BTW, when Izuna and Iyashe went to a bar, they're just 18 years old. Even though... I really want to... then Chapter 3 Here! Also, he's now 19.


"I... failed. I almost died... they should make a fatal blow to me."

"What? I can't believe you failed."

"But I was able to weaken it."

"Okay, I'll just send you later..."

"Fine. Hokage-sama, I'm leaving!"

The latter is so bored, he planned on knowing something... about Iyashe, his feelings for her is such. So he tried to impersonate as "Temara", Iyashe's best friend.

"I think it's about time. I can't stop myself. I'm so much addicted and obsessed with her. My inspiration."


He went to Iyashe's room, and don't make any single move to be obvious.

"Hi, Iyashe."

"Ooh! Temara! Hello!"

"I just pass by here before going outside."

"Sure."

Iyashe invited Temara inside the room.

"You like Izuna right?"

"Gosh! How many times I will tell you!"

"So you like him?"

"Yeah. But I don't want to love him, for what if he continue to ignore me like that. I'm tired of it."

"(I see... this is the second one. It hurts.) When you love, you gonna ready for pain."

Izuna sternly said it and left because he can't stop his feelings. He went to walk crying. He never want to burst it. His hope disappear. His inspiration... it's gone. But he can't blame it to her. He blamed himself because it happened. Iyashe, also cried because she thought she loved the latter. She saw him.

"Izuna-kun! Why are you crying?"

He ignore her, but she's quite stubborn and called him again.

"What do you want?."

"Why are you crying? What happened?"

"So you have guts to ask me huh."

"What do you mean?"

"I am that Temara earlier. That's enough... I know it... already."

"*Starting to cry* Izuna, I didn't mean it. I know. I don't love you."

"ENOUGH! I know it!"

Izuna start to fell on his knees and shouted. He can't bear enough the pain. After a while he tried his best to stop himself, his feelings.

"I don't know it hurts more than when my brother did. Slap me, so it can complete it, physically and mentally, and I can feel I'm more alone."

"*Slap* Stop! Izuna... I know it hurts. Sorry, but I never did love you."

"I thought today I will cut my hair. See it's very long."

"Why, is there a reason why you let your hair grows like that?"

"Yeah, but it's not time to talked about it. By the way, since you will not love me, I just made up my mind."

Izuna hugged Iyashe tightly so he can continue to say his words. He whispered:

"I will kill you, my love."

Iyashe answered.

"Don't underestimate me."

"Don't do the same to me."

"Okay, Izuna."


Izuna went to his room faster, he wanted to sleep.

"(I don't know it hurts like fires of hell. Damn.)"

He can't sleep on his room. The two tragedies always played in his mind. His eyes were red from crying.

"I can't take it... I will leave my beloved village."


Early morning, even the Hokage will saw his red eyes, he went to the office.

"Hokage-sama, I will leave the village for six years."

"Why?"

"I want to be alone to refresh my mind."

"But-"

"Please. I can't stay here seeing her."

"Okay, make sure it's six years or I will send retrieval troops. I will send a ninja to check you every year."

"Okay!"


Izuna packed his things, in his mind:

"I will return dead. The new Izuna."