A.N.: So I just got home from my trip to London where I got to go to Glee!live yesterday and it was epic…amazing…awesome…breathtaking…I still have trouble thinking coherently… Darren just casually walked by less than 1m in front of me when singing Silly Love Songs and I think I died :D And Riker was there too but no one (at least no one near me) freakin' recognized him…how could they possibly not recognize Riker? AHHH…and the other Warblers? Ok maybe I love them too much but…gaah…anyways…ok…sorry :D On with the story :D

Chapter Notes: This is gonna be short I fear since I kinda gotta run but I'll explain that at the end…but I really wanted to give you guys a little something before I go…so enjoy *lessthan3*


When the two boys woke up something felt different. Blaine was chipper and enthusiastic at the thought of having a family with Kurt, wanting nothing more than to start making plans right away, and Kurt played along, but he practically fled their house with Cas, saying he was just gonna head out to get breakfast.

Blaine looked at the door that locked behind his husband after Kurt gave him a quick goodbye kiss raising an eyebrow. He could tell that something was up, and he turned around looking at Temeraire and Taran who were looking at him from the couch.

"You getting the feeling that something's up?" he asked them, not expecting an answer as he went to prepare the table for breakfast and himself for the conversation he knew was about to come.

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When Kurt came home he was surprised to find the living room and kitchen empty, hearing soft music from Blaine's 'creativity lounge' as he liked calling it.

He placed the bread on the table and snuck closer to the slightly opened door, finding Blaine sitting at his piano softly singing along to the song he was playing.

'…A deep breath and baby steps

That's how the whole thing starts

It's a long slow beautiful dance

To the beat of a heart

It's a long, slow, beautiful dance, my friend

The house is filled with so much love

We got more than enough for two

So we've been thinking about having a baby

I know it sounds crazy,

but it seems like the natural thing to do

A deep breath and baby steps

That's how the whole thing starts

It's a long slow beautiful dance

To the beat of a heart…'

Kurt's eyes were filled with tears as Blaine ended with a soft sigh. He hadn't realized how much Blaine had wanted a family, and especially how much Blaine wanted a family with HIM, Kurt Hummel.

"Oh baby…" he said softly, causing Blaine to whip around.

"K-Kurt…" the raven stuttered, blushing slightly. "I didn't even hear you enter…" his eyes sought Kurt's face "How much did you hear?"

"Enough to know which song you were singing…Blaine…I'm sorry I never realized how much you actually wanted to have kids…I…just you me and the pips (A.N.: Yes their pets ;D) and our friends and family…it was always enough for me…but…" he walked up to Blaine hugging him tightly.

Blaine returned the embrace, burying his face in the crook of Kurt's neck.

"It's enough for me too." Blaine said firmly, after pulling away a little to look into Kurt's eyes.

"No it's not." Kurt smiled softly, kissing Blaine's forehead. "But that's ok,…" he promised "I want to have a family with you too…thinking of a little Blaine running around in our house makes my heart go wee…I'm just a little scared." Kurt admitted "But you're giving me courage...like you always have…there's just some things we will have to think about first."

Blaine nodded at that, kissing his husband lovingly before they walked into the kitchen to eat breakfast.

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A few hours, some arguing, a few tears and a lot of hugs and kisses later, they had already ruled out adopting, because both wanted the child to be their biologically, they still had to talk about how this was going to affect them, not professionally, but their relationship, and think about who would be the kid's biological father.

"Nothing is gonna change." Blaine promised softly after Kurt tentatively touched the subject to the way this would affect their relationship.

"You know that's not true." Kurt said soberly, he wasn't trying to be a buzzkill, but he wanted to stay realistic, because he couldn't lose Blaine over some stupid fight later on.

"Kurt…you will still be the most important thing in my life, and we're still gonna love each other." Blaine said adorably, looking so much like a kicked puppy that Kurt couldn't resist the urge to hug him tightly.

"I know." he granted "But…Blaine…" he continued softly "You saw this weekend, Kids are a lot of trouble and work and I won't lie you know how I get when I'm annoyed or things don't go my way…and you know how you get when you're stressed out."

"Yeah but…"

"And…" Kurt added not letting Blaine get a word in. "I will always love you…and after all we've been though I believe that you'll always love me too. But when it would really come down between me and your son or daughter, you would choose one of them. I know that…and I wouldn't want it any other way, wouldn't want you to change that about you…just…we have to be realistic about this…if we start lying to us already it'll just go to the dogs."

Blaine's eyes had darkened considerably at the way Kurt had said 'your' instead of 'our', but there was something else that troubled him.

"I don't want to…no…" he corrected himself "I can't…could not ever lose you…I just can't Kurt…I had thought I had once and it damn near killed me." he said firmly. "A kid won't change that."

Kurt could tell that Blaine really believed that and he believed him. Partially. He knew Blaine would love their child and so would Kurt, but he knew that when push would come to shove Blaine would choose the kid, just like any good parent should, and Kurt loved him for it, and for trying to believe that he wouldn't.

"Kurt…" Blaine started pulling him out of his reverie.

"Mmhh?"

"Why did you say 'YOUR' instead of 'OUR'?" he asked softly "If you don't want this it's ok…just…like you said…don't hold back...we have to come clean here or this will never work."

"I said it because I want you to be the biological father. I will love this kid, boy, girl or purple dinosaur, and I will always take care of him her and be the best father I can be…I want this with you Blaine, I really do...But I won't deny that I'm scared…of what this might do to us…or…even worse…of failing…" Kurt admitted softly.

"Oh baby…" Blaine sighed, hugging him tightly "You will be the best father anyone could imagine, you won't fail…just seeing how you do with the pips or the Finchel kids…how you managed the twins…you're gonna be an amazing father…I just know it…"

"Thanks,…" Kurt smiled, kissing him softly.

"Anytime love." Blaine replied with a smile "But why do you want for me to be the biological father? We could do it like Rachel's dads did…"

Kurt shuddered slightly at the thought of having a kid with Rachel's sense of fashion. He would have to make sure the kid was properly trained in fashion so that could never happen.

"Would you really want a kid with my attitude?" Kurt asked teasingly.

Blaine remained serious.

"Look…just imagining a kid with your beautiful eyes, your voice and your complexion with those adorable brunette dimples makes me melt inside. You're perfect love." he assured the brunette who cocked his head to a side disbelievingly.

"Yeah…" Kurt chuckled finally before being serious again "But really…there are several reasons why I want for you to be the biological father. One, if I think about us standing there with our little kid it's always a little boy or girl with unruly black curls, an angelic voice and beautiful bright hazel eyes that shine golden in the light." Kurt swooned lightly at the image. "Also…if anything happens to me and the mother wants you badly all of a sudden for some reason I think she could take him/her from you with a really good lawyer if I'm the father…but not if you are."

Blaine just stared at his husband at that.

"Don't say that…" he pleaded.

"I'm not saying anything will happen, but we don't know ok?" Kurt said softly taking Blaine's hand "But as we saw three years ago sometimes bad things just happen…and what if the whole heart attack thing my father has runs in the family and I…"

Kurt was cut off by Blaine's fingers on his lips.

"Don't." the raven shook his head.

Kurt took Blaine's hand away and kissed it gently.

"Just think about it." Kurt asked and Blaine nodded reluctantly, causing Kurt to smile softly as he was pulled in for a desperate kiss.

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Three weeks later Kurt and Blaine were at a bureau, looking for someone who would be willing to mother their kid, since none of their friends could, because all of them either had too much work, too many kids or, in the case of Santana and Brittany who would have been perfect, feeling that this would just make things awkward between them and possibly for the kids, and Kurt and Blaine had to agree reluctantly, deciding that asking a stranger would be the best option.

"I am very sorry to tell you this, but there is only one woman who would be willing to help you out." the bold elderly man who's bureau they were sitting in, said softly.

"But…" Blaine and Kurt frowned

"How is that bad? Is she not suitable?" Kurt asked.

"That's not what I meant. She is healthy, intelligent, beautiful and all of that seemingly runs n the family.

"Then where's the catch?" Kurt frowned.

"Well…" the older man shifted "She specifically wanted to be in this. She's here too, if you want to meet her."

"Sure." the two agreed, following the older man outside, holding onto each other's hands excitedly.

But when the woman, who really was beautiful, petite, blonde, blue eyes and what Puck would refer to as a 'nice rack', came into their view, Blaine almost, but just almost, let go of Kurt's hands.

"Hey Blainey." the woman smiled.

"H-hi…" Blaine stuttered, clearly shocked, while Kurt looked around between them with a frown and Mr. Jones looked really uncomfortable.

"Blaine?" Kurt asked softly, getting Blaine's attention back onto him.

Blaine's eyes softened in an instant as they found Kurt's before they returned to the woman in front of them again.

"Kurt...meet Tiffany…Tiffany this is my husband and love of my life, Kurt Hummel, Kurt, meet Tiffany Peasant, my…" he gulped "Ex-fiancé."

The blonde woman smirked as Kurt's jaw dropped, and Blaine squeezed his hand tightly, closing his eyes in anticipation of the trouble that he knew was about to come, following Tiffany in her wake, like it always had.


Chapter End Notes: Blaine has no idea :D

Ok so I think that this was a nice place to cut at and I hope that this wasn't horrible since my head is still a little fuzzy from the past couple days and no sleep :D

Thank you for reading *lessthan3*

I hope you liked it and I would love to hear what you thought so just drop me a review :D

For those who already did: You rock! :D

Also I have an announcement to make…This fic (and all my other fics for that matter) is going to be on hiatus 'til the 17th of July, because I will be camping at the end of the world (the place is really called that if you translate its name from French :D) and I will most likely be unable to access any internet whatsoever to upload anything until I'm back. If I find a way I'll update sooner but yeah…sorry…D:

The good news is that I will be taking my laptop and I will have several chapters typed out so I will be able to post very regularly and quickly after that.

If you have any questions, wishes or suggestions to or for this fic, feel free to tell me so in a review, I can access those with my cellphone and I will try to take them into account if they don't clash with the storyline too horribly.

That's it for now folks,

Love,

CITC


Next Up: It looks like Blaine's past in London has come back to haunt him in form of Tiffany, a girl he used to be engaged to. With Kurt already being insecure, will the blonde woman be able to drive a wedge between our boys, and what is on her agenda?

I hope you'll stay tuned :D