Castiel x reader

y/n: your name

y/e/c: your eye color

y/h/c: your hair color

Warnings: SMUT, Fluff

Side Note: The boys already found the bunker, Bobby is still alive (because I like Bobby) and their ages are a little off from the show. Dean: 29, Sam: 25, reader: 24

It's been about three months since I moved into the bunker with my brothers. We've been training together to get a feel for how the other moves, but the best training we're going to get is when we finally go on a hunt together. They both have gone on hunts of their own and so have I promising to come back to the bunker and to stay in touch. Castiel has joined me on the last two hunts and I've enjoyed finding a new level of trust hunting with you. You and I have become quite the duo already.

The last hunt ended up being a nest of vampires and I was extremely happy to have you with me, there was no way I could take all ten of those vamps out by myself. And I couldn't lie it was quite sexy to have a protective boyfriend, the way you took out the vampire that tried to feed on me. Your eyes going pure black leaving no blue in them at all, grabbing him and throwing him across the room, picking him up only to shove him back into the ground before you took his head off. It certainly was intense but that's just one thing I love about you. The evident worry I saw and heard in your voice as you made sure I was ok and while you healed me all made my heart beat a little faster.

Needless to say once we got back to the motel, the way you pinned me to the door, your body trapping mine, your lips forceful against mine, making me gasp you shoving your tongue in my mouth exploring everything you could reach. Breaking away to breath, you let out a low growl reaching down picking me up with ease. I wrapping my legs around your waist and crashing our lips back together needing to feel you. You walk us further into the room, stopping once you've reached the bed, carefully laying me down I crawl back until my back hits the pillows you climbing up right after me. Leaning in you capture my lips once again, your hands running down my body exploring anything and everything you could reach. My hands running up your clothed chest, pushing your trench coat back, along with your suit jacket. I moan out of frustration as you pull away to shed both items. You let out a small laugh and I follow you forward trying to unbutton your shirt.

"Dammit Cas, why do you wear so many clothes."

And with that you snap your fingers and I suddenly find myself in nothing but my bra and panties, you just in your boxer shorts. I moan at the feeling of your bare skin finally against mine.

"Is this better my love?" You ask running your hands down my exposed sides

"Much better." I say giggling slightly nervous about how exposed I am to you now. A blush burning my cheeks, subconsciously placing a hand over my bra covered breasts. Immediately you grab that hand and tangle our fingers together placing that hand above my head. Leaning down and kissing me gently.

"Y/n, You're absolutely beautiful there is no need to cover yourself."

As if wanting to prove your point you lean down and kiss my neck right at the pulse point, traveling down leaving kisses over every inch of my chest, until you reach my bra. You pull away to lift me up enough to unclasp my bra, pulling it off and tossing it somewhere in the room. Just as soon as I'm free of my bra, your beautiful mouth is back kissing my boobs before taking a nipple in your mouth, sucking and nipping lightly. The sensation making me arch my back off the mattress and lean further into your embrace, moaning as you flick your tongue over the nipple before giving attention to the other side, your hand needing the one not being occupied by your mouth. I move my hand down your body until I find your extremely hard cock, slipping my hand inside your boxers I rub your length, which earns me a very needy growl from you.

I pull my hand out of your boxer proceeding to push them down. You take the hint and pull away, I whimper at the loss of stimulation, you grin wide at me and before I know it there is something sucking at my neck and rubbing at my clothed clit. I gasp and jump at the foreign touch, boxers now off you crawl back up hovering over me, kissing me deeply, the foreign touch now gone.

"My apologies, I thought you might like the feeling of my grace. I did not mean to startle you." You say breathing hard

"That was you?" I ask and you nod your head. Pressing your lips and sucking hard against my throat.

"Can you do it again" I gasp out and I feel you smile against my neck.

Again I feel your grace brush against my stomach, moving down towards my sex, before slipping underneath and attacking my clit. I moan loudly, arching my back into your body. Your grace abandoning my clit, moves between my folds, dipping in slightly. Moaning your name, I grab at your back for dear life.

"You're so wet sweetheart. Is that all because of me?" You ask in a low seductive voice, only making me melt into your touch even more.

"Castiel….Please" Is all I can manage, my brain not able to focus on anything but the attention i'm receiving.

Your grace pulls away, as you slip a finger under my panties pulling them down my legs. You run your hand up my thighs, cupping my sex. I move my hips trying to find some sort of friction, your free hand reaches up gripping my hips stopping all movements.

"Patients sweetheart, I need to make sure you're ready. I don't want to hurt you." You smile sweetly and it makes my heart flutter at how much you love me. Taking care of me before we make love.

You slip a finger inside, making me moan loud. I try to keep my eyes on you while you fuck me with your finger, after a few seconds you slip a second finger in, pumping and stretching me. I feel a fire start to build in my belly

"Are you going to cum on my fingers sweetheart" You say in a low voice.

Leaning down you start to suck hard on my clit, that pushing me into a mind blowing orgasim. Throwing my head back hard onto the pillows as complete pleasure courses through my body. You continue to pump your fingers, working me through my organism. My walls clenching tightly around your fingers. Finally you pull out and I whimper at the loss of contact, I watch as you place your fingers in your mouth lapping happily at my juices on your hand.

"Y/n you taste amazing." You say rushing forward capturing my lips, i can taste myself on your tongue.

You start to tease further rubbing your cock between my folds, dipping in just slightly before pulling away. My god angel you're driving me crazy.

"Y/n I need to feel you."

"Then Fuck Me Already!"

With that you push in, I cry out finally feeling your cock in me, your growl as you push further in until you are completely hilted, filling me absolutely perfectly. Your head falling to my shoulder, both of us breathing hard as you let me adjust to your size. I kiss your cheek signaling you that you can move. Your blue eyes locking with my y/e/c ones, slowly pulling out, immediately plunging back in. You set up a steady rhythm pumping in and out of me, your name falling from my lips over and over. I wrap my legs around your hips and you start pounding into me, again I feel the heat start to build up in my belly as you push me closer to cumming again.

"C-cas… I'm. close" I barely manage to say, to caught up in you hitting every sweet spot in me.

"Me to love." You say kissing me and snaking your hand down between us to rub harsh circles on my clit

I moan your name into your mouth as my damn breaks, cumming hard. My walls clenching around your length drives you to your orgasm, spilling your cum deep inside me. Shouting my name loudly, you continue to pump working both of us through our orgasm's before clapsing on top of me. Both of us breathing hard, coming down from our highs. I wrap my arms around you, enjoying your weight on me.

Finally you, pull out of me, rolling to my side. I twist so I'm facing you and you lean kissing me softly, but passionately.

"I love you, Y/n" you say nuzzling your nose against mine, which makes me giggle.

"I love you too Cas." I say snuggling in closer to you.

You sit up reaching over me to grab a blanket, but I feel you stop and run your hand over the spot inbetween my shoulder blades. I realize you must have found my birthmark.

"Y/n, why do you have this mark?" You ask looking me in the eyes, I see confusion and awe in your eyes.

"Cas it's just my birthmark. It's nothing to worry about."

"Y/n, sweetheart, this isn't just a normal birthmark. It's the Mark of an Angel. God created it to protect you and very few humans have such a mark."

At this I stand up and walk to the bathroom mirror to look at my back. I've always thought it odd that the mark was shaped like a pair of wings, but I never really gave it any real thought.

"Protect me? Castiel is this mark bad?" I ask turning to see that you had followed me.

"No, my love it's not bad. It just means that at some point in your life. You will have Angel wings and grace." You say snaking an arm around my naked body.

"Wings and grace? Does that mean I'll be an Angel?" I whisper not sure of my voice.

"Sort of. You won't be a full Angel, because you weren't born one, but you will have just as much strength and power as an Angel." You say moving my long y/h/c from my shoulder, placing a kiss there.

"So will my wings look black like yours?" I ask turning myself around in your embrace.

"They will be slightly different, each Angel's wing are colored differently…" You pause suddenly, knitting your eyebrows together a look of confusion crossing your face.

"Wait, Y/n…. How do you know my wings are black?" You ask your eyes searching mine. I let out a small breath.

"Castiel, I can see your wings…. Is that a bad thing?" I ask slightly afraid of what your answer will be. Instead you lean and kiss me

"No Y/n that's not bad at all, it's an amazing thing actually because it means you are my soul mate." You say excitedly leaning your head against mine

"Really?" I say leaning into your touch. I guess that explains why I find myself being pulled to you.

"Yes, and I'm extremely thankful it's you because I'm 100% in love with you." You say kissing me again and I giggle when you pull away.

"Is that why I have the Mark of an Angel?"

"No, that's not the reason for the mark. But it's nothing you need to worry about right now. When the time is right the mark will activate and I will be there to guide you every step of the way."

"Can we not tell my brothers about the mark, I don't want them freaking out." I say hugging you tightly. You nod your head in agreement

"Do you want to tell them about us being soul mates?"

"Absolutely, Why would I want to hide the most amazing thing in my life from them."

You smile, taking my hand leading me back to bed. Once we both are lying down you cover us with a blanket and pull me close into your chest. Exhaustion from the day's events hitting me hard.

A couple weeks Later:

Dean, Sam, Castiel, and myself are all sitting a hotel room doing some research on a witch that's been causing a ruckus in a small town, in Washington state. This being our first hunt together as a family we want to make sure we do our homework before busting in guns blazing.

"Sis, you have anything yet?" Dean asks rubbing a hand across his face.

"Yeah, but it's not great news. I've been reading through the police reports and I'm thinking we may be dealing with more than one witch."

"Fabulous one witch is hard enough to deal with, but two?" Dean says taking a long drink from his beer.

"I think I have to agree with Y/n, but from reading some lore it looks like this could be an extremely powerful, couple. What we've been told from the people we talked to and what this book is saying, it sounds like these two have been around for a long time." Sam says running his hand through his hair.

"Maybe we should call Crowley and see if Rowena can give him a spell to kill these two." Dean says picking up his cell

"Crowley? Rowena? Who are they?"

"Crowley is the King of Hell, and Rowena is his witch mother." Sam says

Suddenly my attention goes to Castiel, you haven't said anything on the topic and I can tell you are caught in a deep thought. Just as I'm about to make sure you're ok you slam your fist down on the table making everyone jump.

"Are you fucking, kidding me!" You yell and I flinch at hearing you cuss knowing your extremely angered. But I don't understand why.

"Jeez Cas, we don't have to call Crowley it just might make things easier." Dean says looking at his best friend with concern.

"No this isn't about Crowley… I… I just need to go for a walk." You say standing up quickly walking out of the room. Slamming the door behind you.

I grab my shoes and slip them on quickly, grabbing my coat from the bed.

"Y/n you might want to just give him a minute to cool down, from whatever that was." Sam says and Dean nods in agreement.

"Cas doesn't scare me and I need to find out why my boyfriend just stormed off randomly like that. It's not like him." I say rushing out the door not waiting for my brothers to protest otherwise.

I look around trying to see where you went, and thankfully I see you before you walk around a corner. I take off running after you, trying to catch up. Once I see you again and draw closer I slow down.

"Castiel." I call out and you stop, not turning to face me. Which makes my stomach drop, I think I may know what this is all about.

I walk so i'm in front of you, noting your fists are balled up and you're breathing heavily, you won't look directly at me. So I reach out and grab one of your hands, trying to get you to relax."

"Cas" I say again and finally you react by pulling me into a tight hug, you shaking slightly and I can see the tears forming in your eyes.

"Do you know?" I ask quietly. You nod your head and my heart breaks.

"I wasn't trying to pry…I always knew that there was something special about the youngest Winchester and I just thought that had to do with how Sam released Lucifer from the cage. But now you're here, I had another Angel a close friend of mine look into why you might have the Mark of an Angel… Y/n I don't understand… How could they do that to you?" You ask tears falling down your face and it makes tears come to my own.

"I assume when you say they, you are referring to John and Mary… my parents?" I ask shaking slightly.

"Yes, I just… It doesn't make sense to me. You were their baby girl and they just gave you away like you were nothing to them." You say anger present in your voice now.

"I know Cas but they saw a way out and they tried to take it. I'm… I'm sorry you had to find out like this." I say the tears flowing steadily down my face now, you just shake your head and pull me closer into your embrace.

"Y/n don't you apologize for something awful like this. This is and never will be your fault. Do you understand me." You say and I nod my head not able to say anything else at the moment. You hug me tightly, rubbing my back soothingly, calming me down.

"We should probably go back before the boys get worried." I say and you nod in agreement leaning down and kissing me lightly. Which lifts my spirits.

Walking back to the hotel, you have your arm wrapped around my shoulders and I lean against you. When the door of the hotel opens, Dean and Sam both look up. Worry etched in their expressions as they can tell. We both have been crying.

"You guys ok?" Sam asks. I nod my head sitting down on the couch with Castiel, still leaning extremely close to you.

"Cas, what the hell was that man?" Dean asks handing us both a beer and I open it happily taking a long swig from it.

"I just found some out some extremely upsetting news, having to do with Y/n but it is not my place to tell you such information."

"Look when we get back to the bunker we all need to sit down and talk. You guys are most likely not going to like what I have to say, but it's a truth that you both should probably know." I say sighing deeply, I never wanted to tell them but they have a right to know.

"Y/n you better not be trying to fucking leave again." Dean says sternly in his big brother voice and I smile shaking my head.

"No Dean I'm not leaving, I promise."

"Alright then, you two feel ready to go take out a couple of witches?" Dean says standing up closing his computer.

"Did Crowley have a way to kill them?" Cas asks standing and helping me up.

"Yup, Witch's Brew bullets are going to be our best option." Sam says handing us both a handful of the special bullets. I nod my head loading my gun and walking out to the impala.

The drive to the old backwoods house they are camping out at takes about 45 minutes to reach. Dean parks the Impala a little ways off. Popping the trunk I also decide to grab a knife, not like it will do me much good against a witch but you never know it might be useful for something. Walking towards the creepy, falling apart house I shiver slightly. Not from the cold but just from the eery feeling this house has. Like it's been holding dark secrets for a very long time. Dean signals for Cas and I to circle around the back, while he and Sam take the front. Splitting up you and I head to the back, you keeping me close behind you. Walking up on the back steps I swing around in front of you to pick the lock, when it finally clicks I step back allowing you to go through first.

Walking through the first thing I notice is it smells like death and sure enough there is a woman pinned to the table with knives. She looks dead but I check her pulse just to be sure and shake my head at Cas to inform him she's dead. He nods his head and reaches for me, I take your hand and follow you into the next room. The quiet puts me on edge… I can't even hear Dean or Sam. I see a door and get your attention, pointing my gun at it. You nod your head and I move towards it.

I open it slowly, but before I can get it open,the door is flung wide open and I go flying backwards. The female witch walking out, throwing me against the wall. I cry out and drop my gun as a force pushes harder against my throat restricting my airway. Castiel comes up behind her, she spins around fast losing focus on me she starts to chant something throwing you across the room. Her lost focus releases me from the wall I drop quickly grabbing my gun and firing. Hitting her once in the back, she spins on me again and I fire another round to her heart and a final shot to her head, she drops to the ground and I rush to your side.

"Cas" I say grabbing you by the shoulders helping you sit up.

Hearing someone come running I turn in my crouched position and take aim preparing for whatever comes through that door. Finger on the trigger the door flies open and I let out a breath seeing it's just my brothers.

"Castiel, Y/n you guys ok?" Dean ask walking towards us, Sam resting a hand on my shoulder.

"I think so, I took out the female witch, she's lying over there. She threw Cas across the room."

"Ok one witch down, one to go. Cas you good buddy?" Dean asks helping you up

"I think so, I feel fine."

"Castiel are you certain, she chanted something at you before she tossed you." I say concerned what she may have done to you.

"I'm fine for now my love." You say kissing my head

"Alright let's stick together, We've already been upstairs and didn't find anything." Sam says

"I guess that leaves the basement." Dean says walking back into the kitchen

"Oh goody." I say following my brothers.

As we walk down the stairs it's pitch black. Dean tries the light switch but no luck, pulling out my flashlight I shine it throughout the room. Suddenly a bright red light flashes and I'm forced to cover my eyes, smoke billows out and I start to cough.

"Everyone back up!" Dean yells through broken coughs.

Suddenly the door slams shut, and sam can't bust it open. The witch obviously blocking it.

"Sam move and everyone shut your eyes." Cas yells pointing his hand towards the door a bright blue,white light shines and I hear the door explode. You grab my hand, guiding me out of the house, Dean and Sam in tow.

Little do we realize the male witch is hot on our tails and sends my brothers flying across the yard. Cas points his gun and fires, hitting the witch right between the eyes. Dropping right where he stands.

"Dean, Sam are you guys ok?" I holler running over to check on them.

"All good little sis." Dean says rolling over, and standing up

"Yeah, we're good Y/n" Sam says.

Cas and I gather some wood to help burn the bodies, while Dean and Sam drag them out. I quickly walk back to the impala to grab some salt and gasoline. When I turn back from the trunk I drop the gas tank startled by the fact that Castiel is standing right behind me. I didn't realize you had followed me.

"Cas you startled me." I jokingly scold, but your stance has me concerned.

"Cas sweetheart are you ok?" I ask grabbing your face forcing you took at me, you suddenly pull me closer and I see your eyes have completely no blue in them much like when we…. Oh shit..

"I think that witch put a lust spell on me." You say breathing in my sent like your life depended on it.

"Ok let me get the gas and salt back to the boys. Can you fly us back to the bunker?" I say and you nod your head. I turn picking up the gas and Salt again, practically running back to my brothers.

"Guys can you handle finishing this. I need to go back to the bunker with Cas to deal with the spell the witch put on him" I say setting the stuff on the ground.

"Yeah we got this, but is Cas ok?" Sam asks looking back in the direction of the Impala.

"Yes he will be ok."

"Are you going to need help with the spell? It's not something dangerous is it Y/n" Dean asks

"No, it's not dangerous, and I pretty certain I can handle it. I'll call if I need help." I say, Dean nods accepting my answer.

I turn and run back to the Impala finding you leaning against the hood, when you hear me approach you stand and walk quickly towards me. Grabbing my arm suddenly we are back at the bunker in our shared bedroom. Before I can even find my balance at the sudden rush and change of location you are on me. Pulling me close and capturing my lips, pushing me back towards the bed. I push away slightly.

"Castiel, shouldn't we find something to break this spell?" I ask trying to get you to slow down and focus just a little. But when you look at me your eyes are lust blown and you give an animalistic growl. Which makes me shiver, making me wet knowing what you want.

"This spell only lasts a couple hours. The only way to break it is to wait it out and I don't think I can control myself to not touch you." You say picking me up and throwing me on the bed.

With a snap of your fingers I'm completely naked, the chill from the bunker present only a minute before your body is covering mine. Your lips capturing mine in a searing kiss. When you break away allowing me to breath you move your face down you my ear.

"Y/n I won't hurt you, I could never hurt you…" You say quietly.

"Castiel I know you would never hurt me. Let me help you with this if I can. I don't want you to be miserable the whole time the spell lasts." I say and with that, you dive towards my neck sucking and nipping definitely leaving marks.

You move down my body, your mouth latching onto one of my nipples the other you rub and pinch with your hand. Your erection presses against my belly and I moan, my body lifting into yours. After giving both my nipples attention you run your tongue down my stomach moving closer and closer to my wet aching sex.

"Y/n you're so wet already." you say and I let out a small cry as you lick a single stip over my clit and past my folds.

"Only for you cas" I manage to say between labored breaths.

You hook your hands under my legs pulling me closer to your mouth sticking your tongue in and slurping happily. My hands tangle in your hair as you eat me out and I feel my orgasm approaching quickly but before I can, you let me down denying me the release I wanted. Before I can say anything in protest you are hovering over me again capturing my lips in yours, hands roaming and grabbing anywhere they can reach. You push into me in one swift movement and I cry out in pleasure, loving the feeling of you inside me. You wait a minute enjoying the feeling as well, finally you start moving. Setting a rough pace, I find myself coming close to my release again as you hit my sweet spot every time. We haven't done rough yet and I'm fucking loving it!

My hands reach out for your wings and the second my fingers run through them your head drops to my shoulder, you letting out a loud moan.

"Y/n please don't stop that" You say panting, sitting me up, so I'm practically sitting in your lap and have easier access to your wings.

You continue your pace hardly stopping to switch positions. I push myself as close to you as I can and I grab your wings slightly harder this time, when you respond with a pleasurable moan I continue to run my hands all around you wings, even risking to reach and grab where they connect to your back. That seems to completely set you off because you throw me on my back again hooking my legs over your arms and driving into me. I cry out as you move impossibly faster, your hands gripping my hips to hold me in place. Suddenly I feel your grace everywhere on my body. My neck, my breasts, stomach, what feels like hands caressing my sides and finally when I feel something attack my clit it pushes me over the edge. I cum screaming your name as my orgasim rips through my body. My walls clamping down around you pushing you to shoot your hot cum deep inside me, as you continue to pump in and out it only draws out my orgasim even longer. Finally when you stop, you pull out and flop down next to me. Breathing heavily I try to get control of my thoughts. You pull me close to you and I can feel your chest rising and falling heavily.

"Castiel that was amazing." I say kissing you deeply.

What I wasn't expecting was for you to roll back on top of me, feeling your cock hardening again as you kiss me even deeper.

"Damn Cassy I know Angels have a high stamina, but you're ready to go again already." I say gasping for air as you latch onto my neck again.

"I'm sorry… It's the spell. Do you need me to heal you before we go again." You ask pulling away to look at me. I shake my head no, but I still feel your grace coursing over my body checking to make sure I'm ok.

"Castiel I Love You." I say capturing your lips, loving that even with this lust spell, you still force yourself to control yourself enough to ensure I'm ok.

"I Love you to sweetheart." You say once you break away from the kiss.

A couple of hours later after several rounds of intense sex, you collapse beside me. Breathing heavily you pull me as close as you can. Resting your head against mine you pull a blanket over both of us, kissing my forehead. Again I feel your grace run over my body, healing any bruises or sore spots as it moves.

"Rest now my love, you need it." I nod my head in agreement and pass out not long after. The last thing I remember is you whispering sweet words of love.

The next morning when I finally wake up, I find you are not beside me like you normally are in the mornings. Rolling out of bed, I walk to my drawer grabbing a clean pair of panties and choosing to wear one of your shirts, heading towards the kitchen following the smell of food. When I walk in and find you standing at the stove, with a pair of sweatpants dean probably gave you and no shirt on. I walk up behind you and slip my arms over your waist hugging you from behind.

"Good morning my love" You say twisting around to kiss me lightly. I hum happily into the kiss

"Whatcha making?" I ask walking towards the coffee pot and pouring myself a cup.

"Pancakes, is that ok?" You ask flipping one.

"I'm happy with anything you make me." I say sitting down at the table. You bring me over a plate of pancakes and I smile my thanks. Digging in I eat my fill and when done I move over to sit in your lap. You give a small laugh which makes me smile.

"Are you ok? The spell completely wore off?" I ask running my hands up your chest and over your shoulders.

"Yes it's gone. Thank you for helping me through that." You say nuzzling my face, making me giggle. You lean in and kiss me wrapping your arms around my back pulling me closer to you.

"Hello anyone home?" Bobby asks coming into the kitchen and I jump up off Castiel, my cheeks burning red not from Bobby walking in but more from the fact that I'm hardly wearing anything. Castiel stands stepping in front of me slightly to cover me.

"Well then wasn't expecting to walk in on that."

"Hi Bobby… Sorry I'll be right back." I say turning and rushing back to our room.

Pulling some sweatpants on and a proper shirt. You walk in just as I'm finishing getting dressed, grabbing the shirt I just had on and slipping it on, before I can run out of the room. You pull me to you and hug me tightly. Letting go you grab my hand walking to the living room where Bobby is currently sitting.

"Hi Bobby." I say walking over and giving him a quick hug.

"Hi Kiddo." he say hugging me back, I sit down on the couch where Castiel joins me.

"So whatcha doing here. Dean and Sam probably won't be back for a couple days."

"Yeah I know, they called me and told me everything that had happened. Cas being struck by some spell and the events of earlier that day."

"I am no longer under the influence of the spell" Castiel says and Bobby nods his head.

"Good, what about the small outburst and telling the boys you'd talk to them later." Bobby asks and I sigh looking over at you, only to find you watching me closely.

"Bobby how much do you know about how I was separated from my brothers?"

"John told me the whole story Y/n"

"So you know…. Well Cas just so happened to find out from heaven and it set him off." I say playing with my hands. Eventually you grab one of my hands and rub soothing circles with your thumb.

"Yes I know, and when I found out I socked him in the face for being so stupid." Bobby says through gritted teeth.

"I would have like to give both of your parents a piece of my mind" You say gripping my hand tightly and I feel the tears start to pool again.

"My question Y/n is how do you know what happened." Bobby asks.

"Because I was forced to remember" I say with much more venom in my words than I meant, but what happened hurts.

"I was forced to know what they did, and forced to realize that I was never supposed to be born!" I say tears flowing down my face, anger laced into my words.

"Y/n, no don't you dare say that. Your mother was pregnant with you long before any decision was made." Castiel says forcing me to look at you, the look in your eyes forcing me to realize that my birth, my existence would have occurred either way. I sigh hiding my face into your chest.

"Castiel's right Y/n, Mary was pregnant with you before they did what they did." Bobby says trying to comfort me.

"That's not all Bobby." I choke out and I feel Castiel's hands running circles across my back.

"Before I was born, I guess I was given something called The Mark of an Angel. Castiel told me it's to protect me. It's that birth mark I have towards the top of my back." I say

"Pretty much it was used to ward Y/n from danger, and when the time is right she will have Wings and Grace. Just like I do." Castiel explains further.

"Wait so Y/n is an Angel?" Bobby questions shock evident in his voice.

"No, she's human, but one day she will have the traits and gifts of an angel."

"Damn" Bobby says and I nod my head in agreement.

"So you plan on telling your brothers all of this?"

"Yes, I didn't want to, just to spare them the hurt and a strike against their parents memory. But I also think they kind of deserve to know the truth in how we were separated." I say pulling myself away from your chest to sit properly on the couch.

"That will probably be best, especially hearing it from you and not some other source." Bobby says, I stare at the ground knowing that what Bobby said is true, but I'm also dreading telling them…..

Two Days Later:

"Y/n, Cas we're back!" Dean yells through the bunker.

"We are in the living room!" I yell pausing the movie Cas and I were currently watching waiting for my brothers to make their way into the living room. Dean plops down in his chair, reclining it and popping open a beer. Sam joining us a few minutes later.

"So care to discuss what you wanted to tell us the other day?" Dean says and I sigh. Sitting up from Castiel's embrace, nodding my head.

"It has to do with how I was separated from you guys, and it will explain why John and Mary never told you I existed." I say running my hand through my hair and pushing it behind my shoulders

"Pretty much the story goes like this… The year before Yellow Eyes was supposed to come and make good on his deal. Mary told John everything, about hunting, about the deal she made to save him, the whole nine yards. Anyway, they went looking for a way to get out of that deal. They came across a demon whose name I can't remember, offered them a way to break the deal Mary made with Yellow Eyes and all they had to do was give me to this demon when I was born. I guess at the time Mary didn't even realize she was pregnant yet…. So she willingly accepted the deal. But when they handed me over, Yellow Eyes showed, killed the other demon and took me with him. Then just a couple weeks later Yellow Eyes enter your home and well you know the story from there." I say looking between both my brothers waiting for some sort of reaction. A few minutes was spent in silence as they processed what i told them.

"Are you fucking kidding me!" Dean practically yells standing up, throwing his arms in the air and pacing the room.

"How could they do that?" He says through gritted teeth.

"Yeah what the hell were they thinking? You were their child! Our baby sister and they just gave you away like you were nothing!" Sam says just as angry

"I know it's upsetting, trust me I know I've been dealing with that knowledge for 24 years. But there is something else, that I learned more recently. This is not bad news though." I say waiting for them to calm down enough for me to continue.

"Ok so a couple weeks ago Cas noticed my Birthmark on my back. I didn't realize it had any significant meaning, until I was told otherwise. I guess my birthmark is actually a mark of an angel. Which was given to me before I was born, it served to protect me while I was in Yellow Eyes possession, but also from what cas has told me, I will eventually have Angel wings and grace."

"Wait so you will be able to fly and smite whatever the hell you want like Cas can?" Dean asks slightly amused at the thought.

"Dean, that's not all she will be capable of." Cas says rolling his eyes.

"Ok but this mark… It won't put Y/n in any sort of danger will it Cas?" Sam asks

"No it shouldn't and when she finally has wings and grace I will be here to guide and teach her." You say wrapping your arm around me and I lean my head on your shoulder.

"You guys, I'm sorry to throw all this at you.. Especially the truth of what our parents did."

"Y/n don't apologize, it's really fucked up what happened. But I'm glad you told us." Sam says giving me a reassuring smile

"Yeah I second that, I'd rather know and be pissed for a while, instead of finding out the hard way." Dean says standing up walking over to me, pulling me up from the couch to hug me tightly, Sam doing the same thing. I just stand there a few moments completely wrapped in my brothers arms.

"Oh and there is one other thing. When Cas told me about my birthmark, I also told him that I can see his wings. Which I guess means we are soul mates." I say reaching back to grab your hand smiling.

"Really?" They both say at the same time.

"That's awesome you guys." Sam say hugging both of us.

"Yeah, I'm glad to hear that, and I hope things stay good between you two. You both deserve this happiness." Dean says hugging us as well

"Well I don't know about you guys, but this has left me exhausted. I think I'll head to bed." Dean says stretching and Sam nods in agreement.

"Good night you guys. See you in the morning." I say sinking back down onto the couch only to be pulled back into your embrace.

You kiss my head and I smile relief rushing through my body that I don't have to keep that burden to myself anymore….

To be continued...