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the song is, Sway Your Head- We shot the moon

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Sway Your Head

I was sitting in my bedroom, peacefully listening to Claire De Lune, when my chirpy little sister interrupted me.

"Edward, I think you should go check up on Bella." Alice barged in, giving me her 'you'd better listen to me look'.

"Alice, first of all, don't you knock? Second, Bella told me that she wanted some time alone today. And besides, it's barely sunrise."

"Edward, trust me, please?" She instantly showed me a vision of Bella sitting in her yard. She had been gazing at the stars earlier, and now the soft glow of the sun beginning to rise. Her arms were wrapped around her knees. I then noticed that she had silent tears running down her cheeks.

I had my keys in the ignition and was half way down the driveway before the vision was over. What could have made my angel so upset? Was she having second thoughts about the wedding? About me? Well, this much was expected; she had been having a difficult time since Jacob found out.

They hadn't spoken in about two weeks.

Did she realize she made a mistake and decide to be with him instead? I shuddered at the thought. I do want my love to be happy, but I don't think I could handle her being with the mutt.

Before I knew it, I was in front of Bella's home. I could hear her soft cries once I got out of my car and made my way to the back yard. She was there, sitting with her knees to her chest on a soft patch of grass crying, just like the vision promised. I silently made my way over, careful not to startle her.

I sat down next to her and she lifted her head, looking up at me. Her chocolate eyes were red from her tears. She quickly buried her head in my chest, letting out her sobs. I don't know how long we were sitting there, with her tears staining my shirt, not that I minded of course. We didn't need to speak. We both knew the reason behind her tears. There was nothing to be said. Instead, I soothingly rubbed her back and put my face into her hair, calming myself with her sweet scent.

Finally, she pulled away, wiping the wetness away from her eyes, and let out a small hiccup.

"I'm so sorry Edward." She almost started crying again.

"No, you have absolutely nothing to be sorry about Bella. If anyone does, then it is me. Don't be upset, please."

"No! It really is my fault. I did this, don't blame yourself…I broke his heart," She cried, her voice cracking at the last sentence, "I'm a horrible person."

I rubbed her back again before gently lifting her chin.

"Don't you ever say that! Nothing is your fault Bella, you did nothing wrong. You couldn't help Jacob's reaction. It was bound to happen. He was going to find out sometime. Don't worry love, he will get over it. Just give him time." I noticed how she flinched when I said his name.

"I don't understand how you can love someone like me Edward. But, I can't change the way I feel. I'm not a good person. I hurt him. I—I love him. How could I do such a thing to him?" She said, dropping her head.

I knew that Bella loved Jacob. They loved each other. That was something that I was currently learning to accept. But I also knew that her love for me was stronger, there was no reason to make a big deal out of her love for him. She had every right to love him as well as me. He was her 'sun' as she put it. There to help her through the rough times of her life. The sun…there to guild her when she is surrounded by darkness.

"Look Bella," she lifted her chin as I pointed towards the horizon, "Look, over the mountains. Do you see the sunrise that has come up for you?" We both gazed at the soft yellows, oranges, and pinks that were rising above the mountains in the distance, signaling the start of a new day.

"Come on." I stood up, taking her hand in mine and bringing her up with me.

"Where are we going?" She asked.

"You'll see."

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The car ride to the treaty line was silent. I had called Jacob on my cell phone once Bella ran inside for a quick human moment and to write Charlie a note in case he woke up before she returned. She had no idea where I was taking her at first, but then once the surroundings and route got familiar, she figured it out, it seemed like she was doing her best to prevent panic from taking over her body.

The treaty line was in sight, and I saw Jacob there, leaning against his car patiently. To say he was surprised when I called him would be an understatement. He was confused and, to say the least, pissed off. I was the last person he wanted to speak with. But he complied, none the less, once I explained the situation.

We came to a stop and I turned off the ignition, angling myself towards Bella.

"Edward, I don't think I can do this. I'm not ready to face him. I can't handle it." Her eyes didn't leave Jacob's waiting figured through the windshield.

"Bella, you must. This isn't healthy. For either of you. You've gotta pull yourself back together," I glanced at Jacob, who had walked closer to the border line and then looked at Bella again, "Give it one more shot. It's now or never. It's a new day calling for you…"

"Edward, please, I can't," She sobbed.

"You've gotta believe."

She reached her hand towards the door, but immediately snapped it back, putting her face into her hands instead.

"Come on Love. You've gotta throw yourself back in the water. Take in one deep breath…," She did as I told and I watched as her lungs inflated and she slowly let out the air, "See? You're getting stronger…"

"No, I'm not strong enough to do this."

I tilted my head, giving her a knowing look. "Please, after all you've taught and seen? You've gotta believe."

She took another deep breath and reached for the handle once more, this time successfully opening it and stepping out. I watched as she made her way over the treaty line and immediately tensed. I knew that nothing would happen, but being prevented from protecting her if needed always worried me.

She stood awkwardly a few feet away from Jacob, neither of them saying anything. Then suddenly Jake took two giant steps toward her and pulled her into a loving hug. Her light was back. The sunrise that came back for her.

Everything would be fine. I could see Bella's gorgeous smile and tears of joy and relief as she clutched onto the back of his shirt.

Her golden smile…that they can't take away.


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