Authors Note: Just boring stuff here sorry=] For once I don't skip a couple of years=] lol SO here it goes btw For songs actually in the story I'm gonna use the ones from that time period

Wild horses couldn't drag me away
Wild, wild horses, couldn't drag me away

I watched you suffer a dull aching pain
Now you decided to show me the same
No sweeping exits or offstage lines
Could make me feel bitter or treat you unkind

Wild Horses by The Rolling Stones

3 weeks later.

Remus Pov

Remus Lupin was not a morning person. So to him 8 a.m. in the morning was entirely to early to be up, especially in the middle of summer. However from downstairs all he could hear was some rather loud singing, via Mrs. Lupin and Emily.

"Buddy you're a boy make a big noise

Playin'in the street gonna be a big man some day

You got mud on yo face

You big disgrace

Kickin your can all over the place

We will we will rock you

We will we will-"

"EMILY! MOM! Could you people please bloody shut up? Some of us like to sleep you know!" screeched Remus a scorn all over his face, his mother singing bloody scared him. Emily was a little girl and she could sing better than his mother, she just had that voice, while Mrs. Lupin had a voice much like that of a dying vulture. Remus rolled over in the covers; somebody was coming up the stairs to his room.

"Now come on Remus don't be a party-pooper" Emily giggled

"Bloody hell Emily its 8 in the morning what kinda party ya haven?" Remus groaned. This wasn't fair he needed sleep. Last night had been the full moon, he was worn out. Though Emily never seem to notice that he scoffed, to have the energy of an eleven year old, how lucky she was.

"My kinda Party Remus!! What's wrong? You look pale Remmy" Emily had concern written all over her face.

It disgusted Remus inside and out, this little girl should not be worried about him, a monster of all things. She needed friends her own age. He had known for a very long time, that his friendship with this little girl was odd. He should let her go so she could really be in the muggle world. Not including how much danger he was putting her in being in the same breathing space as a werewolf and all. This had to end.

"Emily just leave me alone! Get lost! You're ANNOYING!" Remus shouted sitting straight up in bed he produced the best scowl he possibly could.

"Oh I'm sorry, I'll just go….." Emily murmured hurt all over her face. Tears welled up in her big blue eyes. Emily turned around and with a burst of speed she ran. Straight through the house ignoring Mrs. Lupins cries of "What's wrong hunny?" Remus watched from his window as she ran across the lawn dividing their houses and into her house.

Remus you really are a monster now. You made Emily cry, why would you do such a thing? Monster monster monster MONSTER! His conscience was yelling at him those lines over and over again. He could hear his Mom coming up the stairs, she was concerned. He knew it. There she was with that look on her face.

"Remus what's wrong with Emily?" She asked giving him that pointed mother glare.

Remus cringed "I don't know Mom, she just said she forgot something at home" he lied. You're an awful liar she is gonna know something is wrong.

"Oh well she was acting odd, I guess it must have been important.. Well would you like some breakfast hunny?" she asked a smile coming to her aged face.

"No I'll grab something later" Remus mumbled.

"Oh okay"

He just turned away, as his mother went down the stairs. He was ashamed of himself Remus how could you do that? He could already see those beautiful blue eyes he loved filled with tears, the skin around them red and puffy. He knew how sensitive she was, why did he have to do that? There had to have been an easier way dumbass.

So there Remus sat, all day and all night in pure self-loathing and self-pity. His mother brought him some food that he hardly touched. What he really needed was James and Sirius, but they were in Greece, with James parents. Of course they had invited them, but Remus hadn't had any money to go, and his pride kept him from free loading off the Potter's. With those abstract thoughts Remus's body finally drifted off into a light slumber.

Remus awoke the next morning not to the sound of human vocals, but to that off a couple of birds in the neighborhood. He was disappointed he had hoped she would be back by today. He needed to apologize, he realized. That little girl was the closest thing he had to a best friend here; she deserved better treatment from him of all people.

He had an idea! Remus hurriedly through some muggle clothes on, and ran downstairs. "Hey mom I'm going into town! I'll be back by lunch" he yelled as he went out the front door.

She just looked up from the tube and smiled "Okay" she shouted at his retreating back. Her son was gonna make things right again between him and Emily. That was good. Teenagers can be so moody.

Remus was walking through town, he was of course gonna get Emily a book she had wanted last Christmas from her parents, but instead they had got her a new pair of shoes for school. A necessity not want he had thought when she had told him about it a couple of weeks earlier. She had wanted some muggle book called The Brothers Grimm's Fairytales. He just hoped he had enough money in his pocket to get the book.

Remus walked into some old musty book store. The shopkeeper, and elderly woman looking rather worse for the wear, looked up at him and said in a croak of a voice "What can I do for ya Sonny?"

"Um do you have the book The Brothers Grimm's Fairytales?" he asked. A gleam came into the old crone's eyes.

"Well of course I do boy, it's right over here" she grumbled walking off to the back.

Remus stood there waiting for nearly thirty minutes, just as he was about to get up and go find another bookstore. The crone came stumbling back into the room with a rather large book in her arms. He sighed "About bloody time how much?"

"Just two pounds" Remus gave her the money, and was about to leave the store with the book, when the old woman said "But a word to the wise young man, that book could very well reveal what you are."

He froze in his tracks. How could she know? What does she know? Then Remus did what werewolf's do best. He ran all the way back till he seen the two little decrepit houses on the hill beside each other. He finally stopped at the first house. The Tallis house. Would she forgive him? He slowly advanced upon the house. He had never actually been inside the Tallis home. The Tallis adults weren't exactly the best people on the world according to Emily, and the occasional fight the parents seemed to have more often these days, had Emily at Remus's house nearly all the time. Sometimes even sneaking into his bed at night, tears in her eyes. Her parent's fighting still bothered her immensely, Remus slightly suspected they even hit her once in a while, but he had no proof, and of course Emily had never told him. So that gave him all the reason in the world to never go into these people's house, because I might just kill them if I find out they hurt Emily.

However today was different, he was going to march right in there to Emily, give her the gift then beg her forgiveness. He bravely stepped up to the door and with shaking hands he knocked on the door. Within a few moments of the knock he heard feet running through the house, a little blonde haired girl opened the door with red puffy eyes just like he had imagined them. She glared at him, until he took the book from out behind his back, her glare then turned into a grin, as she jumped into his arms.

"Oh Remus! I thought you had left me for good!" she cried into his shirt.

He smiled down at her "What are you talking about girl? Wild horses couldn't drag me away"

To that she just smiled up at him. This was Perfect

Little Did Remus and Emily know everything was about to change.

Authors Note: Wow that line is crooked, sorry if this chapter sucked =[it's been a bad day. Review to make me feel better=] This chapter goes out to Dino Flavored Ramen thanks buddy=] Love ya peoples=]