Disclaimer: I don't own Beyblade or any of its characters, merchandise, TV rights, ect… (I think you get the point.)


Summery

Like all of my work this is just something that happened to float through the empty void inside my head. This is a story about sex, love, power and being in control, but above all it is a story about fantasy. I claim first ever Kai/Julia pairing. Like it or hate it please R and R as honest opinions are always welcomed.


Lamanth: A big thanks to Darksouled Saiyanphoenix, shadowphoenix101, Iluvbeyblade, BluePhoenix01, spookpook1, kai'sgirl510, hiddenportrait, Lady Of The Damned Land, dong-chun-mei, Amanita Virosa and Michael. You guys are amazing and I feel so loved.

Dedi: Feel the love people.

Lamanth: As it says in the summery there is going to be some sex in this fic guys I warn you in advance if you don't like it feel free to stop reading this fic but pleases don't report it just cus you don't want to read it. If the chapter does contain a lemon the will be an 'L' in bracts, like this (L), with the chapter title. And I'm going to put a lot of flash backs from Kai's past in this fic so there may be some OC's popping up in here from time to time. So I apologise before hand to the people who don't really like them.

Dedi: But there is at least one OC who will be in this fic quite a bit. And that is, drum roll please…Zorion, the cat! Who will be débuting next chapter.

Lamanth: Yeah I've given Kai a cat. See I'm not always a bitch to poor little Kaiey.

Muse: You two make my sick you know that and talk about sucking up 'feel the love'.

Lamanth: If you don't like it Muse, I just got two words for ya 'SUCK IT' haha, do your thing Dedi

Dedi: Anyway this chapter is dedicated to Darksouled Saiyanphoenix, cus she was the first person to review chapter one, and her review was just so enthusiastic. So Darksouled Saiyanphoenix, this is for you.

Lamanth: Thanks Dedi, as always sorry for any bad spelling and if you feel the need to through thing at me please wait until I've hidden behind the sofa kay?

Muse: On with the fic!


I got a hunger that's hard to fill,
Driving me on overkill,
Tellin' me that everything's gone wrong,
Got me a need that I can't break,
More than I can hardly take,
Somehow I still keep on going strong,


A Twisted Fairytale/Leaving Kai

Chapter Two: Sex Was Not The Problem

Julia's POV

For the third time, and the last time, I was leaving. Sex had nothing to do with it. It had to do with power, with possession, and control. With wanting to have kids and wanting to be kids. With wanting to be sane and needing to get crazy. It had something to do with each if the wise opinions of all my good friends, and family including my mother and my twin. It had to do with running, with not looking back.

But sex? Nothing to do with it.

It didn't even have anything to do with love. Because, after all, I still loved Kai. Even as I backed my old scar-faced station wagon packed with my life in cardboard boxes and clothes in black bags out of his long sweeping driveway. Even as I watched his deep crimson eyes getting smaller and smaller through my windscreen. I loved Kai more than ever.

He stood there - slate blue hair, soft white cotton shirt flung hastily over strong broad shoulders, black boots, and black stare – under the oddly lit entrance to his fantasy-filled gingerbread house where I had been one of his resident fantasies. I was a princess in a fairytale bed, a fanciful layer cake of mattresses piled one on top of the other beneath a stained-glass portrait of a blazing phoenix. A bed of dreams for a Man of Dreams. "Pipe-dreams," as my friends, my mother and even my twin had called them. Or maybe they were visions…

I slammed on my brakes, narrowly missing crashing with the ice-cream van that used wake us out of that bed most mornings. No; sex had nothing to do with leaving Kai, but it had everything to do with staying away.

Because if this third time was to really be the last time, I needed something very strong. Some kind of super knockout drug for the heart. Something to distract the desire, the sadness, the lost, lonely, ice cream panic. And that something had to be sex.

And I knew exactly where to get it. Mystel, the Playboy of Moscow. Find a heterosexual singles party anywhere in this city and odds were you'd find Mystel. Always with a different woman; both Hefner bunnies and brilliant female executives practically begging him to let them into his cologne-drenched Calvin Klein briefs. Ever since I'd impulsively slipped him my card, he'd been leaving steamy messages on my answering machine. Kai despised Mystel. He was so ultra-slick, so satin-lipped and silver-tongued, so utterly GQ. Mystel was just what I needed.

And when I arrived back at my own barely lived-in apartment, there was another message from him on my machine just waiting for me…

"Julia … Mystel … The guys have just left, and I'm all alone relaxing in my Jacuzzi … The water is so … hot … and wet … Why aren't you here with me … swirling in it … Don't call … Just come…"

I clicked off my machine … and left.


Muse: You what! I thought this was Kai and Julia not Mystel and Julia.

Lamanth: It is.

Muse: Then why the hell is she about to go off and fuck Mystel?

Lamanth: Who says she is?

Dedi: Huh well. (Looks up at the chapter) You?

Lamanth: No, it's up to the readers.

Dedi: She's doing the vote thing again.

Lamanth: Yeah I am, and there are three choices.

1) Julia sleeps with Mystel and I do write the lemon.

2) Julia sleeps with Mystel and I don't write the lemon.

3) She goes somewhere else and dosen't sleep with him.

I kinda want her to sleep with him as I kinda have an idea of what I'm going to do with this fic, but if it's a definite no from all of you then I'll work round it. Oh and if anyone has ideas about flash backs for Kai please let me know, they can be about anything. His parents, the Abbey, the Bladebreakers, old relationships, Dranzer, ect.

Dedi: So there you have it guys, you choose and I think there will be a lot of other choices for you later on. So Darksouled Saiyanphoenix I hope you liked it and bye for now.

Please R and R I'd love to know what you thought.

Big luv see ya

Lamanth