Hi all! So my internet has also been down, hence no updates but I've managed to get some wifi from my friends house so I wrote this as quick as I could. I hope its not too much of a tragic attempt! Let me know what you think and ill try to update as soon as possible :)
Lights POV
We walked down the street, passing various shops. The air blowing on my face was amazing. I forgot how beautiful the outside world truly was. Thankfully I was not over heating, due to L's choice of outfit. Everything felt perfect; the fresh air, the sun and the feeling of L's hand clutching on mine.
The man watched everything as we passed it with a large grin on his face. Clearly going out was not a regular thing for him. He reminded me of a dog when it sticks it head of the window in the car. How adorable.
Many couples walked past us hurling their disgust at us with their facial expressions. If only looks could kill, my job would be a lot easier at least. Despite the looks and stares L never let go of my hand.
Honestly, I don't even know where we are going or if we have a certain destination. But wherever are going, I hope its a long journey. I never want L to let go of me. It feels to right. His soft skin caressing mine and how he's so close to me all of the time. Life was magical. I'm glad I decided not to kill him when I had the chance.
"Light-kun how about some coffee and cake?"
"Sure.."
I know L has a reason for this particular request. After being chained to him for over three months you learn that he is definitely not spontaneous. Although, coffee does sound good. All these early mornings are taking a toll on me.
I watched him as he scoffed strawberry cake and slurped his (once again) strawberry milkshake. How disgustingly sexy. Everything this man does, I just can't help but love.
"Light-kun you're staring at me again. Would you like some cake?"
"No, no thank you Ryuzaki"
He leant in to me a little and his face came towards mine. A pair of cold lips pressed against my cheek. I couldn't help but feel a hot flush run through me. With joy overtaking me I struggled to speak to the man. Before I could question his reasons for kissing my cheek he piped up.
"Just playing the part, Light-kun" he whispered slowly in my ear.
He could've put more effort in and went for the lips. I know, I'm being ungrateful but a man has needs and my needs are beyond cake and sugar.
Nether the less, I'm still going to refrain from washing that cheek for a while despite how unhygienic that is.
"You know Ryuzaki. When I first met you I thought you were a complete fool and-"
"And now you have a huge boy crush on me Light-kun, I know"
"W-what? What are you talking about, Ryuzaki? I am happily with Misa and you know that!"
"No Light-kun. I know you're using her, though I do not know what for at the moment, it is very clear that you do not even like miss Amane. You just simply tolerate her to use her.."
How can he know this? All those times I've hugged her and kissed her and put up with that voice. Maybe he's making assumptions to catch me out.
"Anyway, let's not talk about Misa today. This is our first date after all" he said still calm without a single emotion on display, while dropping more cake into his mouth.
This is a date? Fuck, L sure knows how to mind-fuck me sometimes. If this is a real date then I'm wasting time. I should tell him how I feel. Tonight.
"So, Ryuzaki. What are we doing next then? How about the cinema or ice skating or-"
"Were going to the fun fair, Light-kun"
Not the most romantic place in the world, but it sure is more exciting than coffee.
His hand still gripping onto mine as we stepped up onto the waltsers platform, I couldn't help but steal glances at him. I hope when I tell him tonight he feels the same way. I'm preying he does.
We spun round and round continuously, our hands still firmly attached. Both of us sat in silence as we spun, listening to the younger teens screaming and yelling at the top of their lungs. The fun fair isn't as exciting as an adult..
The ride stopped and we stood up and left the platform.
"Light-kun, would you like to go back home? No one is in today and Misa isn't scheduled to visit us tonight so it will be just me and you.."
Perfect, I can finally tell him how I feel!
"Yes Ryuzaki, the fun fair is quite boring considering its called a 'fun' fair" "Wait Light-kun, isn't that your darling Misa over there?"
Please tell me he is joking.
There she was, wearing a short black skirt with black fishnet tights followed by a short red top. Her bleach blonde hair was up in a pony tail, she doesn't look at 'dolled' up to be Misa, perhaps she is ill.
"No Ryuzaki, that's someone else"
The blonde turned. Fuck, I think she saw us. She screamed as she sprinted towards us. I could feel heart slow in pace and my head immediately developed an ache at the simple sight of her.
"Light baby! I missed you, what a coincidence that you're here! I wasn't going to come but I'm glad I did now! Oh my God, Ryuzaki you're out of the.. House! And you look good to, did Light give you some fasion tips?"
"Wait, why are you two holding hands? Light is there something you're not telling me!?"
He face shot, her brows lifted and steam blew from her ears. I get the feeling she's a little pissed that I won't hold her hand in public but I'm holding L's...
"It is because of the handcuffs miss Amane. Are you jealous? Am I stealing your hunk of a man"
He just called me a 'hunk'- such a vile word but an honour to come from him. But he had no emotion in his face what so ever, not an ounce of humour or even to show he wasbeing serious. Dammit L, give me a sign to say you will not reject me.
"Oh yeah! Sorry Light, ill never question you again. I know you love me and you're just waiting until the case is over. I can't stay anyway because my friends are waiting for me. Ill come and see you tomorrow, I love you Light!"
Her voice as wretched as usual. I'd love to write her name in the Death Note, I'd even through in a description and cause of death for my 'beloved' a nice tragic accident would be perfect. Damn her shimigami eyes.
"L, can I talk to you.." I said sheepishly. My voice crackled as it barely came out. This is it. The moment I've been waiting for. I'm absolutely petrified.
"Yes Light-kun, what is it?" His voice low in tone but without a sign of questioning in it. It was more like a statement than a question.
"I've been wanting to tell you for a while that.. That.."
I felt my face blossom ros red with sheer embarrassment.
' I love you'. Those three words swirling around my mind rapidly, mocking me. There's no one here, I've spent the entire day with L and he even kissed my cheek. Why can't I admit my unconditional love and desire for this man?
He arose from his crouched position on his seat and made his way towards me.
He leant into my chest as his mouth covered my ear, the coolness of his breath landed on my skin sending all kinds of shivers down my spine.
"I love you too, Light-kun" he whispered in my ear as one hand grabbed my neck pulling me into him.
His cold lips once again planting onto me, but this time onto my lips also. He closed his eyes. I closed mine shortly after, allowing myself to slip into a paralysed state. I lost myself in the moment. My entire body went numb after enduring pins&needles from the rush. I finally get my moment with L, I finally know how he feels about me and he truly knows how I feel about him-sort of.
