White Demon love song down the hall
White Demon shadow on the road
Back up your mind there is a call
..He isn't coming after all..
Bella POV
'Sorry to dissapoint.' Jared's voice rang through my mind. Wow, I didn't expect that, I was so sure it would be Paul.. Part of me wanted it to be, maybe it would be easier if he knew.. But then the other part.. the bigger part, wanted to be a coward and run away from it al. I let out a pained howl.
'What's wrong?' Jared asked. Sam phased.
'What Bella?' He sighed.
'He's all yours.' I told Sam and started to walk away.
'..What?' I heard Jared ask again. I decided to blank them out, I wouldn't let Sam know that I had imprinted on Paul, so I kept singing in my head.
'BELLA!' I heard Sam roar.
'What?' I hissed back at him.
'Come back, Now.' His voice had a double echo and I found my legs being controlled, walking toward Sam. Obeying Sam. I growled and tried to fight against it as hard as I could. Sam was such a fucking ass, fuck sakes. Jared laughed.
'Oh, you want funny?' I growled and replayed the day Sam left me. Sam and Jared were both whimpering near the end.
'What the fuck, Sam?' Jared growled in question.
'Bella..' Sam exhaled, probably about to launch into a begging session. I cut him off.
'Save it Sam, what the fuck do you want?' I asked acidly.
'I think it would be a good idea for you two to live together, it would control your phasing better.' He said. Was he fucking serious? I just moved in with Paul, cause that wouldn't be suspicous would it? Get there for a day and leave the same day. Great idea, Sam.
'I'll move in with them.' Jared spoke up. I looked up at his huge form that towered well abouve me. I think I'd come up to his shoulder.
'You'd do that?' I asked. He nodded. I nizzled his head with mine, 'Thank you!'
'Jared, do you think-' I cut Sam off.
'Nobody asked you.' I snarled. He just phased back and walked away.
Later that day Jared moved in. He took the bedroom down the otherside of the hall with dark green walls. Paul was happy to have the both of us in his house. He didn't know that he was in constant danger with two very young werewolves around him. He didn't know he was my imprint either.. I guess.. He never would.
"Bells, can you make dinner? I'm hungry." Jared said walking into my room. I looked up at him from my place on my bed. I was rather comfortable here. "Bells, please can you make dinner? You know I'll burn down the house, and we only just got here.I don't think that would look good.." He kept rambling. I sighed and got up.
"Fine." I said jumping on hi back. He laughed and dropped his shoulder, successfully throwing me at the door with a loud thud. I kicked at his long legs making him fall over. I ran to the stairs only to be jumped on and tackled down the stairs creating a very loud racket, sensitive on my new wolfy hearing. I landed ontop of him laughing my head off.
"I so kicked your furry ass!" I yelled standing up. Paul decided to grace us with his presence.
"What the fuck? Are you alright?" He asked me. I laughed and nodded. He pointed tro a scratch on my arm that healed up in a few seconds. He stared in disbelief.
"Well thats new.." I muttered.
"Furry ass?" Paul asked.
"Inside joke." Jared covered with a laugh. Paul looked left out. "Anyway, dinner!" He yelled. I huffed and went to the kitchen.
After we made dinner and ate Paul looked at me and Jared like we were the strangest things he'd ever laid eyes on. Including all the things in horror movies.
"How do you eat so much?" He asked in disbelief. "Are you stoned?"
"No!" Jared yelled in a 'What the fuck?' tone. I cracked up laughing. It felt god to laugh.
"Anyways, you don't mind Jen coming around for a while, right?" Paul said. Who the hell was Jen?
"Who's Jen?" Jared asked voicing my question. Paul just smiled a knowing smile.
"You got a girl?" Jared asked in disbelief. Paul nodded.
I felt myself starting to shake. Badly. If I thought Sam leaving me was bad, my imprint having someone else was salt in the wound. Wasn't I good enough for anyone? Every organ in my body felt like it was trying to tear me apart.
"Bella.. Bella calm down!" Jared yelled. I tried, but I couldn't. I looked at him helplessly, silently asking to cover for me. "Bella, outside now!" I nodded and ran out. I phased as soon as I hit the treeline.
Nobody else was phased, that was good. The thoughts attacked me, tearing and shredding mercillesly. I was in physical pain. I felt the tears sting in my eyes and spill over onto my grey fur. I had to stop myself. Just accept that this wasn't me. I would never be good enough. Never. The numbness started talking over and I welcomed it. I decided it was time to change. I needed a change now.
The warm, caring and loving Bella Clearwater is gone.
