RAPE WARNING
ALEC
Church was different, that's for sure. The backwater preacher was totally not as into it as one may think. It was hard to stay awake, but I had to. With Magnus next to me and our legs bumping every now and then, I had to keep my wits. I had crushes before, don't get me wrong. Hell, I even made out with a few guys at parties, but it was nothing like being this close to the boy from DC. Jace and Izzy knew we already exchanged phone numbers and Jace laughed when I told him I needed to leave or the church would get a show. Our lovely parentals almost didn't let us go with Magnus, who looked really good in the jeans, and his friend Simon. I'm glad they did though, I think Izzy helped with that as she has our father wrapped. We followed the two guys to a small art place we saw as we drove in yesterday to see a girl sitting outside on the curb. She stood up and ran to us, giving Simon and Magnus a hug each.
"Clarissa, this is Alec, Isabelle, and Jace." Magnus introduced us.
I nodded while Izzy made sure they knew not to call her Isabelle and Jace smiled at the girl. He was already into her, I could tell by the color of his eyes darkening just a tad. I couldn't blame him, she was pretty. We walked over to the little cafe and went in to get a table barely beating the rest of church. I ended up next to Magnus again in the big circular booth and glance at my brother, who just smiled at me while moving next to me with Izzy next to him. I rolled my eyes and took a menu, hiding behind it. My leg started bouncing and I jumped when a hand found its way there.
"Sorry." I mumbled and it moved.
"It's ok." Magnus whispered, not turning from what Clary, as she wanted to be called, was saying about her weekend.
We all ordered a hamburger, well Izzy got chicken, and some soda when the girl came to take our order.
"So, where are you from?"
I glanced over as Clary asked the question.
"Manhattan." Izzy answered for us.
"I love the city, my dad lives there. He's an ass, but the city is awesome."
And we lost Izzy, who started gushing about all the artsy things to do in the city with Clary. Jace leaned over and smirked, "So, you ok?"
I turned and decked his shoulder, causing him to wince. "What was that for?"
"For being you. I swear Jace, this isn't the first time and you're an ass."
He nodded, "Sorry man, it's just I'd think it'd be cool."
I couldn't be mad at him when he said things like that. He always had my back and Izzy just nodded since we had everyone's attention. "I agree, we'll help of course."
I rolled my eyes and happily took my burger when it got there. The talking ended as we all dug into our lunch, hungrily.
"Let's go to the pond."
We, the we who didn't know, turned to Clary. She looked at us and smiled, "There's a pond we found where you can swim and stuff. It's got a bunch of trees around it and it's really nice to disappear to."
"Sounds fun." Izzy stated, looking at us.
She knew she couldn't go if we didn't back her so we nodded. She squealed and gave Jace a hug and smiled at me, happy to be able to go.
"Don't we need suits?"
Clary shook her head, "My mom and I live above our shop. Mags and Simon leave shorts that I'm sure you could wear and then I have extra for Izzy."
I closed my eyes at that statement. Probably because she mentioned something about Magnus and shorts. I took a deep breath and let it out, knowing they were watching. Jace answered for us and we all got up to pay on the way out. We made our way back to Clary's and met her mom on the way up the stairs to their apartment. It was a nice apartment, very homey. We sat down in the living room as Clary went to get the shorts, Izzy following. I leaned back, my head landing on the back of the couch and sighed. I could feel the tension building around me and it sucked. I pinched the bridge of my nose and sighed, feeling the couch dip next to me.
"What Jace?"
"You ok?"
I turned to see Magnus and not my brother next to me. "Peachy."
He nodded and gave me a pair of shorts as Jace walked back from the bathroom, "Wanna change first?"
I took the shorts and went to the bathroom, shutting the door behind me. I stripped and put the shorts on, grabbing the counter with my hands. I looked at my reflection to see the redness in my cheeks and my eyes a darker shade. I knew I was attracted to the guy outside, I also knew this was going to be hell. I turned on the water and splashed some on my face before grabbing my clothes and opening the door for someone else to change. I sat back down, putting my clothes in a bag with Izzy and Jace's.
"Are you ok?"
I smiled at my sister and pulled her to me, "Not really, just...oh I dunno, sister."
She smiled and looked at me, "I think he likes you to, brother." she whispered in my ear as the door opened to the bathroom and Magnus came out.
"Doesn't help, Isabelle."
She just smirked and adjusted the towel she had around her for our walk there. We all walked back down the stairs and to the trees behind the buildings. I lagged back a bit, taking in what my sister said. I hadn't had a crush in a while and for a guy to like me, well it didn't happen often. I also knew we were probably the only gay boys going to the school so I was sure we'd end up doing some not to christian things. We reached the pond and I had to admit, it was nice. The trees surrounding it almost made it look like a different part of the world. We sat our towels down and Izzy took her hair thing out before running and jumping off a dock that was there. Jace and Simon followed her with Clary close on their hills. I smiled as I watched my siblings playing with them and sighed, walking to the dock to sit down. I wasn't much of a swimmer, but loved the water. I sat on the edge and put my feet in, watching the scene. They were so carefree, didn't have to worry about what others called them. They were "normal". Normal was highly overrated, but it made life easier.
"You sure you're ok?"
I looked up to see Magnus moving to sit next to me, also not getting in. I ran a hand through my hair and looked back at everyone. "Not really. I really hate we had to move here, they were happy in the city."
He nodded, "It's hard, being different. Clarissa and Simon, though, they helped me. They don't judge and are good people. Clary's only been here a few months longer than me, Simon's been here all his life. I feel bad for him."
I smile and turn my head, "They seem great. I think Jace already likes her."
He chuckled, "Simon thinks your sister's hot. He's a good guy, just so you know."
I nod, "Thanks."
We didn't say anything else really, just watched them play. I leaned back a bit and put my arms out behind, stretching my back out a bit and noticing the boy next to me stiffen a bit. I just smirked and decided to lay all the way, my hands behind my head. Everything was so much brighter here, clearer. I closed my eyes and felt him move to lay next to me. I opened my eyes when I felt his arm drop between us, his fingers brushing my side. I looked over at him to see him looking at me. I didn't say anything and neither did he. I did; however, move my arm to meet his between us, lightly touching our fingers together. We turned our heads back to watch the clouds, our feet in the water, and his fingers looping through mine.
"ALEXANDER COME IN."
I chuckled and sat up, having to let go of Magnus to see my sister swimming to me. She pulled herself up on my knees, rested her arms on them.
"Why?"
"So Magnus can see you wet of course."
She kept her eyes on mine and I just shook my head at her. I leaned down just a tad, grabbing her up and throwing her before getting in myself. I didn't look at the boy I left because I knew we were cutting a fine line as it was. We were both very open about our sexuality and it was easy being open with people who cared about who were, not who you did.
"That was not nice." My lovely sister stated as she came up from the water, causing us to chuckle.
"No, but neither were you."
She just smiled and gave me a hug. "I love you."
"I love you too, Iz."
She turned and got onto my shoulders and got Clary to get onto Jace's, which was funny because we knew our dear brother hadn't gotten laid in 24 hours. Having his head between her legs would suck for him. He flipped us off as the girls started talking, wadding over to me.
"What did you talk about?"
I noticed he was looking passed me and I turned to see Magnus getting in. "Just stuff you wouldn't get. Being different type stuff."
"I think you should go for it."
I turned to look at him. "You know damn well why I can't."
He rolled his eyes and looked straight into mine, "Yes you can. Not everyone is our darling monster."
"Who's a monster?"
Jace looked up at Izzy with a "are you kidding me?" look causing her to jump a bit once she got it and me to slip. We went down and I immediately came up, making sure she was alright.
"Why bring that up, Jace Wayland?" My sister was very protective of me and Jace, but more me because I have suffered a bit longer.
He shrugged. "Because not everyone's that way. I was trying to make a point Isabelle."
She looked at me and I nodded in agreement, "We were talking about certain things and people and he just wanted to assure me not everyone is the monster, Iz."
She nodded and went over with Clary, pulling her away from us. Simon, I noticed watched her and I rolled my eyes. "Ask her out, she may say yes."
He whipped his head to me and we laughed at him, causing a blush. "You wouldn't mind?"
Jace answered this time, "We taught her how to kick a guys ass so no we don't mind. That's your only warning because she'll kill you."
He nodded and swam over to the girls. Magnus made it over to us and sighed as he stood up. We made small talk, Jace learning about some of what I did already. We heard the girls yelling for us about wanting ice cream so we swam back to head to Clary's. I bunched the towel and put it behind my neck so it hung on my shoulders on the way back, letting the sun dry me off. Jace and Iz were talking with Clary and Simon about something to do with school and I just hung back, noticing Magnus did the same. I felt his hand take mine and looked at him, smiling just a bit. He smiled back and we just turned and watched where were going so we wouldn't fall. We all changed back into our clothes before getting the ice cream since Clary's mom didn't want water all over the floor.
I have to admit, Magnus looked even better with wet hair and his white shirt clinging to him. He noticed me looking at him and I think a faint blush popped up, very quickly though. Jace helped Clary with the snack and we all sat in Clary's room. I was on the floor in a bunch of pillows with Magnus, Izzy and Simon on the bed, but far enough away nothing would be assumed, and when Jace and Clary came, they took the floor. We all sat and talked about little things as we ate and then Jace's phone went off. We knew who it was, it was Maryse telling us to come home.
Jace hung up, "We gotta go."
He glanced at me and I knew that look. It was the "make sure you lock the door" look. I just nodded and sat my bowl down and slipping on my shoes. I knew Magnus could tell something was wrong because my posture changed next to him. I looked at him and sighed, "If I have to can I sneak into your room?" I whispered.
He leaned closer to me and sighed, "Yes, I always sleep with the window open. Why?"
"I'll tell you later, if I have to come over."
He nodded and I got up to follow my brother and sister out of Clary's saying we'd see them at school. We all made sure we got in fast and our parents were waiting on the porch, not to happy either. We all stopped and looked at them, both with their arms crossed and a not so nice look on their face.
"Why all wet?"
"We went to the pond. All six of us, purely innocent." I stated. I always made sure Izzy and Jace didn't get blamed.
"You sat next to that, that...faggot all through church and the diner. We told you none of that when you got here."
I closed my eyes, trying to will myself not to react to her words.
"Magnus isn't a bad guy, neither is Alec. Maybe you should just leave him alone Maryse."
I heard my brother, we never let Izzy talk. I turned to walk and felt a hand grip my arm. I turned to see my father. "What Robert?"
I could see his anger, "You will call me dad, go to your room. We'll be up for your punishment later."
My eyes got wide, he knew, he always knew. I looked at Jace to see him and Izzy with the same expression I was sure was on my face. I looked back to my dad with hatred, "Why so your fucking whore can come rape me some more? Rape the gay out of me, is that it?"
His eyes burned with such hatred, not the man I knew when we were little. No, this man was just as bad as the woman he married. I tugged my arm free and went up to my room, texting Magnus to see if he was home yet.
"On the way, why?" was the reply.
I sighed and sat on my bed, punching in an answer, "I'm coming over later, keep a light on."
"OK"
I threw the phone after that, shattering it to pieces. I took a shower quickly, knowing if I could move when I was done it'd take everything to sneak out to Magnus'. I could hear Jace and Izzy yelling at my parents from somewhere and smiled. We were all so protective of each other and I knew going over to Magnus' I'd have to come up with something. I didn't know him well enough to tell him everything, but I had to come up with something. I got out and wrapped a towel around my waist. I opened my curtain back up to see Magnus sitting at his window. He picked up his phone and I sighed, holding up a finger.
"JACE."
He came up and sighed, "If they catch me…"
I gave him a piece of paper. "I know, I broke my phone. Magnus is trying to reach me."
He nodded and took the paper so he could let Magnus know I broke my phone. I closed the curtain again and sat on my bed, my elbows on my knees and my head in my hands. I heard my door, heard the steps creak, and knew the monster was up here. I don't know what they threatened Jace and Izzy with to do this before they were asleep and I didn't really care anymore. I felt a hand on my head and didn't move. I felt the fingers pull my hair, making my head move. I looked up into the eyes of the monster, this time I also noticed my father.
"Lay down, Alexander." she whispered.
I looked at my dad to see him motion for the bed. He was planning on staying, what a sick fuck. I looked back at her and she took her clothes off, keeping her eyes on mine. She slapped me when I didn't lay down and I felt the sting of the cut, she always used her rings to make sure it helped with punishment. I took in deep breaths, not wanting to show tears as she laid me down forcibly. I kept my eyes closed and felt her hands travel down my torso, undoing my towel since i didn't have time to change into anything. I felt her get on me and then she put her hand over my mouth and nose, causing my eyes to open.
"You will watch or you won't breath."
I nodded and she took her hand away.
I kept my eyes open as she kissed down my chest and wrapped her hand around me while my dad used some of his ties to tie me up, hands and legs. She put me in her mouth and I could no longer keep the tears and sobs from coming out. My father raised my head and put pillows under after she was finished with her mouth and they made me watch as she took her shorts and panties off. I felt the tears as she climbed back on and rode me while my dad hit me in the face, telling me to get the dirty out, that I needed cleaning. I felt the cries come out without my control and she punched my gut, telling me to be quiet. I don't really know how long she was there, but I was relieved when she was finished. They left me tied up and then left the room. I just stared at the ceiling, hoping they'd be asleep soon and someone would be up here. I was almost asleep when I felt someone untie me. I opened my eyes to see Izzy and Jace, one at either end. As soon as I was free, I curled up in a ball and let it out, the sobs causing me to shake. Izzy took me in her arms and I heard Jace talking to someone. I didn't care though and was asleep in minutes.
I woke up to my alarm and felt sore all over. I also felt very warm. I looked down to see that I had some boxers on and a blanket. I looked up at the ceiling, silently thanking the two most important people in my life. I sat up and went to my closet, picking out a pair of relax fit jeans, knowing the skinny's wouldn't work today, and a Paramore shirt from their last concert. I slipped into my chucks and then went to the bathroom. I cleaned my face the best I could and sighed. I had a cut, and a small bruise, but nothing I couldn't play off. If this town was anything to go on, they wouldn't care anyway. I pulled my hair into a small bun and noticed the burns on my wrists. I sighed and went down the stairs to see my siblings, but no one else. Izzy came up and hugged me to her. "I love you, brother."
I wrapped my arms around her and sighed, "Thank you."
"I told dad that we got invited to go with Clary to the mall in the next town after school. I figured it was a good excuse to get your phone." She stated as she pulled back.
I nodded and looked at Jace, "Did you tell Magnus?"
He nodded, "Yea, I also called him so he knew not to expect you. I didn't tell him why, though. What are you gonna tell him? Now that Robert knows, and helps...we're here for you, man."
"Thanks and I don't have a fucking clue. This is why they never caught me having sex, hell, now that I know they always knew what I was...why me?"
I sat down in a chair, trying not to lose it again. There was a knock on the door and Izzy went to get it. Jace sat next to me and gave me a hug, "I dunno, man. I would kill for you if I knew how to hide them."
I chuckled, which was what he wanted and sighed as Magnus walked in with my sister. I quickly wiped my eyes, hoping no tears had fallen. I didn't want him to see me like that, see what is wrong with our family.
"Hey, I figured we could walk together."
I just nodded and grabbed my bag that was by the door. I didn't say anything as we walked to school.
Another update, hope you like this one also and thanks for the reviews! Please remember to leave comments below :)B
