A/N: Going to be updating this in the next two days, hopefully! So, I suggest you go back and read the first two chapters in order to remind yourself about what the hell is happening in this story that you don't remember adding to your alerts.
Oh man, life is a fucking thrill.
Here's something for anyone who wants something to read, even if its not a fic or sample thereof:
There are a lot of things you learn in life as you grow older, and although we may not necessarily feel that growth, it is there. As a teenager you learn one thing, but once the realities of the real world finally strike you, you become an adult and realize another. You learn that sex, in real life, is nowhere near as glorified as it is in the stories that you read, and that holding a relationship together is something that sometimes seems barely worth the trouble. You learn new skills, and most learn that if they do not do something in order to make a living, the living may not be so great as they thought. You learn that what you want now may not be what you can do now, but maybe if you do other things, you might be able to do it later. You learn that the five dollars you had in your pocket as a child has a completely different meaning than the five dollars you have in your pocket as an adult; rather than buying a few bags of candy or a toy, you can buy a months supply of Ramen noodles so you can eat lunch at college, rather than starve. All these things are just hints of the things that you learn as you grow up and grow older, and in no way are they all great and wonderful things, but they are GROWTH. What you remember when you die, when your life flashes before your eyes, will it let you know that it has all been worthwhile? That the average of everything you have done so far can let you be at peace with yourself when that time comes? I hope so. The most we can do is try not to do anything stupid, but of course, we still will. Then, we can only hope to learn from our mistakes.
This has been a real-life thinking announcement by Naitachal666.
