Hi! Im so excited to write this third chapter! Ok, I have researched a-z on all different phobias yesterday. And so I know a whole bunch about this kinds of stuff. I really want to be a psychiatrist or psychologist when I get older and after be an author. so enjoy!
Ellie
We stared at each other from our windows for that one brief second and then it was gone. I then walked quietly down stairs and went to jaspers room. he was on the computer looking up phobias something that I have researched on.
"jazz?" I whisper. He turns to face me.
"hey. Whats up sis?" he asks.
"um… whats up with Edward? Is he always so…distant?" I ask.
"he want always like that. He was once normal. By normal I mean a happy emo. But that's not my story to share. I noticed him looking at you. And that's a lot coming from him. And when you guys were by the window before…Charlie…got home you both a silent conversation. Everyone didn't want to look at you guys because it looked so private. I don't know that's just me." He says. I nod.
"What are you looking at/" I ask.
"Something for Edward." He says and turns back to his computer.
"you looking up nyctrophobia? The fear of darkness." I state.
"yeah. How did you know?" he asks.
"I happen to be obesophobic. So… I did some research. And all those interested me. But is Edward a nyctrophobic? I ask.
"no. he is a trypanophobic. The fear of injections." He says tired.
"why?" I ask.
"his real dad was abusive and used to drug him with his fathers injection needles. Edward was only 15. I met him in military school when I was 12. so I knew the real Edward. Just don't ask him about it." He says. I nod. I then go back upstairs and go through my drawers and get my old red notebook.
I skip through the pages and look through my A-Z PHOBIA BOOK i wrote down all the phobias that were listed on websites and studied them. I looked back on the definitions and absorbed the information. Once I was finished I looked at clock. 5:46. damn. I have been up all night.
I go and take a cold shower and let my hair naturally curl. Then I put a rim of eyeliner on and my black beanie.
I put on my black denim faded holey jeans and a black hawthorn heights shirt and my big black hoodie. I then put on my shoes and woke up rose to get ready for our first day of school.
She got ready and we went down stairs to find jasper already ready and Charlie had already left. My bruise was faded and barley noticeable. We then went to jasper's 1971 chevelle in glossy black paint with red interior. Holy shit. I jumped up in the passenger seat before rose could and we sped off to school.
I turned on the radio to find one of my favorite songs that I haven't herd in FOREVER! She's a lady by forever the sickest kids. We all sung along and rocked to the next few songs.
Once we got to the school, everyone stared at us as we blasted coming undone by korn they will most likely recognize us as the emo's. then I saw Edward leaning against his silver Volvo listening to his ipod with a frown on his face. Emmett and a small girl with spiky hair who I presume is alice was bickering with Emmett.
It was funny compared to the size difference, because she looked like she could beat him up. They then stopped once they saw us and waved. We parked right next to them and I grabbed my ipod and listened to silverstein.
Everyone stared.
And I mean everyone.
Then once the bell rang we went off to our classes, no need to go to the office considering they mailed our classes to us. And jasper had AP bio, history, and lunch with me. rose had AP chemistry with me and lunch. That's it.
I met alice. She is a small ball of hyper ness waiting to explode. Edwards exact words. I only had lunch and PE with her though. Emmett had all of my classes with me as did Edward.
So first I went to AP bio with jasper, Emmett, and Edward. And rose was right next door. I had already reviewed all of this back in phoenix so I just listened to my ipod. Edward was my partner and was doing the same. I pulled out my red notebook and looked through all my phobia words again. Im so intrigued by this kind of stuff. Then Edward slipped me a note.
Edward/ Bella
Phobia's?
Yeah. I do have obesophobia.
Oh yeah… I have trypanophobia.
Fear of injections. Interesting.
…yeah…
U act like your ashamed of it.
That's because I am.
U shouldn't be.
WELL I AM.
Ok….can I ask why?
No.
That's fine.
And with that we didn't say anymore. He is so guarded. I really don't understand why. Once that class was finished then all of us had other than jasper, had AP chemistry. Once again, I knew all the material. So I just relaxed and finished the homework. All my classes went smoothly then came lunch.
I then went to sit next to everyone at this one table.
"hey." I say.
"hi bella." Emmett says.
"whats up?" I ask.
"food." He says and then stuffs his mouth with food. This made my mouth water.
"Emmett chew with your mouth closed plase." Edward complained quietly.
"HE SPEAKS!" Alice yells.
He then gets up and leaves annoyed.
"nice going alice that's the only time he ever sat with us and you ruined it." Emmett pouts.
"he is just sitting with us because Bella is here." Alice says winking at me. I roll my eyes.
"please go get him Bella." Emmett begged. I nodded. I then went outside to find him smoking.
I grab his cancer stick and throw it on the ground. He had fire in his eyes just then and cornered me so that my back was hitting the wall and his chest almost touching mine.
"those are bad for you." I say giving him a hard glare.
"yeah? So. I have nothing else to live for." He says. And for some strange reason I felt a rip on my heart. What the hell?
"ok. But other people want you alive. Doesn't that mean anything?" I ask
He shrugs. "maybe." He says. I grab hold of his hand and lead him back inside. Then I felt someone push me. a girl with blonde hair, a really fake tan, and blue eyes stood there smiling popping her bubble gum. I composed myself and we both, as in Edward and I, sat at the table.
Emmett and alice looked relieved.
Then once lunch was done, I went to gym and did all the exercises.
Once that was over I took a shower and fixed my makeup and met jazz and rose in the car.
"sorry im late." I say. They nod and we go home. The drive felt long. Maybe because it was a long day.
But once we got to the house we heard a crashing noise and jasper told me to run back to the car.
We then drove.
"jasper what the hell is happening?" rose asks.
"he is drunk. Im not risking something like what happened to Bella happen again." He says.
"lets go over to the Cullen's." I say.
"ok. Toni can you call Emmett or his house. Here take my phone." He says. I nod and call Emmett's cell.
"hello?" a voice that's clearly not Emmett's answers.
"Edward?" I ask.
"yeah. Is this Bella?" he asks.
"yeah. Um…Charlie is having a drunk fit and throwing glass…can we stay over?" I ask.
"yeah…yeah come over." He says drowsily.
"okay thanks." I say.
"no problem." And then he hangs up. I hand the phone back to Jasper.
"Edward answered it?" Jasper asks. I nod. We then head to their house and Rose knocks on the door. A middle aged lady with Carmel hair and big green eyes, just like Edwards, stood before us. She was beautiful.
"hello im esme. And you must be Bella and rose. Hello Jasper nice to see you again." She smiles warmly.
"you too esme." He smiles and hugs her. She then grabs each of us in a motherly hug. She reminded me of Renée. Esme's house was huge! And there was a piano!
"do you play dear?" she asks me. I nod.
"it's Edwards. He is a lovely player. You can come over anytime if you would like to play it." She says. I smile and nod eagerly.
"so what brings you kids here?" she asks.
"Charlie." Jasper says.
"ohh. I understand. Code red again?" she asks. Jasper nods. She smiles sadly.
"well go on up ahead to Emmett's room." she says and we hurry up. As we enter his room I go to Emmett and realize something.
"Emmett where is you bathroom I have to pee." I say.
"whoa TMI! But its down the hall on the right." He says.
I then go and open the door. I gasp. There was Edward shirtless and looking at me angrily. Oh no.
Ok! Wat did you think!? I left on a cliffie! YYYEEEEE! This is sooo good I can feel it! Keep reviewing!
ellie
