"So Sebastian... Wanna tell me what you do for fun?" I whispered huskily into his ear. I was rewarded with a shiver, which made me feel triumphant, that I could get a response like that out of him.
He put is hands on my hips, bent his face close to mine, his lips only an inch from my own. "There aren't a lot of things to do for fun here. But if it's with you there's many different things I can think of. And that's-"
He was abruptly cut off by someone screaming, "CLARY!", at the top of their lungs. I sighed exasperatedly. I really wanted to feel Sebastian's hands all over my body. No, I needed it. But that's beside the point.
Right now, I have to find out who, so very rudely interrupted Sebastian's explanation. I turned around and there he was; the heartbreaker himself. I am set on not letting him see a speck of emotion from me. Jace doesn't deserve it.
"May I ask you what you're doing with my sister?" he semi-shouted. He didn't seem happy, but he didn't have the right to sound upset. He moved on, why can't I? I mean, c'mon! He was hooking up with a little skank!
"I don't think her brother would be pleased to hear about what I was going to do with his little sister.", Sebastian replied, clearly not happy for the interruption.
I looked up and met Jace's eyes with my own. They were full of anger, but what was prominent was the pain and betrayal. Though I do not understand why he should feel betrayed. He started this war. And I don't intend to finish it. I intend to have it last until he feels every ounce of my pain from seeing him with Aline.
"Go away, Jace. None of this concerns you." And with that, I grabbed Sebastian's hand and led him away from where Jace stood still, trying to understand what he has done.
"Clary, my room is this way." He dragged me the other way. Before I knew it, we were back at the Penhallows, going up the stairs, and into his room. I'm having second thoughts about doing anything with Sebastian. I know deep in my gut that his boy is not the one. The boy I want to be the one is forbidden. What am I doing with my love life?
During my whole rant, Sebastian's lips have traced my neck up to my cheek, my nose, and my temple. He pulled away for a second before smashing his lips to my own. Kissing him is so unfamiliar, but somehow pleasant; his lips moving against my own. He sensually flicked his tongue against my bottom lick, asking permission, which I hesitantly granted. He met his tongue with my own and I got that feeling of wrong. How it should be someone else I should be doing this with. Nonetheless, I kept kissing him.
His hands slipped under my shirt inching up, until he cupped my breast. He moaned into my mouth. And that was the exact moment Jace decided to make yet another appearance.
"WHAT THE HELL!" He shouted, "I hear moaning from in hear, only to see my little sister getting felt up! Get your damn hands off her, you ass!"
"Oh, go shove it up your ass, Wayland; Stop being so over-protective. She wants to do this, don't you Clary?" He said, looking at me.
I thought this over and even though he was a good kisser, it didn't feel right. Both Jace and Sebastian took my silence as a no. Sebastian thrashed out of the room, upset and hurt.
I was left alone with Jace staring me, trying to grab my attention. I kept my head down, not wanting to look into his eyes.
I sighed. "Jace, what I do with Sebastian does not concern you. So I beg of you, don't butt in."
He looked at me as if to say, Are you serious? "Clary, I am your brother and-"
"Jace, we both know for a fact that you didn't stop what was happening between Sebastian and me because of your brotherly instincts."
"Clary, what do you want me to tell you? That I'm happy that you were hooking up? Well, sorry to disappoint because I am definitely NOT happy about it. Why'd you do it, Clary?"
"What do you mean, 'why'd I do it?' I need to move on, Jace! You did, so why can't I, huh? God, you're such a hypocrite! You're allowed to make out with some random chick, but I can't make out with some random guy? What is that?"
"Clary, I—" I cut him off because, honestly, I couldn't take it anymore.
"You WHAT? Huh, Jace? Can you please explain to me how you could just so easily go off and hook up with some chick and not even have me cross your mind? I'll admit that I tried to ignore what was going on between us to avoid this. This—this pain. And now you stand in front of me trying to explain something that I don't want to listen to, even if I asked." I choked out. Tears welled up during my speech and now are running down my cheeks.
"Clary…" Jace said, visibly upset.
"No, Jace. Just don't. I don't need your pity." And with that said, I ran again; Out of the room out of the house, into the street, and outside Alicante.
I grabbed my stele with only one place in mind. And hopefully the portal brings
me there.
