain the curriculum and teacher development. The deliberation needs her and is on going as we speak, to fully certify, you will have your own deliberation after Ms. Swan reports on her teachers and if she's had any uncharacteristic failure in any class." Hearing the speech, and thinking I could 'report' her for giving me an 'uncharacteristic failure' her facade changed completely and she willingly ushered me out of the class, ending on a positive note. "We can discuss your detention tomorrow, you don't have to go anymore. Good luck on the deliberation, Bella."

"Where did that come from, Edward? It seemed so smooth and planned out." I lightly punched his shoulder. And marveled at his uncanny ability to remain perfect. "Actually, there is a deliberation, and since Esme is a Parent Representative, she handed over our names- Jasper, Rosalie, you, mine, Emmett and Alice- to the Board. Were potential scholars. Senior year just started and now were planning College already. Time is running out."

"Even if there were a Deliberation, I wasnt invited and she could ask reference from the Assistant Principal."

"Werent you listening, Bella? Mom's there, she 'called' for you, I asked her to. Dont worry about a thing."

"God. I love your family." I hugged him and we walked towards a bench.

"We all love you too." He smiled. By now we were seating on a bench just behind Building 3. We discovered this special place in 7th grade. It had 1 bench behind it, at the back wall of Building three, there was a huge '3' painted in red, and there were trees, and the trees made the place cool, it stayed in the southern part of school, and it was never warm here, by the trees, there was an old tire swing, we discovered this simple place amidst school and we've been going here ever since.

"Time is running out for what, Edward?" I remembered what he said and I got worried, was he sick or something? Were they leaving? I felt tears come to the corner of my eyes. "Nothing, don't worry about me, Bella. I'm thinking, we'll all go our separate ways for College… where are you heading?" Oh… That. I honestly always thought we'd head to college together, how embarrassing, he didn't have the same plans. "Jasper wants to major in Psychology and wants to maintain his athletic records, he wants to go to Dartmouth, its Ivy league so, he would definitely take the scholarship, Rosalie and Alice both want to get in the Academy of Art University, Rosalie wants to major in Transportation Design, its her dream to work with the interiors and exteriors of the hottest cars, and she wants a one way ticket to being an important figure in world class races like Formula 1. Alice wants to major in Fashion and Design, of course, she wants a one way ticket to the Fashion Capitals, and it's her dream to work with Asians, especially in Japan. It may not be Ivy League but they offer the best in the courses those girls want. As for Emmett, he'd go wherever he's close to Rosalie, and of course a school which offers a good Athletic program… he's thinking Stanford, so Rose, Al and Em will want to move to California, while Jasper will go to New Hampshire…"

"That's nice Bella, but I asked where you want to go?" he pressed, I couldn't let him know that I just wanted to head out anywhere with him, that would be so embarrassing. But a moment like this was important, and meant more than my trivial worries. "I'd go wherever you'd go… if that's okay with you…" I closed my eyes and willed him not to run away from my confession. "I'd love that… I want to go Ivy League, actually, but I don't know which one. And, I don't know whether I'd pursue sports at College like I've always wanted to, or pursue music, I'm torn between Yale, Dartmouth and shockingly, Julliard." I stared at Edward in awe, he had all chances to get in any of those schools, and I could only dream, sure I had a good GPA, I've always been one of the best, but I didn't have any special talents to land me in Yale, Dartmouth and most definitely not Julliard. "What do you think, Bella?" He asked, smiling. "I don't think you'd have a problem getting in any school you want, but as for me, those schools are out of my league, I however, want to get a masters in communications arts, or writing, if I'd consider my 3 choices, I dream on getting in Ivy League, Brown would be my top choice followed by Dartmouth then Yale." I answered honestly.

"Don't worry, Bella. You're the most intelligent girl I know, you'd get in anywhere. Besides, I also want to spend my College days with you." He smiled that heartbreaking smile and the left over rain dew on his hair shined and anything Edward did was just so extraordinary… "Anyway… I was thinking, Jacob Black for Tanya." I immediately changed topic before I do something I'd surely regret. "Why is that?"

"Tanya's the pretty, not bitchy, talented, outgoing, heartthrob girl, and Jacob has appeal, he isn't a gentleman, but he isn't a player either, he's outgoing, is into extreme sports, and is incredibly sexy- I used that word to get something out of Edward- I think they'd make a great pair."

"I thought Jacob had a thing for you?" Edward asked meekly. "But I don't have a thing for him, remember? Anyway, they'll hit it off. Watch me."

I'm damn confident on the pairing of the 2. You gotta admit, you see the sexiness in it. Edward volunteered to join me interview Tanya, and I didn't protest, I knew Tanya wouldn't be all over Edward anyway. They had their shot. Or so I thought… when we turned on the knob to watch Tanya's practice, Edward started acting different. Tanya was wearing cycling shorts, and a shirt which was long, it made it seem as if she wasn't wearing anything underneath. She was sweating, her hair was up, and she moved in such a beautiful way. "I missed her pretty face…" Edward murmured. I realized I've never seen them together, in the past I avoided Tanya and Edward moments as much as I could. And now, Edward was here and I could see a reunion unfold. "Edward!" Tanya screamed, gladly surprised. "What are you doing here?"

"I was accompanying Bella, she wanted to ask you a few things…" Edward replied, not really hearing his words. "Nevermind, Tanya, I just remembered that Ms. Chinky needed me at her office. Ill talk to you tomorrow?" I needed to get out of this. "Yeah, Sure Bella!" she waved at me, sincerely friendly. Tanya and I were always alright… "So, Edward you staying? I'm done anyway…"

"Oh. You are, huh? Want me to take you home?" Edward offered. "I'd love that. I've missed you…" And then I turned my back just to avoid watching whatever it is they were about to do. I had to get out of here… I had to. I hurriedly slid in my car and drove as fast as my car could go, I ignored the trees passing by me, I ignored the sudden rain pour, I ignored the succeeding alarms my phone sounded, but no matter how much of my senses I could kill, I couldn't ignore the jealousy and sadness raging in my body. I stopped a few meters away from his house, I brushed my hair, placed face powder on, wore lip balm, ate 2 tic tacs, and I waited till my heart rate calmed down, before leaving the car, I left my sweater, bag, phone and jacket behind, for once I wanted to be cut out from the world. And I rang the doorbell to Jacob Black's home.

Jacob is the son of Billy Black, Charlie's best friend. Jacob and I were close friends before, but ever since this summer, where in he admitted that he had a tiny crush on me, I distanced myself from him because he knew I was in love with Edward, and I didn't want him to hope for anything more than friendship from me. If only I wasn't so in love with Edward, Jacob and I would be together now, because I like him, but I don't love him. He did admit to me; however that Tanya Denali was the hottest girl to ever grace Forks, Washington. And while Edward did own my First kiss and my heart, Jacob owns my first full-out hot and heavy make out session. And he owns my almost-sex moment. Thank God I didn't give in, though. We did get far. And he owns my first oral. I think Jacob and I have covered everything except sex. There were times where in one of us would just get sad, and the other one would be stupid enough at the moment and we'd be all over each other. It's unfair on his part, I know. But I've always told him not to hope, I just hope he understands that, because I'm about to use him again.

I'm such a bitch. Strike me with lightning now please.

"Hi Bella!" Jacob opened his arms and tightly hugged me. I noticed he was wearing ripped jean shorts, and skin. Greased out skin. "Fixing your car, Jake?" I smiled. "Not actually. I'm fixing my motorcycle this time. It got a new paint job- black and red, and it's got the Transformers Decepticon symbol engraved on it. I'm just upgrading the engine. Come in, Come in." we proceeded to his garage, and I saw the fast looking ride. "Where's Billy at?" I asked, looking for his father. "Ah. Billy went to visit Rebecca, she just got married, you know. I visited her last week, now it's pop's turn. We just can't leave the house alone." He eagerly narrated his big sister's wedding and how amazing the food was, how the groom- her high school sweetheart had proposed, and the surprise food fight at the end of the Reception. I honestly did my best to find interest at what he was saying, and after half an hour, I found myself really enjoying his company. "So, Bella, why're you really here? I'm positive you didn't drive to La Push just to here about Rebecca's wedding, what did you need?" Smiling guiltily I maneuvered my way out of his garage, "Honestly Jake? I don't know, I was just looking for a light way to end my day, and I knew I'd get it from you, and you made me smile, so thanks, I gotta go- clear my head…" He quickly stood up and grabbed my wrist. "Wait, Bells. I know what you wanted, I just wanted to check, and I can still give it you know..."

"No, Jake. I don't want to use you anymore. It's so unfair. Anyway, I want to end this guilt, and I want to end your heartbreaks..."

"Hey, Bella, my heart will always be broken until I find love, okay? That's not your fault, and I'm a man, I actually feel something good after this. You have no reason to be guilty. This has just always been how we roll... You or I feel bad, and the other makes the other feel better. End of it. Heck, its not friends with benefits, its not even cheating. Were not cheating, it's nothing..." I sighed, I didn't want to give in, I wanted to stop using him like this, but I really need a distraction, I need a real distraction... "You know you want to Bells... Just, stay. I need this, too." And with that confession my resolve crumbled to pieces. I gasped and twirled myself into the arms of Jacob. My lips met his, and it relieved in the familiar feeling. My eyes shut down on their own accord, and I wanted more. We didn't kiss out of love or affection, we did it out of our own selfish needs, and to distract each other, we were different when we were touching, and we were the same when we were friends. It wasn't what was right, or wrong, it was that and this.

I gasped for air, and he continued on, he walked me backwards till my back hit a hard object. 'Must be one of his cars' I thought. "Climb in." He growled. I turned and faced the Orange pick up truck in front of me; it was shiny and brand new. "Who owns this?" I asked. "My cousin." That was enough talk. His lips roughly collided with mine, and I fell back first down the seat. I could sense warmth creeping into our fully clothed bodies; my fingers grazed the windows and felt moist. The truck must be fogging up out of our body heat. We sat up once more and he pulled my shirt up, he ogled my chest with my modest black tube bra. "No sex, Jacob. You know that." I warned him. "I do." I swiftly unbuttoned his shirt while he sucked and licked and kissed my neck. Pulling it off him, I stared at his perfectly sculpted body, and I fingered his 6 pack up to his chest to his throat and around his face, where my hand went, so did my tongue.

I could no longer contain the fire in my chest. I wanted more. I pulled Jacob's hands down to the button on my jeans. He froze. "What Bella?" I reminded him that I wasn't asking for sex and he looked relieved, I knew he was valuing his virtue too. He carefully unbuttoned and unzipped my jeans as if he were waiting for me to suddenly stop him, and while the undressing was going on, his lips never left my mouth. He shimmied my jeans down my legs and fingered my wet thong. Blame the broken dryer, please. "This is new." He grinned against my lips, and all I could do was moan back the words, "Glad you like it." He continued fingering me against the lace and my voice upgraded to a more animalistic sound, all I could get out were growls, moans, and hisses of raw pleasure. It was too much, and I was soaked, and I could smell my own arousal in the packed truck. "Fuck, just rape me." I rasped out. He finally pulled my underwear off me and stopped his abuse on my lips. He sat me up and my back hit the truck's door, he straddled me and out of my unfocused gaze, I saw his head dive down towards my heat. A wetter, softer, better feeling covered me down there. And my screams filled us in. He was fucking me with his tongue. I pulled his hair and screamed his name. "Shit. Faster. Harder!" I commanded him, my eyeballs rolled back in my head and my fingers were straining against his hair, and my hips bucked at contact with his experienced tongue. "Damn, Jacob I'm about to climax now!" Then, he stopped. "Are you crazy?!" I could honestly murder him for stopping. And he smiled at me and his tongue licked my ear and it was the grosses and sexiest thing my ear ever felt, "Tell me that you'll be dreaming of this tonight. Tell me you'd be touching yourself. Tell me how dirty I make you feel." I groaned at his demands, I honestly didn't have enough energy to speak. "Ill think of you tonight, Ill dream of you tonight, I'd be so horny that I'd actually touch myself. And you make me feel so damn dirty and alive at the same time." I rushed out, before I was done his lips dove back down to my clit and his tongue continued the magic, not even half a minute later, I felt my orgasm like a storm and it hit Jacob and me, I saw his Cheshire cat grin after making me feel that awesome. As I was collecting my thong he grabbed it from me and inhaled its scent, then he wrapped it around and placed it in his pocket. "This is mine." He grinned. "Thank you so much, Jacob. Do you want me to repay you?" I asked him suggestively touching his bulge. "No thanks, some other time when I do need it." I laughed at that and wore my jeans while going commando. We exited the truck still both shirtless, I cooked eggs for him, just so he'd get energy again to fix his car, and before I left his house, I made sure to pay him back in some way I could.

He was sitting down the ratty couch, watching Basketball, and eating the fried eggs, I stood in front of him and slowly removed my bra. I straddled him, and nibbled on his ear, I kissed his sensitive spot while he wrapped his hands around my waist. The phone rang, we didn't answer it. The thunder stormed the silence, we didn't break apart. The eggs fell and plate fell, we didn't stop. I continued on marking him as mine just below his ear and I giggled when he moaned my name. He fixed my position till I was sited on top of his erection, "You make me feel that way." He growled at me and his eyes twinkle in a different way "did you know that doing that in the truck was one of my top fantasies with you?" he admitted and I was so turned on, I thought I'd ask for a replay of this afternoon. His lips which previously entered me now ate my breasts away. While he was sucking my breast like a boy would drink from his mom, his other hands sensually massaged my nipples and fondled my other boob. I didn't know what to do with my hands so I kept them at his hair and pleased him with sounds of my mouth. After doing the worship on my other boob, he bit my collarbone and sucked long enough. "And how many fantasies do you have with me?" I asked. "Too many to mention. And Ive also fantasized about marking you as mine, which is why I did it now..." He explained and I grinned. I didn't bother wearing the bra anymore, I'd let him have it. I wore my shirt and ran back to the car, thinking what a fucking amazing afternoon I've had after all. I wonder if Edward felt the same thing.

Don't get me wrong, of course I felt horrible for what I have done. And yet I couldn't find it in myself to regret it, I felt like I was giving payback to Edward although he didn't know what I was up to. On the way home, I checked my phone for any new messages, I had 5 missed calls, 1 from Edward, 1 from Charlie and 3 from Alice, I had 3 text messages, "I have to talk to you soon..." From Edward. "We'll have dinner now, Bells. Come home." Love, Charlie and "Call me, ASAP." From Alice. I dialed Alice first since I was already on my way home so Charlie would see me soon, and her message called out to me more than Edward's did. "Hey Al, What's up?"

"Do you know where Edward is, Bella?!"

"No, why?"

"I just haven't seen him yet since dismissal and Jazz and Em told me you 2 ran off..."

"Oh, we did but I had to go somewhere, I left him at school. Try calling him."

"I did already, I just sense that something happened. Are you okay? You sound out of breath."

"Yeah, I'm fine. Hey Al, talk to you tomorrow, 'kay? I'm with Charlie now."

"Alright. Thanks. Goodnight."

Charlie didnt notice anything new or unusual in me, and for that I was happy. I decided to sleep late, I took a bath, changed my clothes, actually wore underwear, did my homework and watched T.V with Charlie until he snored, I took that as my cue to sleep already. Covering him with his stitched blanket, I entered my room and was met with one very welcomed visitor, I didn't know whether to prepare for heartache or happiness as he uttered the words, "You have to hear something..."

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I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls, Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

A/N: There, sorry for the long update! This story has more maturity in it than any other chapter Ive ever written. To those uncomfortable, let me know. I shall change the rating to M, if you think I should. I absolutely love Jacob/Bella only when they're physical because I think Bella and Edward are more IN LOVE, don't you? Anyway, let me know if I should change the rating, Some more feedback would be cool. But thanks to those who bother. Comments? Suggestions? Violent Reactions? Its all welcome!