When they finally got to Lilys house, Sirius carried both his and Lily's trunk inside.This greatly impressed Lily's father. "You can stay in the guest room next to Lily's."He said, and Lily showed him to it. "Im in the room next to yours."Lily said, smiling. "How convinent."Sirius said, also smiling. "Lily, Petunia and I are taking your mother to the docter, we should be gone a couple hours, would you mind making dinner?" Lilys dad said, poking his head into the room. "Not at all."Lily said. "Ok, were going to pick something up to eat, so just make whatever you want."He yelled, walking down the hall. Sirius look Lilys hand. "I didnt know you cooked."He said. Lily giggled. "I do."She said.They heard the front door open, then shut. Lily walked over to a window and looked out of it."Theyre gone." She said, turning around. Sirius wasnt anywhere in sight. Lily walked around the room, trying to find him.As she reached for the doorknob, to see if he had left to go look around, Sirius picked her up. She laughed and put and arm around his neck. He carried her downstairs and put her down in the kitchen. "So,what do you want me to make?" She asked, opening the fridge. "It doesnt matter to me."He said, sitting on a stool. "Ok."Lily said."Hmm...have you ever had homemade pizza?"She asked. Sirius shook his head. "Nope.Always had delivery when I was little."He said.

An hour later, they were sitting on Lily's back porch eating pizza and drinking butterbeer. "This is really good."He said, after eating two peices. "Glad you like it."She said, standing up. "I'll be right back."She said, taking his plate inside and putting them into the sink. She walked back out onto the porch and when she went to walk past him to her chair, he pulled her onto his lap. She leaned her head against his chest and he played with her hair. "I really like it here." Sirius said. "Its better with you here."Lily answered. Sirius smiled at her. "Flattery is your best point." He said. Lily giggled. "But its the truth."She said, putting an arm around his neck and hugging him. He put his head on hers. For a moment, Lily felt the world stop and all that mattered was her and Sirius.

That night, Sirius sat awake, looking out his window. He couldnt sleep, and wondered if Lily was. He walked over to his door and pulled it open. Lily was standing there in her nightgown. "Hi."She said, stepping into the room. "Couldnt sleep?"Sirius asked. "No."Lily answered."You?" "Nope." There was a silence. "I had a dream."Lily said, after a while. "Oh..."Sirius said, as more of a question. "Yes...but it was weird...I didnt like it." Lily said, looking at the floor. "Then you dont have to tell me, you dont have to resee it."He said, sitting on his bed. He patted the bed next to him and Lily sat down.She put her hands in her lap and looked at the window. Sirius looked down at her. It was right then that he realised how much smaller she was than him. She was so small and petite, but he was tall and the most well built of the Marauders. He put an arm around her. She looked up at him and smiled slightly. The moon moved out from behind a cloud and flooded the room. Sirius found this rather romantic, since the moonlight made her skin almost glow. "I miss Hogwarts already."She said, trying to get him to talk, but he just nodded. "Are you going to say anything?"She asked,finding the silence annoying. "Sorry, its just...nevermind."He said, looking at the floor. "Well, I suppose I should go to bed now."She said, standing up. "Ok, g'night."Sirius said, watching her walk towards the door. "Night."She said, then left.

As Lily snuck back to her room, her dad walked up the stairs. "Lily? What are you doing awake?"He asked. "I...I couldnt sleep."She said. "Where did you go?" He said, continueing up the stairs. "Sirius' room."She answered. "Your 16 and your already..." "NO!"Lily said quickly. "Lilian, I can not belive you. Your sister would never..." "Daddy, I didnt do anything! We just talked!"Lily said, surprised at what her dad was thinking. "Do not lie to me."He hissed. "Im not, I wouldnt."She said, inching towards her room. "I let your boyfriend come stay with us and you go and sleep with him!?!"He bellowed. "Daddy, We didnt do anything!"Lily repeated. "He better not touch you again."He snapped, then walked into his room. Lily leaned against a wall, and felt hot tears sliding down her cheeks.

The next morning, when Lilys dad went to wake her up, her room was empty. Her trunk was gone and so was she. He ran to Sirius' room and saw that Sirius and his trunk were gone as well. He growled and figured they had probably gone back to Hogwarts. He was right, Lily and Sirius sat on the Hogwarts Express at 6:30 that morning. Both of them were half asleep, waiting for the train to get to Hogwarts. "So tell me again, why did we leave at 3:00 in the morning?"Sirius asked. "My dad thinks that we...."Lily trailed off. "HE DOES?!?!"Sirius roared. Lily nodded. Sirius frowned. "I told him that all we did was talk....he didnt believe me."Lily added. "But....but.....but....we...dont....weve never...." "I know.Hes just stubborn."

They walked into the common room and headed for their dorms. As Lily walked across the room, James walked over to her. "Can I talk to you?" He asked.Lily nodded. "Sure, just let me unpack."She said, then walked into her dorms. James went and sat down in the common room. Ten minutes later, Lily came out and walked over to him.She sat down in the chair across from him. "I..dont really know how to put this, I mean, your my best friends girl...but..."James trailed off. "I had a dream over christmas holidays..."Lily suddenly blurted. "Oh?"James asked, glad to have a reason not to talk. "Yeah...umm...there was you, me and a little baby. And...there was also Lord Voldemort. He...he killed you and me, but he couldnt kill the baby..."Lily paused. James blinked. "So what were you gonna say?" She asked. "Um...I...think that...Im...inlovewithyou."He blurted. Lily looked slightly surprised. "Ok...but Im with Sirius..."She said. James nodded sadly. "I know."He said, sighing. Sirius then walked over. "Whats up?"He asked, sitting on Lily. "GACK! SIRIUS GET OFF!"She yelled. "Oops..hehe...sorry Lil's."He said, laughing and standing up. Lily folded her arms. "Do you not realise that I am about half the size and weight that you are?"Lily asked.Sirius smiled. "I do actually know that."He said. Lily opened a book and began reading. "NO! NOT THE BOOKS!"SIrius said, lunging at her and yanking the book out of her hand. Lily jumped. "What?"She asked, frowning. "THE BOOKS PLAGUE YOUR MIND! DONT THEY JAMES!"Sirius and Lily looked at James, who was sneaking away. "Yup they do."He said, turning. "No they dont." Lily said, reaching for the book. Sirius stood up and held it above her head. Lily jumped up and tried to get it. Sirius laughed at her worthless attempts. Lily stopped and poked him in the ribs. He flinched and she grabbed the book,but his grip was too tight. "Oh come on!"She said, trying to pull the book from his hand. Sirius smiled and handed the book to her. She put it in her bag. "There, see, not reading."She said, holding up her hands.Sirius grabbed her arms and pulled her towards him. He held her against him, staring into her eyes.

The next year, the Marauders last year at Hogwarts---- Lily, Sirius, Remus and James all sat in a compartment.Lily and Sirius were sitting next to each other hand in hand. The four of them talked about quidditch, Lily not saying much since she didnt know much about quidditch. A person with a camera walked in. "E..excuse me...would you mind if I took a picture?"He asked, holding up the camera. They stood up and Sirius put an arm around Lily, James stood next to Remus. The picture was snapped and Sirius kissed Lily right after the flash. James and Remus asked for a copy of it, and Remus said that Lily and Sirius would want one too. The photographer took a picture of Lily and Sirius and nodded.

After the opening feast, Lily went to her dormitory. The rest of the gryffindors were too excited to sleep. Sirius looked up at the dormitory and frowned. He stood up and knocked on the door. Lily opened it and looked at him. "Why arent you in the common room?"He asked. "Im kinda tired, so I figured I go to bed early."She said. Sirius noticed her face was slightly pale. "Are you sick?"He asked. "No...Im just tired."She said. "Do you want to talk?"He asked. "Uhh..sure. Come on in."She stepped aside and Sirius went in. They sat on her bed in silence for a few minutes. Sirius looked down at Lily, a slight frown on his face. "Is something wrong Lil's?"He asked. Lily looked up at him. "No."She answered. Sirius put an arm around her. "You can tell me, its ok." He said reassuringly. "Theres nothing to tell, I promise."She said. Sirius sighed. "Ok...but just know, you can tell me anything.I wont tell anyone else."He said, standing. "No.Dont go...please...just stay with me."She said, pulling his sleeve.Sirius sat down next to her again."Thank you."She said and leaned her head on his shoulder. He put his arms around her and hugged her.She sighed and stared strait ahead. "If somethings wrong, and you dont feel like telling me, at least give me a hint."Sirius said. "Why would anything be wrong?" She asked. "Because your not your usual self."He said. She looked up at him. "Remember when my parents were away..and...you came over and..."She trailed off. "Its about that?"He asked. "Yes."She answered. "Your not.....are you?"He asked. "No, at least, I dont think so."She answered. "You do realise, that I wouldnt leave, even if you were..." "I know. Im just...scared that someone will find out and....."Lily trailed off. Sirius felt really stupid. He didnt have anything to say, and he couldnt do anything. "No one will find out. No one but us know about it."He said, hoping to make her feel better. Lily nodded and they were silent again. After a while, Sirius looked down at Lily. She was asleep. He layed her down and brushed his lips across her cheek, then left the dormitory. Sirius sat in the common room, staring blankly into the fire. He realised how stupid of a thing he had done. He never should have went over to Lilys house. He shouldnt have done what he did.

A couple weeks later. Lily sat on her bed in the Girls Dorms, her knees hugged to her chin. Sirius walked in slowly. She looked up and smiled, but the smile didnt reach her eyes. He walked over and sat down next to her.Lily bit her bottom lip. "Whats wrong?" Sirius asked. "I...I think....."Lily couldnt say it. She felt tears forming in her eyes. "You are...arent you?"He asked, feeling scared. "I think so." Lily choked. Sirius looked at the ceiling. "Im sorry...I really am."He said. "It....its not your fault."She said, looking at him. "Yes it is, I shouldnt have visited you."He said, putting a hand on her shoulder. "Its ok, I still love you...its just...what am I going to say to McGonagle? Im Head Girl now....what kind of role model will I be now?" She asked. "I am so sorry."Sirius said, hugging her. "I dont know if I can handle it though."She thought outloud. "What will you dad say?"Sirius asked. "He'll probably never want to see me again, but my mother will understand that it was an accident."She answered. "I want you to know...Im not going to run off...like in most cases." Sirius said, watching her. "I hoped." "Well, I would never." "Good." ____________________________________________________________________________ _ I know...I know....you people are probably like. "WTF?!?! I THOUGH ELFY WAS A JAMES/LILY WRITER!" But I have a reason, I had really bad writers block one night, so I started typing, and I get this story. *waits for flamez* Well, the next chapter is all a flashback that Sirius has. ~~~Elfy~~~