A/N: Sorry for my boo boo at the end of last chapter. I repeated myself and didn't catch it in time. I tried to fix it but it wouldn't let me. **?Can you edit your story after it is published?**
The response to my story is AMAZING ! Sorry being a virgin writer this is all very exciting to me. I know most of you Seasoned FanFic Author's are prolly scratchin' yr head about now. But hey like I said newbie….Anywhoo… I thought I'd treat ya'll to another chapter early for all yr love!
DISCLAMER: I do not own SVM character's the Brilliant Charlaine Harris does and Alan Ball has TrueBlood… Please don't sue, I have no money I'm not making any money on this and I'm just bored and kinda just mixing it up ;)
Rated M for Language
Chapter 3
SPOV
Just getting home from my shift at Merlotte's and I suddenly feel unsettled. I go through the motions of my night. I made myself a quick salad eat and do the dishes once I'm through. I jumped in the shower and I am assaulted with my memories of Eric and I sway on my feet. Not being able to take it anymore I get out and wrap myself up in a towel and begin to brush my hair. As I look at myself in the mirror I suddenly feel so alone in this house now that Gran's long gone murdered by some psycho. I start to cry as I have myself a little pity party and I begin to think of the people I have left. Tara, I barely see anymore ever since she hooked up with that Franklin Mott. Arlene, well she pretty much bailed on the friendship after I killed said 'Psycho'. All the family I had left to speak of has screwed me over. Jason he never really was a brother to me to begin with and it only got worse after Gran died. I think all I have left is Sam, Why couldn't I have fallen in love with Sam? Oh Yeah Vampires. . .
Ever since Bill Compton came into my life and seduced me with his southern charm and silent brain it's just been one slippery slope to hell. My life has been nothing but constant danger. Ever since I immersed myself into the world of the supernatural I've been Beaten, Poisoned, Shot at (so many times I lost count) Staked, nearly Drained, and Raped. But Bill's not completely to blame, he only lied about or entire relationship and cheated on me with his skank Maker Lorena, oh and almost drained me and raped me but those two things can be somewhat be forgiven. I mean he was almost finally dead and didn't know what he was doing. At least I stopped him in time. Some thanks goes to my cousin Hadley who disappeared into the drug underworld and turned out to be a Vampire/Lover/Child of the Queen of Louisiana, well she screwed me big time. The only thing good about that whole situation was meeting Eric and Pam.
Eric and Pam… I mean yeah sure Eric was scary as hell at first. But that week we spent together was my dream come true. I thought we had made a real connection and had fallen love with each other. Oh who am I kidding that wasn't even Eric. He didn't even know who he was. But Pam was Pam and I'll always love her. I kinda miss her coming around. She used to come around a lot after Eric got his memory back. I had lots of fun conversations with her even when she was berating me about my attitude towards her Maker. I knew she only "visited" 'cause Eric made her. But I knew she secretly enjoyed being around me. *sigh* gotta love that Pam. Sometimes when Eric would come around I could see the Eric that I fell in love with inside the big scary one. Besides, Pam wouldn't be so awesome if Eric was a complete bastard right? Yet no matter how much he scared me that last night after he left I just felt totally, completely… empty.
I was startled out of my reverie by a knock at the door. I wiped the tears off my face gave it a quick splash of cool water and rushed to put some sweats and an old Bon Temps softball t-shirt wondering who the heck it could be and ran to the door. I opened it up to find no one there and there wasn't a car in the front. I didn't even hear a car come to think of it. 'Hmmm…that's weird I thought to myself' I closed my eyes and lifted my shields to find a Vampire Void. I quickly opened my eyes to find Pam Standing right in front of me not two inches from my face, with that classic Pam Smirk.
"PAM! Jesus Christ! Are trying to kill me!" I jumped back and put my hand on my chest in an attempt to get my breath and heart under control.
"Of course not, my Master would not be pleased. I must say Sookie you are looking…fabulous." Her eyes scan me head to toe during her pause with a lusty look and a bit of a smirk on her lips. With Pam you never can tell if she's really paying you a compliment to making fun of you.
"Gee, thanks' Pam" I say with obvious sarcasm "Come on in. Not everyone can look like they just stepped out of a Vogue Magazine, by the way." I say as she sways her petite body into my house. Pam has real style. If I don't see her in the Stereotypical Vampire garb she has to wear at Fantasia. She's usually in dressed Channel, Dior, DKNY or any other high end label. Tonight I'm guessing she had the night off 'cause she looked great!
"So what brings you out here tonight Pam? Sorry I can't offer you anything to drink. I'm outta blood" I got rid of it all after Eric left last week I added mentally myself.
"Are you sure Sookie? You sure you don't have something to offer." She says after turning back to me with her fangs down, I just gave her a little chuckle with the shake of my head. "Actually my Master has summoned you. I must escort you to Fangtasia for some business this evening. Declining is not an option" She says with a wicked glint in her eyes I know she's teasing me and eager for my outrage and defiance. 'Fodder for her entertainment' Eric says. Might as well give her what she wants.
"Well I'm sorry you came all this way, Pam. I am not going anywhere near Eric Northman. So you can just run a long back to Fantasia and tell him that I said I don't work for him anymore. He can't "Summon" me anywhere anymore and that he can kiss this "ASS…et goodbye." I pointed at my hinny and looked at her laughing a little at my own joke. Pam's lips twitched and I could see an excited gleam in her eye. She was gona enjoy using that one on Eric. But then a sad look crossed her face so fast that if I didn't train myself to watch Vampire facial expressions, I would have missed it. I can't hear their brains so you gotta be extra sharp around them all.
"What's wrong, Pam? I asked worried I have never seen Pam upset about anything.
"Sookie, I am sorry" she said in her usual tone "You're brother Jason has gotten himself into some deep shit and you must come and make a decision." I just stared at her with my jaw on the floor waiting for her to say something more…she didn't
"What the hell decision do I have to make for him? Jason is a grown man and responsible for himself!" I yelled at her losing my temper. She looked at me with pity and said.
"Well you are absolutely right, but Eric should be discussing this with you not me." She said and she walked out my door and expected me to follow.
"Wait a minute! Let me change." I turned and muttered "Damnit Jason" as I went back into my room to make myself more presentable. Even if he scared the shit outta me I still wanted to look good for Eric.
Our drive to Fangtasia was quite, I couldn't get a read on Pam and it was making me very nervous. I didn't really want to see Eric again, on top of the mystery bullshit Jason has pulled me into. What the hell has he done now. From the little bit of emotion I gleamed from Pam It really must be bad.
"Pam, can't you tell me what's going on?" I turned to look at her. I got nothing. 'Fine!' I thought to myself and stared out the window the rest of the way.
When we finally arrived at Fangtasia Pam led me straight into Eric's office and left. My heart beat accelerated seeing him sitting there behind his desk. I sat on his leather sofa waiting for him to acknowledge me. I didn't want to piss him off again cause I don't want to see the monster. I couldn't help but look at him. He looked sad. His face a bit hollow and sunken in like he hasn't fed in awhile. Even looking like this he still took my breath away. God he was beautiful. I could feel my heart break all over again. I turned away and sighed and he finally looked up and spoke.
"Something wrong Lover?" he asked.
"You tell me Eric, you summoned me. Where is my brother?" I asked a little bitterly.
"Sookie" he sighed a very human thing to do since Vampires don't breath "You're brother has been Found guilty of a Crime against a Vampire and owes a blood debt-"
"What kinda crime? And what does he owe?" I interrupted him.
"You're brother… was accused of killing a vampire to cover up his kidnapping him and draining him for V. So he-"
"That's bullshit! Jason is not the smartest apple on the tree, but he's not stupid enough to do some crazy shit like that!" I exploded outta the sofa interrupting him again.
With vampire speed he vaulted over his desk and towered over me. I instinctively backed up falling into the sofa after remembering what Eric's face looked like the last time I saw him. I sat there trembling. His huge white hand reached out and grazed my cheek so gently, I dared to look up at him expecting to see scary Eric. But what I saw was my Eric. And in a flash he was sitting back behind his desk. With the stoic vampire face.
"He confessed Sookie." he said as he looked right into my eyes I knew he wasn't lying, and I couldn't get my mouth to work. I just looked at him like he was speaking that language he usually uses when he's pissed off or excited. "He owes a life" I still just sat there gaping at him like a fish not comprehending what he was tell me. "I'm so sorry Sookie, he's sentenced to death." with that I started to breakdown and cry. Sure Jason wasn't the best brother, but he was still my brother. Eric dropped his head he couldn't even look at me.
"I want to see him, please" I said barely a whisper but I knew he heard me.
In a flash Eric was in front of me again and took my hand gently and led me down to the basement where I remembered him keeping Lafayette for selling V. Every time I see my sweet loving Eric, The Big Bad Vampire comes along and trumps my memory of him.
A/N: Sorry for I missed any boo boos. I edited this and I'm a bit sleepy… Reviews? Please?
