Thoughts
Is this what fate has in mind for me. What did I do in my life that is so wrong. Why is this happening to me. I mean I try to be nice. Try to befriend people as much as possible but how come things just don't ever go my way. I hate this. I don't want to live like this anymore. I want to be pitied, I don't want their sympathy. I just want them to accept me for who I am. Not for what they want to see but what I really am. Will I ever find someone that would ever accept me for me. For is this just a foolish dream, I don't want to end up like my mother. She died because she loved someone who doesn't care a twit about her. Love, what is it really. Is it worth all the pain it brings us? I mean if it is truly a wonderful feeling then how come it brings so much pain and despair for those who believes in it.
Or is it a feeling only associated with fools who dare believes in its magic….
I don't know but whatever it is, I don't think it'll bring anything but bad luck to me.
