A/N:
So here's the next chapter, I cried when I was writing it, so I hope this has a similar effect on you. : D
Thanks to pink. lili . flower for proofreading the chapter :D
Disclaimer: I don't own Doctor Who :c
There was a knock on her door and Rose knew that it was him, probably worried because of her sudden disappearance.
It had been almost three hours since she left him in the control room although for her it felt like one.
The only thing that was in her mind was the phrase:
"He left you. He betrayed you. The Doctor choose Reinette instead of you."
She knew that it was impossible for her to talk to him, she knew very well that even see him in that moment would cause her an even bigger heartbreak. So she remained silent, hoping that The Doctor would assume that she was asleep.
But he kept knocking. He knew that Rose was not asleep; he had heard her crying only twenty minutes ago.
"Rose, I know you're in there, please let me in" The Doctor said through the door.
With only the sound of his voice, Rose's heart began to pound harder and faster just as her anger burned more and more.
"Doctor, please go away, I'm too tired and all I want is some sleep." Rose said trying to control her voice which was rough and breathy.
His hearts skipped a beat when he realized how bad she sounded "She must've cried a lot…and it's all my fault " The Doctor thought, "I just need to tell her how much I love her, but I can't do it through the door…can I? No, I bet Jackie would slap me into my last regeneration if I dare to do that. Well, honestly I wouldn't blame her, because even the TARDIS would do that if she could, right old girl?" The TARDIS hummed affirmatively.
"Rose! Please! I'm sorry if I did something to hurt you!" The Doctor said, " 'If I did something to hurt you?!' Oh,you're a very stupid Time Lord! Of course you did something to hurt her! YOU LEFT HER! " He slapped himself mentally.
Rose couldn't believe it, "He still doesn't realize what he did?"
She snorted "Don't even try your 'I'm sorry, I'm so sorry' act. It won't work on me! Not anymore! I don't believe a word of what you say! You should have stayed with Reinette on the other side of the mirror, you know?!" Rose shouted, opening the door so she could make sure he was listening to her.
The moment Rose had opened the door, the first thing that The Doctor wanted to do was to throw his arms around her small figure and give her a big hug to prove how sorry he was. Obviously, that feeling died when he saw her face full of anger and repulsion towards him. You could tell she had been crying because her eyes were red and puffy. The guilt begun to take away all his courage.
Rose suddenly started speaking again,calmer but very decisive, this time her words were sharp as knives.
"You love her, and don't even dare say that you don't 'cause I know you do. Now I am sure that you're not my Doctor. My Doctor would never tell me that he wouldn't leave me and then do it. He loved me, I knew it every time I looked into his eyes, they were full of sadness and guilt because of the dead of his people,"
It was killing The Doctor to hear Rose talking about him in third person, because he knew that she was talking about the old him, all big ears and leather, "She still doesn't believe that we are the same person?" The Doctor pondered.
"But deep inside his beautiful blue eyes I could see it, I could see all the love that was starting to bloom. I was able to see in his eyes how much he cared about me and I'm pretty sure that he knew…he knew that I loved him too." Rose finished, closing her eyes in an attempt to remember all the good times they had together before he regenerated.
The Doctor felt as if he was dying; his hearts ached so much and his body was starting to shake. The pain could be compared to the one he felt every time that he had regenerated.
But this one was different; it wasn't physical.
And then he realized that that, that was what it felt get your heart (hearts in his case) broken.
CHAN CHAN. The next chapter will be up soon. Thanks for reading and please review :D
