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Kendall's POV

»Kendall, do you know why we are here? «, James asked.

I shook my head. We were all here in the living room sitting on the couch.

»Katie told me to meet you guys here «

»This is what she said to us all «

Katie walked into the room. She came to us, stood in front of the couch and crossed her arms across her chest.

»One more week like that and I am gonna to explode. «, she shouted.

We looked confused at her.

»Everyone of you has something to worry about and everyone of you came to me, because you need help. I am happy as long as I can help, but in this time you are so stubborn and don't want to talk to each other. In the last week you hardly spoke with. You are best friends it shouldn't be a problem. Mom was worried about you and I told her I would do something. This is why we are here. Mom and I will meet for dinner and a movie in a few minutes, so you guys can talk. «

James opened his mouth to protest but he quickly closed his mouth again, because of the glare he took of from Katie. Nevertheless Logan said:

»You can't force us to talk, Katie. If someone would want to talked, he would have had talked. «

»I know that, but I made a plan. I locked your and moms room as well as mine. The balcony door is locked and I took all of your keys. The bathroom is still open, but I took the key so nobody can hide there. After I leaved, I'll lock the front door. You guys have to stay here and if you hadn't a talk when we'll come back, well you don't want to see me then. «

»Katie you cannot lock us here. «, I said.

»Look, Kendall. I love all of you, but I can't do this anymore. If you don't talk about your problems you can't fix them. And if you don't fix them, I'll punch you all, because your stubbornness is so annoying. «

She turned around, left the apartment with a sigh and closed the door. Everyone was silent, so we heard that Katie was serious and locked the door. For a few minutes we remained in silence.

Then Logan sighed: »I think she is right «

Carlos nodded his head. I was nervous.

»Uh. Well, Logan. Can we have a talk, please? I mean just the two of us? «, I asked.

»Uh-uh. S-sure. «

We stood up and went into the bathroom. Logan sat down on the toilet and I sat on the edge of the bathtub.

»What's up, Kendall? «

Carlos POV

I looked after the two boys.

»I hope they can figure things out «, James said.

I nodded. »Everyone can see that Logan really cares about Kendall. Let's switch the topic. Why are you acting so weird since Logan and I kissed? I mean we ever teased each other, but since Berlin you are mean to Logan. « J

ames sat there quietly for a few moments. Then he flustered:

»Maybe it is because I have some kind of feelings for you. «

I was shocked.

»What kind of feelings do you mean? «

»I-I don't know. I am attracted to you, but there are also other feelings, but I haven't figured out what kind of feelings they are. I didn't say anything because I don't want our friendship end. «

»Well you aren't the only one. I'm in the same situation with my feelings for you «

»So what are we gonna to do? «

»I think we should become clear about us and then we'll see what happens then. «

»Sounds good. «

»Wanna play video games? «

»Sure. «

We grabbed controllers and started to play.

Kendall's POV

»What's up, Kendall? «

I swallowed.

»I-I-I just want to ask you if-if-i-i-if…«

»Kendall calm down everything is fine «, Logan said softly.

I took a breath.

»Do you want to go out with me? «

Logan froze.

'Now he is gonna hate me. I messed it up'

»A-are you sure? «, Logan asked.

I nodded. He smiled and sat next to me.

»I would really like to go out with you «

We locked eyes. Logan had so amazing eyes. I leaned in and I kissed him. He froze again but then he started to kiss me back. His lips felt softly on mine. Then Logan opened his lips a bit. I slipped my tongue into his mouth and we started to wrestle playfully with our tongues. I quickly dominated him and I supposed him to like that. I lost myself completely in this kiss. It felt like kissing an angel. It was the one thing I wanted to do since a long time. But unfortunately we needed to breathe so we broke the kiss. Although I wasn't sure about my feelings a week ago now I knew. I had a crush on Logan. I thought back to my talk with Katie.

Flashback

»Come on Kendall. What is bothering you? «

I sighed and sat down on the edge of my bed. Katie sat next to me.

»Honestly? I don't know. I tried to speak with Logan, but he told me to go away. And I don't know. I felt like something broke inside me. I mean he always came to me when he had problems. And I felt afraid because he seemed distant. Like he would expect me to hurt him. But I won't hurt him. «

»And why? «, Katie asked softly.

»Because he is my best friend «

»Are you sure it is the only reason? «

I thought about it. Katie was implying that I had a crush on Logan.

»I know what you are thinking, Katie, but I am not sure. I am so confused at the moment. I mean I can't have a crush on him. I had two girlfriends and I always was attracted by girls. «

»It is called bisexual, Kendall. «

»I told you I am really confused. I mean even if I had a crush on Logan, I am sure he wouldn't like me back that way. «

»You will know whether he likes you or not when you ask him out«

»I don't ask him out Katie! I am not even sure what I am feeling «

»I can help you to figure out. But you have to be honest. «

I was confused but I nodded.

»What do you think about Logan? «

»Well, he is smart, funny, kind of cute and I trust him more than anyone except for you and mom. But this doesn't improve anything. He is my best friend. I have to think this about my best friend. «

Katie nodded.

»You are right. What do you feel when you are around Logan? «

»I-I just feel comfortable. And I feel much more self confident when he is with me. «

»How do you feel when he is sick or sad or when he cries? «

»Katie I don't think this is gonna help me at all. «

»Just answer the question. «

I sighed.

»I just feel like it is my fault, because I couldn't protect him. I just want to hug him and to make him smile again. And I want to punch the shit out of those people who made Logan sad. «

»Okay one last question. What do you feel when you are not with him? «

I hesitated.

»Kendall? «

»I feel okay. I mean it is like when we aren't together. H e is like a brother for me. «

»Kendall. I am your sister. I know when you are lying. Tell me the truth«

»I-I… «

»come on, Kendall. I won't judge you, no matter what your answer is like. You'll be ever my big brother. «

»I just feel kind of alone. I-I miss him. «, I flustered and looked down.

»Do you realize something? «, Katie asked quietly.

I sat there quiet for a few moments and I tried to organize my thoughts.

»I-I think I might have a crush on Logan. «

»Finally. I just wondered how long you would need. Carlos and James owe me twenty bucks. «

»What do you mean? «

»Kendall. Everyone can see you like Logan a lot. James, Carlos and I bet about how long you would need to know. Carlos and James thought you would never figure it out «

Suddenly I was afraid.

»Does Logan know? «

»No he is the only one who seems not to notice. Kendall you have to talk to him «

I shook my head.

»What if he doesn't like me back? «

»Then you know and you move on. But if you don't ask him, you'll regret it for the rest of your life, because you'll always ask yourself what could have happened. «

»When did you become so wise? «

She laughed. »I don't know. Will you talk to him? «

»I will think about it «

Flashback End

Well, I did think about it, but I was so afraid of being rejected, that I didn't say a word. »

What are you thinking about? «, Logan asked.

»I was thinking about my fear to ask you out and that this fear wouldn't be necessary. «

He laughed. »I had this problem as well. «

»I think we should tell the guys and Katie that we have a date. «

»Okay, but we will talk to our parents after our date, because we don't know how the date will end. «

I nodded. We walked out of the bathroom.

»I'll beat you! «

»In your dreams, Diamond! «

»I guess Carlos and James had talked too. «, I smiled.

We went into the living room and saw them playing Mario Kart. I cleared my throat while I took Logan's hand. The guys looked at us and Carlos said:

»I think you figured things out. Are you guys together? «

Logan shook his head. »We will go out for a date «

Carlos smiled at us. I expected some kind of comment from James, but he smiled as well and said:

»I am glad you guys made it. «

James' POV

The next morning I woke up at five o'clock. I laid in my bed and thought about the sleeping Latino on the other side of the room. I wasn't completely honest to him yesterday.

'I mean yes I am attracted to him and I have some feelings for him, but I will try to forget this feelings. Someone like Carlos couldn't like someone like me. All in all I am just a man whore.' I thought bitterly.

It was the truth, because I used to sleep around, so I could forget about my insecurity and I think I tried to forget about my mom who had barely time for me. And Carlos is just so innocent and cute.

'He deserves something better than me. I have to forget my feelings. I am hundred percent sure he will come to the conclusion that we wont be more than friends. And if he will make that decision I will agree to him. I don't want to loose him. But nevertheless, he deserves someone better then me. '

I shook my head and headed to the bathroom to take a shower. After that I went quietly to our room and saw Carlos sleeping. He looked so peacefully. I sat down on my bed and I stared at him. A few hours later Carlos stood up. He looked at me and asked:

»Did I wake you? «

»No, I just couldn't sleep. «

He nodded. »I will take a shower. «

As the door closed behind him, I sighed and fell back. I couldn't help myself to think about Carlos. After a few minutes I stood up and I stripped down to my boxers. I grabbed a jeans and a shirt. In this moment Carlos came back. He wore just a towel around his waist. I saw him several times before without a shirt, but this was the first time I noticed how incredible hot he was. He had the body of a god. He had some nice abs and his skin had this adorable tone of light brown. His short black hair was still wet and I just wanted to touch him. Carlos noticed me staring at him and asked:

»Do you like what you see? «

I blushed and nodded.

He came to me and stopped just a few inches in front of me. I looked in his wonderful brown eyes. I leaned in and kissed him lightly. He moaned and pressed himself against me. We deepened the kiss. I touched his abs. His soft skin felt just amazing. Then my mouth explored his body. When I came to one of his nipples I sucked and bite lightly in it. Carlos moaned. I kissed him on the lips again. He bite in my ear lobe and made me moan. His towel fell and I saw his hard boner.

»I think we should stop «, Carlos said, but kissed me again.

»I can only agree with you « I mumbled and began to stroke his member.

Carlos moaned. »James I want you. « I

grinned and pushed him to my bed.

»Your wish is my command. «

So, here it is the next chapter. I guess some of you are upset know, because I didn't wrote the entire sex scene, but it`s called cliffhanger. Let me know what you think. I hope you enjoyed this.