AN: So I'm trying to make this chapter a bit longer. My wrist is killing me but I really want to put up this chapter so I'm typing with one hand for the most part. Enjoy!
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Logan's eyes flickered open. He felt the light from the sun shining on his face. He started to panic when he didn't see his normal gray walls, but then quickly remembered that he had fallen asleep on the couch the night before. He lifted up his head.
"Morning sleepyhead." Logan heard a voice say. Until he turned and saw Kendall right beside him with the TV remote in his hand.
"What? It's only-"
"12:00? Yeah it is."
"You let me sleep until 12:00?!" Logan asked, voice raising unintentionally.
"Well yeah...You seemed pretty out of it. So I got ready at 10:00, came back, and you were still sleep. So I just wanted to let you rest. Sorry." Kendall explained feeling a bit guilty because he knew the brunette hated to wake up late.
Logan wasn't surprised that he slept until noon. One of the side effects of the drug was to make him feel a bit tired and off. And since the day before Kendall had shaken him out of his high, he expected to be like that for at least the rest of the day.
"...Are you?"
"What?" Logan said being pulled out of his thoughts.
"I asked you if you were mad." Kendall said a bit slower because clearly Logan was still a bit sleepy.
"Oh, no, I'm not mad. I guess I needed more sleep than I thought." Logan said patting Kendall's shoulder. "Plus your shoulder was a good pillow."
They both smiled and Kendall blushed.
The moment was interrupted by Kendall phone beeping, signalling a new text message. Ugh, bad timing. Kendall thought as he pulled his iPhone out of his pocket.
"New Text Message from: Gustavo: Need you and the dogs at the studio. NOW!"
"So Logan, think you've slept enough?" Kendall asked as he put his phone back in his pocket.
"Yeah, why?"
"Great. Because Gustavo wants us at the studio."
Logan groaned. Great.
He got up and ran to him room to quickly change while Kendall called James and Carlos.
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Kendall and Logan entered the studio together to find Gustavo on the piano with Kelly standing beside him. Since Gustavo didn't have on a hat, you could see all the anger veins around his head and neck. This should be good. Logan thought.
"You know what I hate?" Gustavo said still facing the piano.
"Everything..." Kendall mumbled. He had a point.
Gustavo spun around. "When I say I want all of my dogs in the studio and I ONLY SEE TWO!"
"Look, Gustavo, I called James and Carlos and told them to be here! I don't know where they are!"
Gustavo always was in a horrible mood around recording time. Well...Gustavo was always in a horrible mood period but especially now that it had been a year since their last CD and they need to start recording new music.
"WE'RE HERE!" Carlos and James shouted and they ran into the studio.
"I know we're late but-" James started.
"I DON'T CARE!" Gustavo yelled. "You guys need to come out with a new single and soon. And another thing! ..."
Overall the session was pretty short. They didn't do any actual recording. It was mainly just a talking -actually more like yelling- session of Gustavo getting mad and Kelly having to hold him back every time Kendall made a smart comment of mumbled something. Afterwards they returned back to the Palm Woods and James and Carlos went to their usual hangout spot. Which left Kendall and Logan laughing about stupid jokes as they approached the elevator. Logan pushed the button.
"I swear, every time Gustavo yells, that vein gets bigger and bigger! His head is just gonna eventually explode." Kendall joked.
"Eww Kendall, you just put a terrifying image in my head!" They burst out laughing.
Soon the elevator reached the lobby. The door opened to reveal Jo. Then the silence fell.
"Uh hey Jo." Logan said walking into the elevator.
"Um Logan, I'll be right up." Kendall said as he turned to Jo who was waiting. Logan nodded and doors closed.
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Logan was sort of glad that Kendall didn't come up with him. They had been having a great time but all that talk about Gustavo did remind Logan that he needed to start writing a new song for the next recording session. He instantly starting tensing up when thought of what would happen if he didn't have the song in on time. Of course Gustavo will yell at me. Logan thought. But the fans. They'd be so upset if i can't get my act together to write a decent song.
Logan couldn't take it. As soon as he got the 2J apartment door open, he ran to his and Kendall's shared room and pulled out his his materials. Since he didn't know exactly what time the blonde would be back he didn't put a whole dose in his needle. He filled it up and an eighth of the way. Enough to relax him and put him to sleep for 30-45 minutes.
Once he injected it, he felt the substance rushing through his body. He put the drugs and needle back into his desk just in time. Then he stumbled back and passed out on his bed.
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Kendall and Jo sat at a two seated table in the back of the lobby.
"So.." Kendall said trying to start to conversation.
"I'm surprised you two aren't going out yet." Jo said sarcastically.
"I'm surprised you haven't told yet." Kendall said back in the same tone.
Kendall had been sitting at the table pretended to be doing something on his phone. When in reality, he was really sneaking looks at a certain brunette.
He was watching Logan as he tutored Tyler for the him upcoming science test outside in the pool area. He saw Logan head go from in the books to talking to Tyler. Kendall loved his passion for science. How Logan would take anything and turn it into one big science project. It was hilarious, how into it Logan was. Sometimes so much that Kendall felt bad for choosing to do Big Time Rush and stopping Logan from his dreams of being a doctor. But Kendall knew that deep down Logan also had a passion for music. Kendall could go on forever about the things he loved about the brunette.
He watched as he saw Logan smile and give Tyler a high five for understanding a problem. Adorable.
"Hello?" Jo said waving her hand in front of Kendall's face.
"Yeah, hey Log-Jo! Jo! Hey Jo!" He said as he came back from daydreaming.
"Did you even hear a word I said?"
"Uh-no I-"
"I see the way you look at him. Hell, you almost called me his name!" Jo said angrily.
"Jo I don't kno-"
"So you're just gonna pretend to like me this whole time a turn out to be- a FAG!" Jo started to shout. Luckily their was no one around to hear.
"Jo, lower your voice. I can ex-"
"Why should I, Kendall?! In fact I SHOULD tell everybody!"
"Jo!" Kendall was hyperventilating. He couldn't believe this was all happening.
"I bet it would be great for the media to hear that tall, blonde, and eyebrows, is nothing but a boy-loving JERK!" She shouted as she started to back away.
Kendall got up and reached out to touch her arm "Jo-"
"DON'T TOUCH ME! Kendall Knight, we're done!" And with that Jo gave him a teary-eyed look and stormed off.
"I'm not going to tell, Kendall." Jo said as she looked down in guilt. "I wouldn't do that to you."
They looked up at each other.
"It was just the rejection that made me say all of those things... I didn't mean it. I still love you Kendall."
"Jo-"
"But it's ok. I know you love Logan." Jo started to get up to leave. "And again, sorry for all the stuff I said."
She gave him a small smile, then turned and walked away.
I know you love Logan.
Those words repeated in Kendall's head. Maybe it was true. The whole time. That it wasn't just little things he loved about Logan.
He actually loved Logan.
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AN: So the truth about the break up is revealed! But the story isn't done yet. Logan still has his addiction and it seems like it may be getting worse. It you think that was dramatic, it'll only get better. A certain someone is going to find the drugs before Kendall and some crazy stuff is going to go down! So my question is: Who do you think it will be and what will happen? Please REVIEW if you have any comment on the story so far! Thanks! :)
