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Chapter 3

"Actions lie louder than words" - Carolyn Wells

I laid in my bed for hours. My stomach yearned for food but I wouldn't eat. It was like my body was turning on me. Any little bit of pain it welcomed. The feeling of hunger I held onto. Or maybe it was the fact that it felt better to try and pay attention to the pain of something else than the pain in my chest. Whatever it was, it wasn't fully working, only bringing in more pain willingly, as if I was punishing myself.

My mind was also in over drive, trying to figure out where I went wrong. I couldn't believe he did this or that he hasn't even checked in on me and Billy's visit today was strange. Although he wasn't here long and he didn't talk about much I knew he knew. So that meant Jake has told people.

It took me only 5 hours to realize that I couldn't do this, at least not without answers first. I carried my dead weight down to the truck and drove to Billy's. It was the first place that I could think to look for him at. While driving I started to wonder if this would be worst for me, being able to see him again and know that I couldn't run to him and jump into his arms. That he wouldn't be taking my pain away like he always has. No this visit he would most likely be breaking every little piece left of me, because even though answers will help to move on, they will only make the pain worst.

I started driving down his drive way only to find an orange car of some sorts next to Jake's rabbit and as my eyes went to the door I found my Jake standing in the door way with his arms quickly releasing a girl from them as he noticed me. My heart dropped into my stomach. Hell it might of even fell out as I parked and stared at my only love with someone else. I questioned myself on my options. I could have rammed into the orange car and fled or I could just flee in peace or I could get out and get more answers then this. I weighed them on how I would feel after each one and then got out of the truck. The girl looked at me and she didn't seem surprised of my presences but Jake quickly grabbed her and took her inside while shutting the door behind him. I walked up onto the porch and took my trembling clenched hand and knocked. Jake quickly opened the door and out of the corner of my eyes I seen the girl sitting with Billy at the table. I heart defiantly fell as Jake shut the door on the unbelievable scene and stepped out. I couldn't believe Billy didn't tell me or that he was having small talk with her.

"What? Did you think I was going to hit her or something?" I bit.

"No I just thought we should be alone for this." He said while looking me deep in the eyes. Why did he have to do that? He apparently doesn't see anything there anymore.

"For what to tell me that you have found someone else and to tell me again that you don't love me anymore." I said while now bringing on the tears. He stood there in silence. In silence!?!

"I guess I was right. Huh?" I said while again only getting silence.

"How long Jake?" I said in a whisper.

"About a week, I am so sorry Bells. I truly am. I wish I could explain this to you-"

"Wait!" I interrupted a little louder than I should have.

" First don't call me Bells and explain what? It's pretty clear Jake. I am nothing now. I just can't believe you would do this to me and not even care how I feel. You seem pretty damn happy for only being with someone for a week and dropping a 3 year relationship the night we were going to move into our own house. Do you know where I slept last night? Do you know how hard it is for me to be in that house? No I am guessing your not from that smile on your face that I seen when I pulled up." I yelled but I wasn't done yet although I now had tears streaming down my face like an uncontrollable water fall.

"I never thought you could or would do this to me. Why?! What did I do wrong?!" I managed to let out for now the crying got so bad that I could barely make out a word.

"You didn't do anything wrong?" he said but I was done, thoroughly done. Out of no where I smacked him across the face only to give my body another sharp pain.

"If I didn't, you wouldn't be here with her you would be home with me." I yelled while running to my truck and putting it into gear I stared at the orange car while thinking about ramming into it again, but out of the corner of my eye I seen Jake running for me. So instead I took off somewhat peacefully.

I couldn't believe I was letting myself not once but twice drive this way. Since I worked at the police station, with my dad, as a dispatcher, I have had too many phone calls for horrendous car accidents, but before I could think about pulling over I was swerving to try and miss a truck. How could I be this stupid? Was the last thing I could think before I was rolling down a hill and lastly impacting a tree.

The pain was unbearable. I couldn't tell what hurt the most my body or my shattered heart as I sat there pinned and upside down. I felt warm liquid pouring down my neck and over my chin to my lips. The taste of metal invading my mouth and that was my breaking point. Before it made its way to my eyes, I shut down and leaped for the blackness that was pouring in on me.

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