(I should apologize because I'm a terrible writer, oh, well.)
"Feliciana?"
Ludwig searched the entire house until he found a closed door. Knocking thrice on the bathroom door he heard but a small, muffled cry.
"Feliciana? Please I'm so sorry, I can't lose you. God, I'm a terrible person who doesn't deserve you."
"Leave, you've done nothing but hurt me."
"I'm sorry. I realized now what love is, love is when you sacrifice for someone, when you give up everything yourself just to see them smile. Love is when you should feel horrible a,bout losing something but then feeling great about it because it made your love happy. Love is when you know you'd give up your own life for your love without question. And I love you. And will give my all just to keep you here even just for one more night."
No reply.
I can't just sit here.
Without thinking Ludwig backed up and slammed his body into the door, forcing it open. She was in the corner, with her face buried in her hands.
"I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry." He repeted, kneeling down next to her he felt his face become warm and then tears came, he had never cried before and everything came out at once, "I'm so sorry for not being there, for being a shitty person in general, for leaving you alone, for not telling you this sooner, for not saying I love you every day, I'm sorry."
She looked up at him, "You've violated my trust by breaking so many promises and I don't know"
The worst part was that it was true and Ludwig knew this, "I know what I've said in the past but the fear of losing you makes this real, if I know I'll lose the most important thing in my life, I can't break anything." He put his arms around her, "Please, just forgive me?" he begged.
His eyes were full of tears and in that moment she realized he meant it, everything, for the first time, "Yes."
